11th July, Wed, Ep 8
so my feelings for Oush is still strong but its nt dat strongla like yest kinda calm down abit
so 2dae it strted rainin at school
i mean finally some cold weather 4 awile
so 2dae me n my frens were suppose ot plae badminton
but i kinda 4got to bring my stuff n kinda lazy to plae at ferst
so during lunchtime i hang out wif my fren Siti wile my frens plae badminton
during lunchtime i koll Oush jus wanna c if he picks up
n he didnt pick up so i dunwan to disturb him
i met up wif siti n we go to Tamp int
she wanna buy tix to watch the sneaks for harry potter
some ppl jus cant wait cant they haha
so we go to century square n we got the tix
after dat we go burger king eatla
so i buy myself a meal wile siti onli eat desert
she den tell me dat her bf was kinda jealours wen she say dat she eating wif me
i was laughin since how cn i b intimidated by him since her bf n m kinda look alike ya
wif the specs n stuff all dat
so wen siti was tokin abt her bf
i strt to ask her la abt dis feeling im having wif Osuh
but i didnt say la abt Oush i jus say dat its a girl
she didnt noe i like guys n i dun tend to tell her
since she knoe im in a 'relationship' wif meera
den i tell her la y i feel dis way i feel like cant tahan keep ntinking of her(him)
den she strt tellin me dat she sumtimes feel it
so we tok2 abt dis feeling im having la
after eating i decided to plae badminton
so we both went bck to sch
wile in the bus i was to distracted dat i 4got abt the stop luckily siti tell me
den wile ont he way to the sports hall
she ask me la if i was tinkin abt the 'girl
well actually i did i was tinkin abt Oush
den she tell me like relax wif it
maybe Oush was bz or sumting
den i tot ya he is working so maybe i shd relax abit
so at the sports hall we 2 plae badminton 4 awile
onli me siti farhan n haidhir
siti playin 4 the ferst time was kinda funny
jus fun lookin at her playin
had alots of laughs haha
so after shes gone its time to plae 4 real
n we plae n plae until ilias came
so we plae until its like 4 pm
man my skills has improve ya
so we relax abit
u noe wile i was playin badminton i jus couldnt stop lookin at my hp
tot dat Oush msg me or sumting
im obsess n obsess haha
wile relaxing i try to call him la n den he pick up
looks like he has jus started work
n he was tired frm working yela kater 1st day
den i so the deperate wanna mit him la
budden i seems tired i say no nidla tot maybe tmr ke
wile tokin wif him on the fone farhan was beside me
so he kepo2 la tok to the fone
Oush gotta noe abt Farhan den
he say he waana c Farhan
i was shock n i say nola
since Farhan is str8 seein Oush mite make him scared
n summore i tink i was jealous dat he is lookin at other guys haha
after tokin to Oush farhan ask me who is dat
i say he is my fren
den Farhan shock u tok to ur fren using 'i' n 'u' since he hear a guys voice
den i sayla my fren ni gay
he was shock tau den after dat he kip quiet
to change the subjek i tell him lets plae badminton summore
so dat nite at home
i got to koll Oush
n we tok n tok
i tell him la abt my feelings 4 him dat i was like lovesick n him
like cant stop tinkin of him
he understandla den he tell me to jus fade it away
i understandla since he mite be dating other guys i will try to understand it
so we chat2 abt his new work n wad he been up to
so its like 3am like dat we stop tokin so i went to bed