10th July, Tues, Ep 7
ok so my obsession for Oush began to grow
so normal day at sch slack as always
since i was bored ntg to do other den listenin to my vocal trance music
i cant stop tinkin of Oush
feels like im so stress abt him
dunnola wads happening to me
so at times i try msg him wad he was doin
n sumtimes he reply sumtimes nt
so den during my lucn i call him againla
den i ask him if can meet
he cant since he meeting sum guy
den i knew he mus be having a date wif a new guy
so i was kinda sad n it strt to grow bigger n bigger my obsession 4 him
n one thing i keep thinkin fo dat sundae wen i didnt mit him
i keep tinking maybe its coz i didnt mit him dat sunday, n i shd haf met him i shd haf met him
so tinking abt dat n tinking abt Oush i was feeling kinda sick n tired wif myself
so after my lunch wif my frens
i dunno y i feel so tired can stop tinkin abt Oush dat i wanna slp or sumting
i feel like i miss him lots n lots
my fren tot like im sick or sumting lol
since frm 2pm until the time i finish sch i look like so weak
i tot maybe i was lovesick 4 him but i dunnola eh
so dat nite i try calling him
den he say he was bz tokin wif the guy he jus dated
so i let him be n wait till he koll me budden he didnt
and my feelings grow stronger 4 him