17th July, Tues, Ep 14
ok so Tuesdae ntg much
jus dat i strted tokin more to dis DD guy
well 4 2dae dat is
so lets strt during my lunchtime
so at lunchtime had lunch wif Faizil Farhan n Siti
we had lunch at the food court at IT school
well dat place is really poupular coz it is air condition den the other place
n summore got alot of variety ya
all the food frm diff races all halal
so we quikly go to the plc
tot we nt gonna get any seat
but luckily we did, nt many ppl 2dae ya kinda weird
so after getting our seat
we all go buy our food
i ask Siti to by me fish ball noodleyup dat chinese noodle
wanna try it
so i eat those noodles n nope i nvr use chopstick nd dat gd in using it
so i use a fork instead haha
so we all eat den haidhir n ilias came in
so the family is here haha
we all eat2 tok2 had alot of fun
n tok abt our sentosa trip again hw we bury farhan
and all those stuffla
den DD strt calling me
so i pick up
i was kinda tired to tok to him
since im so full after eating
so i tell him i koll him ltr
so wile me n my frens were chatting
haidhir got a koll frm my supervisor
dat hes gonna mit us at the lab
so we all get out n get ready to go bck
wile on the way bck i call DD
so we tok2 n DD was actually on the way to JB
i cant say whr hes goin coz he say its a secret n no one shd noe
and so meera dun kepo2 n ask me wad izzit haha
so bck at lab
supervisor arrive
show him our projek bla bla bla
after dat hes gone so its free time 4 us
so haidhir n ilias go plae badminton
me n shuiling my other fren n my group member
decide to go home
so we ask yingchyn to help us clk out la
we leave at 4pm like dat
i reach home n nxt ting i do is slp
yeah it feel gr8 man
woke up at 7 plus
make myself fresh n on my comp
on my msn chat wif meera
n chat at the crooked chatrm
ya me lookin 4 guys to be my bf ya
n still searching ya
meera has said to me dat u shd relax n let sum1 find u
i mean do i look dat attractive
man i mus haf confidence in myslef ya
meera said dat i lk kinda cute in a nerdy way
haha i tot dat so
so wile my search for the guy i still goin on
i watch braniac 4 awile
love dat show
love they blow up stuff haha
i like the part whr they do the 'i can do science me'
okok so fater watchin tok to meera summore
n chat wif sum guys
den ltr at 11 i tok to DD on the fone
so since he wans me tok n since i dunno wad qsn to ask him
the ferst thing in my mind is to tell me how he looks like
ya ya i like wanna noe his appreance since kinda scared to mit sum1
so i ask him 4 like 5 qsn den he strt scolding me y ask all dat qsn
i mean i was scared wad if he looks like a crook or wat if he is an old guy
i mean i dunwan to take any chances here
so den he strt lecturing me abt all dis crap abt appearance n personality
well i feel like i kana marah
n to tell u the truth i fell like i wanna cry 4 being like dis
den my dad came in i clear away my tears abit
my dad ask wats wrong wif me
den i say its ntg
so den i apologize to DD y i like dis
den we end our tok
den be4 i go slp
i ask myself
do i really go 4 looks or personality
coz to me i go looks ferst den if his personality is gr8 i will go wif it
man i really gotta change
dis all coz of Oush i guess but wateverla eh
we all try to look gd as we cn
n meera i noe u like hating me dats wat i tot budden u still beautiful k
especially ur eyes