30th July, Mon

30th July, Mon, Ep 26

so its 1 dae after my date
n im beginning to miss dis guy
well i did had a gr8 day wif my family

so i waoke up at 8 tot of not waking up at all haha
since yest tok wif him until 4 plus
so quickly get ready 4 sch den my dad surprise me wif a new thsirt
he bot yest wen he go JB if my mum

man i was happy ya n summore the baju is so nice
my dad got taste haha
so since im in a hurry i use that new baju to go sch

so wile at sch was so bored
n was tinking of him
den suddenly shuiling strt to leave sch, well she was kinda sick so shes ok
den farhan wanna leave, he wanna mit his fren since his fren goin back australia
so left me n yingchyn, so i was tempted to leave n so i did
me n yingchyn go library 4 awile den lk at sum bks
wile she lookin i was tryin to koll ayie well jus 4 the fun of it haha
after dat yingchyn go bck to the lab wile i go home

at home i plae my comp 4 awile
listen to sum music
den ayie msg me dat he top up his fone
so frm den we strt messagin each other
man he realy miss me ya haha
so den after chatting wif him i went to slp
man i didnt eat alot 2dae knowing ltr at nite going to have a family feast to celebrate my dad bday
n summore get to save my money haha, so i jus ate eggs for lunch n breakfast yup

so wile sleepin, it started to rain
haha i knew it gonna rain sooner or later
woke up at 4pm den msg my fren if she nd my help wif a projek
in the end tk jadi
so then i msg meera if wanna lepak wile she wait 4 her mum
den shes ok wif it
so i went bck sch, den got a msg frm meera dat seh comin late so we didnt get to mit
so i went bck home after clocking out
n str8 to bed i go,was feeling so weak, well didnt eat wat
den chat wif ayie again on the fone, we msg n msg n msg aiyo ltr my prepaid so gonna finish haha

so dat nite we go to istanbul seafood sumwhr at 400+ thr
u both shd noe one
wile waiting 4 the food i was waiting 4 ayie to msg me
tot dier tk but he did
so we strt msg again n also still doin it wen the food come
den i tell him chat wif him ltr since i had to eat or my kakak ipar ltr kaco me
well wile was bz msg she strt askin me gf or wat i jus kip quietla
had alot to eat well i was so damn hungry wad
had fried rice wif baby squid n 3 flavour fish n nestum prawns n chilli crab n also shark fin soup
dats alot isnt it

after eating me n my family went bck to my brother house
its just near since he live at 400+ oso
we lepak there den got to play with spongebob sqaurepant haha
my bro haf a soft toy of it

so we get bck home at 12
den i msg ayie dat i koll him
den wile on the way bck he msg me bck wen im gonna kol him
haizz budak ni tk sabar btol lol

got bck home n quickly call him haha
so we chatted n chatted cant stop tinkin of each other
miss each other so much
bla bla bla bla desu

29th July, Sun

29th July, Sun, Ep 25

woke up at 12,by the constant raining and also by the msg i recieve by ayie
wen actually he was sending to the wrong person haha
the thing is he has 2 guys name khairul, me n his other fren
but his other fren name is khairullah or sumting like dat i dunno
so it kinda mix up

oh n dis khairullah guy rite i got chat wif him be4 well onli abitla
n waddya noe he has the same nickname wif me dat his family koll
which i will nt tell haha

okok so i woke up on my comp
saw ayie online n we chat a bit
den i eat my breakfast pancakes woot woot
eat it wile watchin friends, jus love eating sumting n enjoyin a laugh
so den chat wif ayie again plan to mit at 4pm like dat

so den i bath n get ready
den go out at 3 like dat reach the tamp mrt like 3.30
since i was sweating, i was wearing long sleeve n wearing double summore
so it wanna take the train to pasir ris well to cool off
n well i reach doby got(sorry tk tau spell haha) like 4.30
so bloody late i hope ayie was nt angry lol

n since i was late i met him at the wrong place summore
well pls gimme a chance i onli been here like the 2nd time
so we finally mit at plaza sing
well he looks cool i mite say, but dunno wat he tink of me wen we first mit

so after dat we strt tokin, cool no awkward silence haha
well he is sumwat like oush onli smaller haha
at least hes nicer n fun
so we go to cathay n get our tix to watch simpson
after getting our tix we lepak2 at plaz sing tok summore n he like to joke around wif me
den i dunno y he like shock den hes ay dat he saw his fren, a fren dat is a girl haha

n den he tell me la dat his fren knew abt him bla bla bla
i dun care at ferstla
budden wen we come bck to cathay she was thr outside wif her fren
n den i notice her n she notcie me n waddya noe she strt tokin abt me n him to her fren
so we buat bodoh n jus walk in la dun care la eh

so go in the movie, he nk snagat couple seat but in the end
he kana change the tix n got a standard seat
coz looks like sum1 got the wrong time 4 the tix haha
haizz we hafta seat at the second row to the front man so the front
luckily the screen was abit far back or nt i pity my neck ltr

so we watch simpson n i gotta say its funny n hilarious wif all the lame stuff n the stupidity
especially dat homer simpson, i will nt tell more dunwan to spoil it
so wil watching i notcie ayie was really sitting close beside me
he was kinda leaning beside me la, wile iw as bz laughin away n eating popcorn
he put his hand ard my arm huggin like dat, i was abit malula
well we r sitting at the front seat n man i tink ppl sure look one haha
but wateverla eh i was really enjoying it n enjoying the movie
so he was huggin my arm the whole time in the movie leaning on me

den wile he pick sum popcorn he go suap me
i was like wat wat wat lol
i was to concentrate on the movie sampai luper was happenin rite infront of me lol
wile we were like so close together he leaning beside me n i enjoying the movie
sum1 call me lak kinda disturbing ya so i off my fone
so after the movie finish took some time to relax let the ppl go 1st
haizz in ym head i was tinkin did ppl c us like huggin beeing so close like dat
i sure noe got dis 2 mly guys sitting rite nxt to me notice it but who cares la eh

after the movie i go koll dat person who koll me whoturn out to be my fren - school fren
i ltr say fren ppl tot of so many kind of frens dat i haf haha
so after finish tokin to her, ayie like disturb me la who is dat on the fone,
yala ppl jus wana kepo wat haha

we go to suntec city to lepak
tot wana eat but den feel so full after eating popcorn n coke
so i was tired
tot wanna go to skygarden n c the view budden got som mat mat thr
so tk jadi den we go to the fountain of wealth n sit thr

finally i can relax n see the fountain
den thr was a show they strt shooting the water vertically up n its higher n higher
it was so cooool
so during the fountain show
me n ayie tok2 summore abt our live bla bla bla
i ask him wat he tinks of me n he ask me wat i tink of him all dat stuffla
it was so relaxing sitting beside him
we were holding hands lagi
i was scaredla ppl c but in the end i didnt care haha

so we sat at the muscial fpuntain until 10 .30
ya so long we sit thr
so to home we go
wile i was on the trin back home
ayie msg me dat he had a gr8 time n well we do had a gr8 time
i really had a gr8 time wif him

so i reach tamp its oredy 11 plus
walk home alone so quiet
den at my house void deck got a group of mat rep n minah thr
man i was so scared haha i was alone ok
so i quikcly walk didnt look at dem or anytin

got home n change my clothes
den eat chicken rice my mum bot
den after dat chat wif ayie summore
chat wif him on the fone till its 4 am in the morning lol
well we cant stop tinkin abt each other u noe since we left
its like i miss him n he oso miss me to haha

so dats it the end of my day
end of my wonderful day wif sum1 new
n hope dat we cn go further ya
c how things go

28th July, Sat

28th July, Sat, Ep 24

saturdae, a dae whr i suppose to go somewhr
but well didn't go coz im broke haha
and happy birthday Rauzan, had his birthday party 2dae but i didnt go

ok so abt dat sumwhr i was suppose to go to THE ZOO
yup the zoo but well since yesterdae after the karaoke, i was broke
so had no money to go to zoo, man the entrance is $15 ya so ex
so i knew dat faizil n heis gf were goin dunno abt the others as i know farhan sure not goin
dats y im not goin, no farhan no one to disturb haha

so wad 2 do 2dae tot of sleepin the whole day haha
well it was raining n man it feel so good to sleep at dis time wen its raining
so on my comp listen to some vocal trance at imeem, tot of getting the music
so wad i do i record it frm , will nt tell u the secret
so wile doin dat i chatted wif afad, the guy frm yesterdae
chat as normal ask abt wat we did 2dae
so after doin all dis my prents got bck wif breakfast mmm so hungry
eat wile watching friends season 9

so after eating was so full wad i do next slpla
i was sleeping so peacefully den kana disturb by my mum ask me to burn her sum cd 4 my aunt
well gotta do the job ya
wile doin it i tot of kolling Oush, long time havent heard frm him well 1 wk onli haha
i dunnola feel like i miss him even though i do wana 4get him
so wen i koll him i tot he nt gonna pick up but he did so we chat abit
n waddya noe he still cant stop tokin abt me n farhan haizz
so he was bz at dat time, so i tell him i koll him ltr at nite

so after burning the cds back to be dn slp again
woke up at 6 n take a bath ya vry late bath haha
den watch suite life of zack n cody, since the show was abt food
n since i was tempted i had to eat haha
after watchin eatin back to my comp
n 4 dat whole nite i plae granado espada (ge)
long time havent plae ya
wile playin ge i chatted wif dis guy call himself ayie
well we chatted in the end xchange numbers lak so the fast
well he was goin out n so he expect me to msg or koll him
well i did koll him

after taking a break frm ge, i koll ayie
n den we strt tokin n tokin well nt dat long
since he had to go now
so back to my ge n wile dat i chatted wif afad again
soon i chatted wif meera lak
multitaskin ya chattin n playin game
den i check the time it was 1am so i gif Oush a mis koll
so den wait a few min n i koll him bck
we chatted 4 awile been 1 wk havent heard frm him
chat chat chat it was nt dat long since he was sleepy
man i really disturb ppl at dis time ah

well nt jus me ya, ayie oso did
so it was like 3 am stop chatting wif meera n afad n close my comp
wile sleepin,tryin to slp actually
ayie msg me lak at 3 am
i was like confuse la den in the end i koll him
he had jus came bck frm clubbin at hard rock ya rock on haha
so frm den we strt chatting n chatting on the fone until it was 7am
ya frm 3am to 7am so bloody long
still can ask my mum to make milo 4 me wen she was abt to go werk at 5 like dat

so den he ask if wanna go out tmr
i tot of nt goin at ferst since we jus strt tokin so fast wanna mit
budden wat the heck im so bored at home
so ask him whr we goin since im broke so broke
well he say its ok since he goin to blanja me how kind
so den at 7 plus plus we both hang up
n i went to bed
yeah so dats it finish

27th July, fri

27th July, Fri, Ep 23

so 2dae celebrate Ilias birthday again by goin karaoke
its my idea to karaoke when i dun wan to karaoke though
well wateverla eh

so lets strt when we are about to go
so while i was doin my project
faizil chatted with me if we going or not
he keep asking 4 the 2 slowpokes ilias n haidhir
he also add farhan in the conversation
but wile he cant stop tokin me n farhan like ignore him
faizil ni btol excited abt goin out haha
i was bz tokin wif meera so i didnt layan him
in the end he merajok n den leave lol

so after tokin to meera
i ask farhan if we really goin or not
i ask him to koll ilias if he goin but farhan so pemalas wan me to koll him
dat he make up his alasan bla bla bla
i tkleh tahan ask him to gif his fone to koll ilias n haidhir
haizz i hafta do evrything ya

i koll ilias confirm wif him den koll haidhir confirm wif him
in the end koll faizil confirm wif him
n everything confirm we strt askin another qsn, is our supervisor gonna c us
coz now onli left me n farhan n yingchyn
so den i tot email him if he coming, well kinda

i email n den wat pathetic thing happen
we 4got to chnage the subject
wile i was typing the email farhan kepo2 write the subject "we all bored n wanna go home"
but in the end i didnt change the subject n so it was send
we all strt laughing lol ,scared supervisor will tot we all go home haha
so den i send him another email regardin the subject

so after dat me n farhan go mit up wif faizil
den head to bedok int, didnt haf time to pray lambat oredy
so at bedok int buy sum food at the pasar malam, buy ramly yum yum
den after dat buy sum sushi n finally met up wif haidhir n ilias
we take bus go to the karaoke place, haizz one stop onli lol

so we reach but be4 entering we selit all the food in haidhir bag
poor haidhir's bag kene jadi victim haha
abt 6 burgers selit in his bag haha,since they do not allow alot of food in so hafta hide it
so we go in got ourself a room n order ourself bubbletea each

so in the room we go
n faizil tk sabar go sing ferst wile we all eat
man we sing alot of songs ,from english to malay
farhan sibok sangat nk nyanyi lagu jepon n faizil like tell him dunla
so we all sing, well ilias n faizil n farhan sing alot wile me n hiahdir like dunwan to sing
in the end they make me sing, man i sound so terok haha, dunwan to say abt my voicela

man we really make a lot of noise espcially faizil wif his singin n sumtimes he sing so loud haha
den haidhir laugh so loud summore
in the end we all make a lot of noise n laugh like mad
we really had a lot of fun, cant stop botherin each other wile they sing
n sumtimeslike got english song rite ilias go change it into malay haha
its so funny how english song sound wen it turn to malay
we sing frm old songs to jiwang song aiyo mcm mat mat lak haha
den sing those english song A1 haha ,backstreetboys den our last song of the day
ilias n faizil duet sing the song frm aladdin haha
man after singin our voice all like serak since got sum songs we sing high2 lol
really nid water
haizz after all those karaoke looks like im broke haha no money left onli $2 in my wallet

check my time ots oredy 5
man we gonan be late since we hafta clock out
den faizil say lets take a cab
wile waiting 4 a cab
ilias n faizil cant stop debating abt the fast way to get to TP aiyo mcm2 lak
in thend faizil won so take his route to TP
we reach in abt 15 min still got few min left
so quickly go bck to our labs ppl were getting ready to leave
took my bag clock out n get home

reach home n on my comp n drank water lots n lots coz of the singing
no reply frm my supervisor after i send him that email
i was scaredla coz u noe dat email wif dat subjeck dunno wat he will say wen he sees it
so i chat wif meera 4 awile listen to my music
den at 7 i slp woke up at 8 sumting
den check my comp didnt off properly, waste current onli
so off my comp n get bck to bed n woke up at 10
watch me fave show ghost whisperer n wile watchin play my comp
yeah waste elctricity haha

after watching ghost whisperer
chat wif a new guy call himself afad
n wile chatting we kinda gte sum connection dunnola eh
den wile chatting wif him i chat wif another guy call himself furbee haha cute
he same sch wif me in tp n he oso maple haha makes me wanna maple back lol
so those 2 guys chatted wif me but in thend i chat wif afad onli
man chatted till 2 am plus plus
soon i tell him i loggin off or nt i will slp on the comp table haha

so to bed i go n slp so good
during my slp i dunno if i dreaming or wat
but i hear like my tv is onden got like sum sound, frizy sound like the channel not working
it sound so kuat but wen i open my eyes the tv is close
maybe i was dreaming ya

back to slp i go
den another thing strt to happen
i strt to get cold soo bloody cold
sleep wif the blanket didnt take notice
but it is still cold
so iterwake up like at 6 coz of the cold
n waddya noe the aircon was on
dunno who on it i oso dun care maybe its on by itself
so back to bed n dats it finish fin dabis end of my day

26th July, Thurs

26th July, Thurs, Ep 22

so its Ilias birthday 2dae
happy birthdae u r 20 woot woot
so my frens or i say my 'family' wanted to saboh him
but in thend jus haf a simple lunch wif him la
coz tmr is whr the fun stuff started as we clebrating his birthdae tmr

so lets strt at sch
wile watchin dis comdey How I Met Your Mother
i got a call frm mu supervisor that the guy from the company is coming down
so i infrom shuiling n haidhir who is nt at sch n sleepin away haha

but in the end he didnt make it
i msg the guy n looks like he is sick
poor thing budden gd 4 me cn slack n watch my comedy haha

so den ilias chatted wif me in msn
he was at home at dat time
he told me how he kana saboh in the morning by his family
kesian pagi2 eggs kana thrown at him by his family summore lol

n den he told me abt the accident wif his 3 yr old brother
well nt accident la jus dat he has a bead stuk in his nose man poor boy
so he told me dh taken to the clinic n check out
n den tok abt wad we plan 2 do 2dae 4 his birthday
well i say lets jus haf lunch 2gether wif our family

so fater chatting wif him its lunchtime
go wif farhan n siti at ferst
den met up wif faizil
we eat up ferst wil we wait 4 haidhir n ilais to come those 2 slowpokes
n waddya noe i eat chicken lasagne again n den i kepo2 finish up siti's food since she cant finish it
n den end it wif a chocolate cake
haha so much to eat ya

den haidhir came tok2
den ilias came
we all happy to c him
looks like the family is here so time to haf sum fun lol
well nt really, jus tok2 hang around at the food court
man it was so bloody cold since its aircon thr n summore its raining
haizz n i was wearin t-shirt n summore its small so mostly my body is bloody cold especially my hands
well wat 2 do jus try to hold it

so we been tokin abt wat 2 do 4 tmr n sat
faizil n siti cant stop tokin abt goin to zoo
aiyo zoo ah so the tk btol
i told dem i tink ferst c if meera wanna folo
wen i actually tot oredy dat im nt goin n gonna tell dem tmr

so abt tmr we plan to watch the simpson movie to cleberate ilias birthday
the family watchin 2gether family outing ya haha
but in the end after the long decision i decide lets go karaoke
n all agreed so we go karaoke tmr

go bck lab n listen to summore vocal trance
den at 4.30 like dat went home early wif shuiling
well i cant tahan the cold so y nt jus go home

so at home no one was home
n waddya noe the aircon in my room was on
it was auto on i guess,dun tell me a ghost is in my house playin wif the aircon ya
n to add up the aircon was dripping water man the stuff under it is wet
its like raining in my room haha
well it happens wen raining time, my aircon will strt dripping water if its on
maybe the condesnation bla bla bla dunwan to go into science nw


so den i slept
woken up by my sister during my dream
n since u r dreamin n wen u kana wake up u kinda confuse whr r u or wat time like dat
n dats wad i feel
so my sis ask me abunch of qsn but all i was tinkin huh am i late 4 sch or sumting haha
in the end my mum wanan tok to me on the fone


so fat dat go bck slp
woke up at 7 n chatted wif dis guy i met 2 days ago in the chtroom
call himself rauzan
yesterdae he was sick wif a fever so den i ask him if he still sick taken his medcine all those stuff
dunno y im so worried 4 ppl who is sick
even the same thing i did to meera once well kinda

so chatting n chat wif meera oso
watch whole season 8 of friends
well i got skip sum episdoes lah but watch it till the end
so now hafta go
dat Rauzan guy wans me to koll him
n he kinda impatient ya
okok byes

25th July, Wed

25th July, Wed, Ep 21

ok so 2dae was suppose to be m n meera day n abit of lina inside
i plan wif meera dat i mit her at her sch SP
coz her fren lina so wanna mit me n oso i wnana try the pizza hut thr haha
but den evrythin change coz of 1 incident

so lets strt wen im at sch
so wile doin my projek itot since i goin SP ltr
y nt mit up my other frens oso who is thr
so i chat up wif sharifah my sec sch fren n best fren oso long time tk jumper
tell her dat if maybe she cn mit me after her lesson
well she tot y not since she oso miss me hehe
so dats settle den i chat up wif ezadd
yeah since he is oso frm sp so i tell him dat i comin down ltr n maybe dat we cud mit
so dats 2 so total i will be mitin 3 ppl
meera n her fren, sharifah n ezadd well dats 4

well lets move on to lunchtime
so since siti n faizil nt eatin, me n farhan are eatin 2gether to him it sound gay to eat 2gether
wateverla eh
soon enuff haidhir came along so we 3 eat 2gether
i really had a full lunch
ate chicken lasagne n den finish it off wif a chocolate waffle
man was so full again n i feel like exploding lol

den i tot to myself will i b able to eat ltr at pizza hut wen i mit meera lol
my plan was to mit sharifah ferst coz she say she finish at 3 n she hafta go soon n den maybe mit ezadd
so after eating my frens plan to plae badminton
so i tot y not plae a wile den leave sch

so we all go bck lab take our bags n den head to the sports hall whr ilias was waiting 4 us
wile on the way, we mit up wif our supervisor n den he strt asking us whr we r goin
man we all were shock n den like panic haha
budden since we playin badminton in sch so thrs no harm if he call den we cn mit him in time
budden i was tinkin abt my plans leaving sch to go SP

so wile playin badminton
i was nt concentrating enuff since i my mind was filled up wif questions
wanna go or not will my supervisor call or not
so den i call meera n we strt tokingla
cant believe im multitaskin playin badminton n on the fone
one hand wif the fone one hand wif the racket

in the end i go sti one corner tok to meera
tell her cudnt mit coz of the bla bla bla dunwan to gif too much details
den after tokin to her i msg ezadd dat i cudnt mit
man he reply bck dat he miss the chance to mit me
well he kinda wana mit me at sum point

so den continue plae badminto wif my frens
so its onli me farhan ilias n haihdir
n one accident happen
wile me n haihdir n farhan were playin against ilias
ypu 3 against one mad rite
den suddenly the shuttlecock is abt to him i ter use my hand
suddenly haidhir eas tryin to smack it n it hit my hand
man was so painful my finger was bleeding summore
didnt wan to tell my frens dunwan dem to make a big deal abt it

so we plae until it is 5
den we go take a shower
knowin i didnt bring baju extra ilias lemme boro a tshirt he bring
thnx alot ya ilias n happie birthdae to u haha

after shower den i got a msg frm a guy Nas
we chat by accident coz Oush go add him in my msn
we chatted den in the end xchange numbers
kinda shock dat he msg me ya
den he ask me wen to go 4 a date
was kinda shock ya 4 me so i told him dat we tok abt it in msn ltr

so after the shower str8 to home i go
chat up wif Nas on msn well didnt chat much
den eat chickent cutlet yum yum
after dat go to bed
den wake up at abt 9 chat wif Nas again
tok abt the date thing n soon i tell him dat i decide ltr
den my mother bot a burger 4 me so eat it again
wah yesterdae had burger n 2dae another burger lol

so well dats the end of my dae

24th July, Tues

24th July, Tues, Ep 20

so 2 dae spend my time mostly wif farhan
yeah farhan n me
i feel like we really become best frens ya

okok so at school
i know cant go out far2 since my supervisor is gonna c us
so during lunchtime we onli go outside school to eat
but be4 we eat farhan wanna haf a haircut
aiyo yest i jus got my haircut nw he oso wan kepo btol budak ni haha

so i teman him to a saloon to cut his hair
so wile he cut his hair i msg meera if wanna mit ltr after sch
since me n farhan plan to go to TM n CS to plae arcade after sch

after farhan cut his hair we plan to wait 4 the others haidhir ilias n faizil to go eat
well faizil nt comin n ilias n haidhir r comin late
so me n farhan mnake our way to a coffeeshop
but be4 dat we buy a waffle to eat on the way

soon we reach the coffeeshop n eat at Habibi
still ilias n haidhir havent reach yet
so me n farhan eat ferst
i eat black pepper chicken rice n man its expensive but wat the heck its so sedap
man i was so full after eating it n since i eat the waffle oso
nt soon enuff haidhir arrive n haf his lunch
so were waiting for Ilias but looks like his late n told us to mit at sch

so we all mit ilias at sch n go bck to lab
since i was so full it really makes me tired n wad do i do slp la
slp 4 abt 30 min like dat so gd ya
in no time my fren shuiling tell me dat the supervisor is comin down to chek us
n summore his checkin our report
n waddya noe i didnt update it n so did my members

so be4 the supervisore reach we all quikly update the repot
so the kanchiong ya haha
we finally updated our repot but i dunno abt me i jus anyhow update it lol
i jus dunno wat 2 write ya so i jus write rubbsih in a most meaningful way haha

den the supervisor come in
check our projek n all
den he chek our report
man wen he was chekin mine ic he was laughin away n i oso same thing lol
den after he check it he didnt say anytin keepin his comments ot himself i guess

so the supervisor is gone
n i was tinkin lets go home str8 away haha
budden since im meetin meera after sch
so i hafta wait till 5.30 to clk out
wad i do slp again wile i listen to my vocal trance haha

so ltr at 5 like dat meera call
look like she haf reach tamp budden i tell her to wait
so at 5.30 i clk out n me n farhan str8 go to tamp int
we go to TM first since meera is oredy thr
met her n she was wearing red n long sleeve summore
man shd haf wore long sleeve oso well it was so bloody cold 2dae after the rain all dat

so we go to arcade str8 away
budden i kepo2 nk gi 77th street
farhan say we like regular customer oredy here haha
n summore we r oso a regular customer at the arcade in TM lol
so at the arcade it was empty ,quiet nt many ppl
so farhan plae his driving game
i tot of playin para2 budden since eating dat ex chicken rice i tot of savin my money
wile farhan playin his game i ask meera la abt ezadd since she say she got recognise hime be4
den meera say she recognise him frm a dikir barat representing SP
meera n her fren lina happen to be thr during the dikir barat

so den it was like 6.30 plus plus
so meera hafta go as her mum is fetchin her
so me n farhan send her to the mrt side whr got the rd whr got the bus to go to ikea
i ask farhan maybe to go to Cs n i mit him ltr
but he insist dat we all go 2gether

so den her mother reach n i wave to meera goodbye
n den i knew her mother will sure strt tokin since he c me n summore a new guy n dats farhan
so after dat str8 to CS arcade n farhan plae his racing game again
man hes gotten gd at driving games ya
n he say he cant wait to ride one n i mean a real car

so after playin we tot of goin home
well its oredy 7 plus ya
i send farhan at the bus stop
wile waitin we strt tokin of stuff n its abt names of our childs if we haf haha
its so fun to imgaine names ya

soon his bus dh sampai n left me alone
go home by the path dat i use to go to my sec sch
soon reach home n on my comp
watch friends wile eating long john
n den tot of writing my blog budden tot of uploadin new pics in my frenster
n so took my time uploading pics in frenster n at the same time chat wif meera
ask her if her mum got tok abt me n farhan
n well she did, she noe abt me but her mum ask abt farhan lol

didnt check the time n its oredy 11 so i hafta eat my chicken rice
n be4 i eat my [arents cam home frm pasar mlm wif my ramlee burger
so after eating my chiken rice, i eat my burger
man i feel so full ya feel like vomitting lol
so watch summore frens n den continue my blog
so dats the end of my dae

23rd July, Mon

23rd July, Mon, Ep 19

hmmm let c
i tot i was nvr gonna wake up
since i slept like at 5am yesterdae
budden i did wake up

so off to sch i go
try to take the late bus and reach jus in time at 9
so wen i reach my lab
ferst ting tok to farhan if he wanna go 4 outing 2dae
since our supervisor is bz n so he will nt mit us
so discuss wif farhan n looks like he nt goin to peninsula
since last fridae he tot of goin n i plan maybe 2dae we cn go

so since we r nt goin 4 outing
i tell farhan la i leaving soon coz i gonna mit my fren
he kinda shockla
den i plan ltr mit at TM n so he agree wif it

so ltr at 9.20 i leave sch n went to tamp int to mit Faizal
we plan to mit since he hafta to go to sum clinic in tamp sumting to do wif his job wateverla eh
so i reach tamp but waddya noe hes late
so wad i plan to do after dat, go n cut my hair but ferst hafta go bck home change clothes

so wile i was on my way bck home
i kana tegur by sum1 looks like he desperately nid my help
well since i budak baik ahem ahem i help himla
looks like he nid sum money to get to clementi
so i help him get him a ticket la

so after helping him
sttr8 home i go
i tot my mum gonna be shock since i come home early but shes not
so i tell her i wanna cut my hair
den i go bck sch
so she gimme money n off i go to the saloon to haf my haircut

so got my haircut
man its short i really change my hairstyle frm having long hair to now havin short hair
oh wat the heck it will soon grow wat
so back home i go n get ready to mit faizal

so off to TM i go to mit him
so we finally mit
sit at mac n strt tokin nt much jus little toking
we practically jus kip quiet most of the time
since we dunno wat 2 tok abt
n i dun feel like tokin oso

den farhan koll me
i was like thnx god he koll me haha
so we strt tokin whr to mit n whr to eat
so after tokin to farhan
faizal den tok abit summore n so i add in

in no time the person siting bside us
tegur us wanna tok to us abt sumting
so den we jus listenla
but man his story is so long
faizal was like tryin to leave me n left me wif the person la
luckily he didnt or man i will try to run away oso

so like 1.30 like dat he stop his long story n we tell him we gotta go
n i sure gotta go since farhan had been waiting 4 me at long john 4 lucnh
so byes to faizal n off to long john to mit farhan

finally met wif farhann eat my lucnh
few mins ltr haidhir arrive n haf his lunch
so after dat we all go walk2 at century square
n knowing soon farhan wanna plae the arcade
so farhan plae his racing game wif haidhir
n i watch dem plae, i tot of playin budden im nt into dose car games ya
soon ilias arrive n the 4 of us lepak

after playin at the arcade in CS
its str8 to TM den check out the shops
n den to the arcaden u noe watla its para2 time haha
so as usual i plae my para2 man alot of ppl look ya
but i dun care since i was so tried frm dancing to all those songs
my frens cn see me panting lol

so after i plae i so hafta sit down n take a breathe
so wil i relax i watch another person playin
man my fren say he dance like sum bapok lol
i was tryin to laugh so hard budden i jus smile away haha
so after dat my frens go plae thier racing game n i watch dem
wile my frens were playin i remeber dat i hafta infor meera dat i tn fetching her
so i msg her n waddya noe jus abt to msg her my fren kip asking me wen i will come bck sch
i mean i got my fren msg askin me wen i will be bck like 4 times oredy lol
so i tell her la dat i b bck sch soon

after goin to the arcade
we hang out at toys ur us n den thr is dis simpsons thing dunnola wat
we all take pics thr
den me n my frens leave tp den go check out the pasar malam
den at 4.30 we went bck sch n soon i got a msg frm my fren dat she go home oredy

at 5.30 i leave sch got home
str8 to bed i go n slp, be4 i slp i msg Faizal ah if he wanna mit after work
den he msg me to mit at 10
got his msg den to bed i go n slp
woke up at 9 like dat den got a msg frm him to mit at 10.30

i on my comp
chat wif meera 4 a wile den wif ezadd
den off i go to mit Faizal again
so i tot maybe i shd tok more now to him
n waddya noe wen i mit him we wree quiet again aiyo
so i tell himla to tok
in the end he can stop asking me abt my ex bf
i jus answer wat he wanna noe den tell him nt to ask animore la
since i dunwan to tink abt it

den suddenly he strt to confess
dat he is oredy dating sum1 4 like 6 months
i mean like wah den wads the point of mitting ya
den his date koll n jus like mebeing wif Oush i hafat keep quiet again
aiyo i cant take dis animore kipping quiet n stuff
den i strt tinkin maybe he nt diff like the others
hes jus like the others but juslyin to me in a way dat i understand
so he guiding me hmmm hafta tink abt dat ya
i dunwan to get cheated or lied keep getting empty promises n false hope ya

so soon after i reach home
ezadd wanna noe the details of me miting Faizal
so i tell him la evrything
so dats its im nt gonna mit Faizal again ya
n im still waiting ya

21st & 22nd July, Sat & Sun

21st & 22nd July, Sat & Sun, Ep 18

so i combine this 2 days as one
u wanna know why
coz this 2 days is the most bloody boring 4 me at least haha
and wat i do on sat is almost the same as sun

so wad i do on this 2 daes
well most of all i sleep haha
well i play the comp sumtimes
n get to chat dis guy Faiz
well i knew abt him 4 along time i guess, like last yr

budden hes like nt online 4 a looong time
den he appear yest
so we strt tokin yest n sat n sun
n waddya noe we both were slacking at home haha

actually yest i was suppose to mit Faiz
budden he couldnt make it
well its ok since first time meetings is kinda hard i guess
n inreturn i get to me Osuh instead
okok enuff abt yest

so at Sundae nite i watch National Treasure
n chat wif Meera until it was like 12am n abit chat wif ezadd
den after meera log off
i got a msg frm sum1 his name is Faizal
i tink i havent tell the story abt him
so here goes

i chat wif Faizal at the chatroom during early 2007
it was the time wen i was still attach
so i jus wana make frens wif him ya
so we chat abit den we got xchnage numbers n he got koll me
n after dat no more connection frm him

den dat fri nite wile i was chatting in the chatrm
i chatted wif dis guy he kinda similar to Faizal
so i i ask him if he is Faizal
den it appears dat he is Faizal's twin
kinda shockla since the stat n age abt the same thing ya
so dat fridae i n Faizal chat bck again after a loong disconnection haha

so now dat Sun nite Faizal msg me
den we chatted n in the end we tok on the fone
so we tok n tok den i tell him abt the guys i haf chatted or met be4
and to my shock he noes all the guys dat i chatted be4 even my ex lol
he say my ex dated him, dats gd to hear dat my ex is moving on ya
so den i ask him abt one particualr person, Oush

n waddya noe he is kinda close to him
more like a fren again
den he strt to state the facts abt him
n den wen he say dat he oredy taken but like to flirt alot
den my feelings 4 him finally gone
i mean thnx ya Faizal i really nd to get rid of dis feelings ya
budden i strt tinkin did he really haf one or he jus sayin dat to Faizal
dat kept me tinkin again

u noe dat fridae nite i call Oush rite
n he was wif a fren at a gay club
n waddya noe dat fren was actually Faizal
man such a small world
n ezadd he oso noes abt u, he call u haiqal izzit dunnola

so den i ask him abt the others like Zalee n dis guy i havent say yet
and i dunwan to say
n den Faizil say he noes dem budden he say i mus becareful
coz they like to plae ard
man dis really kept me tinking alot
didnt noe in dis kind of crooked world its oso like a soap drama here n thr haha
den Faizal sya dat since im new in dis kind of world he will try to guide me
man i really nid his guide ya
so we chatted like until 4 am in the morning

den i say we both hafta slp
i put down the fone n sleep
budden i kip tossing n turning
coz i cant stop tinkin abt the chat i had wif Faizal
knowing dat Oush haf a bf n kip it quiet n abt Zalee n the other guy
aiyoh so many info ya

20th July, Fri

20th July, Fri , Ep 17

so fridae its me n meera 1 month anniversary as a couple.....undercover couple dat is
tot of miting her budden by the time she finish driving wud be late oredy
so we spam each other frenster comments wif love lyrics haha

so lets strt my fridae dat morning
so frm yest i tell Oush dat i will be calling him
so i koll n i koll no repsonse

so at sch ntg to do
watch lara croft videos at youtube
n i koll n koll Oush again budden ntg
i saw Zalee online chat wif him a little
tot wanna ask him if he noe anytin on Oush
budden dunwan to disturb him

den i finally get a koll frm Osuh
so i tell him la i had been kolling him but no reponse n i was like worried
he say he is sleepin at his fren hse in tamp n the reception is bad
so since he is in tamp i tot if maybe he wanan mit
budden he say maybe nt

so after tokin wif him me n farhan go 4 our prayers
we deicded after our prayers we wanna go home
so we bring our bags along
after our prayers m n farhan were on our way to haf our lunch
den i got a msg frm ezadd
a guy i knew in the net a long time ago
den he say he notice me jus nw at the mosque
i was kinda shockla since i nvr notice him
so i ask him wat i was wearing
den he say he noela it was me since i was wearing specs all dat

so after we chat 4 awile me n farhan reach burger king n we eat thr
well i eat onli since farhan haf his lunch oredy
so we were siting beside another table whr thr is dis jc girls sitting
n farhan can take his eys off dis chn jc girl
i was like laughin away wen he cant take it sumtimes look sumtimes nt
so den to stop frm distracting he go read his basic theory wile i go buy my food
so i eat my food n farhan was studyin the signs man thr is alot of signs ya
n still he was struggling wif the signs so wad he do
he look at the chn girl again haha

den he tok to me la abt dat chn girl
den i say since her fren is mly
u tink she heard our conversation abt the chn girl
den he say hope notla n i was lauhgin away

so after eating we relax awile
i decided to koll Oush again
at first i kip tinkin gwanna koll or nt
scare i disturb him
but since im like desperate to c him
i koll him n say if we cn mitla at TM
den i say dat farhan is wif me, hearing farhan name Oush like okok lest mit haha

so i was like cant wait to mit Oush
farhan den ask me y i was like in a hurry
den i sayla i mitting Oush
man farhans reaction was so funny
he look surprise ya haha
den i say dun worry hes nt gonna eat u wat jus dat hes gonna eat me haha

so wile waiting 4 Ous at the front of TM
farhan go in the levis shop, he like scared to mit Osuh haha
den Oush finally ,looks like he cut his hair ya
so we chat2 4 awile den i tell him la whr farhan is
lol farhan was at the back hiding himself
Oush den go str8 to him nt scared n say his name

den i c farhan palyin ard wif dat rental machine
i ask him wat the heck r u doin haha
so intro here n thr
farhan was kinda quiet at ferst
well u noela ferst time he met a crooked guy
n summore close to one oso
wen he actually is vry close to one in sch summore n dats me haha

so i tell Osuh if he hafta go home soon
he say hes nt goin so soon
so we 3 lepak2 at TM
ferst go addidas den go converse checkt he clothes n shoes
den we go 77th street i wanna try out the hats
so wile tryin out the hats Osuh help me la
he so kind ya

so we try out the diff hats well actually Oush try it 4 me
putting it on 4 me how sweet of him haha
so after 77th street ist str8 to arcade
as usual hafta plae para2 n farhan plae initial d
but i dunwan to plae para2 was so malu ya since Oush is here

budden farhan insist on me playin
so jus playla
so i plae like normal knowin i was playin liek so funny
those 2 were laughin at me
i knew it both of them gonna laugh

man i check alot of ppl were lookin at me playin
well nt to lose focus i jus kept on playin
wile i was playin i jus cant take a peak at Oush wads he doin n if he lookin at me haha

so after playin i was breathing terribly
so its time for farhan to plae
so he plae like he do as always
after dat we all go samuel n kevin since i wanna buy baju

wile on the way thr
farhan saw dat chn girl again
man farhan like shockla
den another shock he oso met rachel dat girl frm kids central
i was oso kepo la tryin to c whr is shee budden like ntg jer

so we reach the shop n we look at clothes
cant believe Oush n farhan like to wear dis clothes
n farhan n oush were getting closer like frens gitu
so i was searchin 4 a baju n Osuh help mela
he help me choose the clothes
wich one looks best one me like datla

so he choose one 4 me
n i go try it on
so y nt it look nice i go buy it
so after dat Oush had 2 go
so we say gdbyes n den me n farhan head to century square

wad we do thr go arcade summore haha
so wile farhan plae his game
i got a msg frm ezadd dat he saw Oush at the mrt
i got tell ezadd abt Oush be4 last fridae
so ezadd was like shockla n he tell me dis
den i sayla Osuh was wif me jus now
den he say he guess he be mitting me n den hes ay we stead or wat
den i say nola me n Oush jus frens wat

so we finish chatting
n den farhan finish his game
we go check out the other shops look at stuff
den go home str8 away
ask haidhir to clk out 4 us hehe
so at home i slp

den woke up at abt 7 like dat den i msg Oush thnk him 4 2dae 4 mitting me
den like 11 like dat i koll him
den he say he is sat a a gay club call PLAY wif his fren ni his fren's ex
so i tell him if he bz i dun tok to himla
budden he insist dat we tok
den he strt telling his problem
he say like he so stress sumting happen btwn him n the guy he dating
he say dat he felt like he shd haf done sumting
he tell me he had quarrel wif his date coz he didnt mit him dat thurs
so now he feeling like so stress
hmmm looks like he kana wat i kana
so tress 4 Osuh
but i didnt tell himla abt wad i feel be4 was the same as his
dunwan him to kepo
den i like comfort himla maybe to be patient all dat stuff
tok to his date again n c how it goes
den he say he will be tokin to him tmr
its more like kana marahla den tokin

den i tell him to relax
dun be so stress
haf fun at the club budden i tell him nt to drink
n he did tell me he will try nt to drink
since wen he stress he will drink u noe beer dat stuff

so after dat we end our chat
after dat i tok to meera whos online
i sayla wad happen jus nw
den i say to her like im the najali n he the rahul man wad happen if he find his tina
im so gonna be out of the pic soon ya
i dunno wad to do dammit

okok episode finish haha

19th July, Thurs

19th July, Thurs, Ep 16

after the tiring day yest
i tot of comin late to sch
so i msg yingchyn again to clk in 4 me

so get ready 4 sch at 9
n den it strts to rain
so i wear double n wearing a long sleeve sweater outside
oh ya since yest Oush been tokin to farhan on msn
n farhan has seen his frenster
so now farhan has noe about Oush n knowin dat he is crooked

so wen i reach sch was just as normal
well hafta go sch since my supervisor is gonna mit my grp n farhans grp
so wile doin my job farahn come to me
he strt asking me abt Oush
den i jus tell him wad he wanna hear la

so i go 4 lunch wif my frens
jus outside sch
we go to dis coffe shop got dis food shop call Habibi
the shop sell seafood
i oso wanan eat ouside since i wanan go 7-11 to buy my prepaid
den faizil knew thrs another plc whr can buy cheaper
so i buy thr den the others all strt tellin me to blanja dem sumtingla wif the money i had left
den i say okla i blanja dem waffles

so we go eat at Habibi
i haf my black pepper chicken rice
n since im wearing double man i was so sweating
so decided to take out my sweater
after eating i go blanja dem the waffles

den we all go mit Ilias n chatted under the blk opp TP
den suddenly my supervisor call dat he is coming down
so we quikly go bck sch
reeach my lab n my supervisor had reach
he gif us sum stuff 4 our projek den bla bla bla
but wad distract me most is dat my comp has been cover by plastic
looks like the aircon in my lab has spoil so they r repairing it

so after the miting wif my supervisor
me yingchyn n shuiling decided to go home
so we ask sharon to clk out 4 us
man i felt kinda bad la askin her to clk out

wile we leave i ddint tell farhan dat im leaving hehe
den wen i reac the bus stop he koll me if im leaving den i say i am
he tot like i busted him didnt ajak him to go 2gether haha
so i tell him to tell sharon to clk out la

so after all dat wen home str8 away
den slp
den woke up at 7 plus
plae comp 4 wile listen to music
chatted wif meera on msn

at 8 like dat i decided to koll Zalee again
i was kinda scared to koll him u noe
but den wat the heck jus koll him la
he pick up den he say he koll me bck ltr
so den i jus plae comp den at 11 plus
he koll me
so we chatted n chatted abt 2dae
den sumtimes our conversation got disturb
den Zalee say dat my guy was calling him
i was shock huh who is my guy i ask him
den he say it was Oush
i strt laughin wen i hear it
den it looks like Oush wana tok to Zalee budden i wanna tok to Zalee
well im first to tok to him so Oush back off haha

den i ask Zalee la y Oush kip calling u
den he say he had a fite wif his guy abt sumting
den i jus plae wif it
den i tot it cud be the guy dat he tok to dat wed

so den we chatted after Oush tk disturb lagi
u noe Oush was kinda mad den he say to Zalee always ur fren in an angry voice
dats wat i heard frm Zalee la
man if Oush noe i was tokin to Zalee he wud kill me i guess haha

so we end our tok at 2am like dat
so i went to slp
den i was wake up by a fonekoll
n waddya noe it was Oush speak of the devil haha

den i tok to him y he calling so late
he say he wana mit me
man it was 2 am in the morning i was likeshockla mit at dis time
he say he is nw at tamp sumwhr in TP area
den i say how he get thr den he say he tell me the story ltr

budden i say i cant mit him or my dad get suspiciousla
so den i tell him to be save n be careful n i will koll him wen i wake up
so i went bck to bed
den at 4am like i gt a msg frm him he ask if i slp oredy
i was 2 lazy to reply n go slp

so dats my vry disturbin dae i dunnola haha

18th July, Wed

18th July, Wed, Ep 15

dis the episode i can't 4get
its the episode whr i get some weird feelings n sum shocking feelings
n summore get to go home late haha
n summore dis is gonna be a long episode i guess

lets strt in the morning
so its a wed n i knew my supervisor will be bz till the afternoon
so i tot of not coming to sch
so at 7 like dat i msg yingchyn to clk in 4 me n tell my parents i nt goin sch
so i went bck to slp

den at 8.21(lol can still rmbr the time ya)
i tot my supervisor call me i was so panic u noe
den i check the number it was Oush
ya i didnt kip his number coz i cn rmbr his number so weird ya
i was kinda surprise n excited but i say in mind, wad does dis guy wan frm me haha
so i koll him bck
he wanna mit me
since im nt goin sch i tell him to come my hse
since no one is at home n im the onli one home

so i quikly take a bath n clean up my room
ltr at abt 9 i pick him up frm my blk n bring him to my hse
so we were in my room
we jus tok n tok
i ask himla y he nt werking
den he say he stop werking oredy n now he living wif his granparents
den nw i understand 4 awile y he is online dat morning last mondae
n why he cn mit me at dis time

so as usual let him use the comp
we listen to some music entertain ourself
den at some point sum1 call him
lks like its his guy sort of nt bf yet jus a guy date he dates
so i hafta keep quiet since Oush hafta lie to his guy dat he is at home
dunwan his guy to get suspicious ya
man i feel like i kana torture gitu hearing to thier tok
budden it was kinda peaceful i was sleepin 4 awile actually haha

his guy sumtimes koll him
so i let him be la n kip quiet
so wen he wss using the compi sat beside himla
n as usual he like to mess ard my hair like im a dog or sumting haha
den he show me his pics frm his handphone
the pics of guys he keptla n dat includes me
den i check got a pic of Zalee i was shock but i didnt show it to himla
den i very the shock wen i saw a pic of firdaus, my fren adik angkat n oso meera's crush
i was like wat the
i ask Oush la how he get the pic
he say he got it frm his frenster, so he has look at firdaus frenster
man i so hafta tell meera abt dis
i mean i got to know frm meera dat firdaus has a gf so i guess he is str8
Oush den ask me if i noe him, den i sayla i got noe him
den he ask me how firdaus is like, den i say no way i dunwan to tell u
dunwan him to strt tokin about firdaus like he tok abt farhan den

so it was like 3pm like dat n it strts to rain
rain like normal nt dat vry heavy
so i get bck to slp wile Oush use the comp
and sum time he like to disturb me ya
tickle me thr n sumtimes kepo beside me n hug me

den a few min ltr
i got a msg frm hisham my bestest fren frm sec sch
he say he wanna watch harry potter wif me
i tell him i watch oredy but den he insist i watch again
since we long time havent go out 2gether so y not
i agree wif him n so he ask me to get the tix

wile i msg him Oush like disturb me la if dats my guy or wat
den i sayla its jus a sch fren, den he like dun believe dat its sum guy
well wat am i to say it is a guy n he is my sch fren haha
den i ask him if he jealous or wat haha den he say no
den dunno y la i say u noe i jealous wenu go out wif other guys
aiyo i cant stop can i haha

so i use the comp 4 awile
check gv to c wat time is the last show 4 harry potter
n loks like its at 10
i tot i wanna watch the 9.30 show i tell hisham lets watch dat time onela

so after we agree
i let oush use the comp wile i rest
he is chatting at the crooked rm lookin 4 guys
man dis guy he oredy dating sum1 still lookin 4 more ya
wat a playboy haha

den my mother came home wile my father go bck work
ya my dad return at abt 2 den he see Oush he like qna again aiyo
but my mum wen he c oush shes like ok wif it oredy
so since my mum brot home long john
i eat 2gether wif Oush, hafta suap him since Oush like it haha


so after eating i get ready coz ltr hafta go TM
wanan buy tix 4 the 9.30 show
budden Oush keep holding back
so wat 2 do i went to slp
den at 6.30 like dat he stop using the comp n had 2 go

so finally ya haha
den i walk him to the road side since he gonna take a cab
so wile on the way i koll hisham la dat if we can watch the last show n he say ok
so 10 pm it is

so after Oush took the cab
i walk to TM n go buy the tix
upon reaching thr, i saw a vry long line frm inside GV to the entrance of the nxt shop lol
so since i dunwan to be kiasu u noela ppl jus line up 4 no reason kan
i was curious to check so i go in
it looks like the line was waitin to go inside to watch a movie
man i tot its the q 4 buyin tix or nt il stuk here 4eva ya
so i bot the tix 4 the 10pm show n go home
wen i reach home DD call me , i tell him we cant tok ltr coz i be bz

ltr at 9 i mit up wif hisham
so on the way to TM we tok wat he had to tok 4 we long time havent tok haha
okok so hisham cant stop tokin abt his fever or sikcness coz he paranoid dat he cud get dengue
he ask me wat the symptom n the fever like how
he scared he kana dengue

den he tell me dat he go to sum plc to go check his blood if he got HIV
omg wat the heck is goin on wif him so bloody paranoid lol
i mean those ppl check HIV if they haf sex n wanna noe if they kana
i was like laughin away wen he say he go check blood scared kana aids haha
well he tryin to protect in evry possible way he can kan

so wile we were tokin wkept lookin at my fone to check the time
den hsiham keep disturbin if got gf or sumting
he was doin dat alot of times
i gif up so i jus tell him i got a gf undercover one actually but didnt tell him
so here comes the qna
i tell him la her name meera n all those stuff
den let him c the pics of her
so we reach TM n still he cant stop qna me abt me n meera lol
ala he kinda shock actually dat i haf a gf since sec sch i was like so serious wif my studies
dun bother abt other stuff ya

so wile waitin hisham wanna smoke ferst
so we step outside TM 4 awile
den i got a koll frm sum1 n its Zalee
i was kinda shock coz its weird dat he strt kolling me nw ya
since we xchnage number on mondae nvr heard frm him
so i koll him bck tell him dat we cn tok ltr since im watchin a movie
after tokin hisham kepo again n so he tot its meera kolling haha
well let him haf his fun la n disturb me

we finally went in man it is cold
luckily i wear long sleeve
n thr is nt many ppl onli a few couples
so thr i was watchin harry potter again
haizz torture to watch it again
luckily i didnt slp instead i cant sop farting ya haha
fart during the parts whr the movie makes alot of noise haha

so after the movie we both go bck home
man ferst time ic TM so quiet
so on our way home we go to 7-11
so hisham blanja me la
i go buy poato chips so cn eat on the way home

so wen reach his blk i was left alone
i was scaredla but wat the heck
i jus walk n eat my chips on the way
thr r still sum ppl hangin ard
i saw sum mat mly at the bus stop but i didnt c them dunwan to attract attention
den i reach my blk got sum motor guys well didnt look at dem oso
str8 to the lift i go n i was save haha

so i reach home chnage my clothes
den i got a koll frm DD
well i tell him dat im nt ready to tok to him all dat stuff
like nt keen la so dats the end of my conversation wif DD
den after dat i koll Zalee
n we tok n tok n tok
den i ask himla if he noe Oush n he did noe him
they r kinda close i say Zalee treat him like a brother
n i oso knew dat Osuh hair Zalee do it 4 him
i was like hmm ok so Zalee do dis
so we got a topic to tok abt n its Oush muahahahahaha lol

so i tell him how he noe Oush
den he ask me bck the same qsn
n den we strt tokin abt him gaian n again
until i check its 3 am
so i tell him i wanna slp
so we both had a gr8 chat ya

n dats the end of my long wednsday

17th July, Tues

17th July, Tues, Ep 14

ok so Tuesdae ntg much
jus dat i strted tokin more to dis DD guy
well 4 2dae dat is
so lets strt during my lunchtime

so at lunchtime had lunch wif Faizil Farhan n Siti
we had lunch at the food court at IT school
well dat place is really poupular coz it is air condition den the other place
n summore got alot of variety ya
all the food frm diff races all halal

so we quikly go to the plc
tot we nt gonna get any seat
but luckily we did, nt many ppl 2dae ya kinda weird
so after getting our seat
we all go buy our food
i ask Siti to by me fish ball noodleyup dat chinese noodle
wanna try it
so i eat those noodles n nope i nvr use chopstick nd dat gd in using it
so i use a fork instead haha

so we all eat den haidhir n ilias came in
so the family is here haha
we all eat2 tok2 had alot of fun
n tok abt our sentosa trip again hw we bury farhan
and all those stuffla

den DD strt calling me
so i pick up
i was kinda tired to tok to him
since im so full after eating
so i tell him i koll him ltr

so wile me n my frens were chatting
haidhir got a koll frm my supervisor
dat hes gonna mit us at the lab
so we all get out n get ready to go bck
wile on the way bck i call DD
so we tok2 n DD was actually on the way to JB
i cant say whr hes goin coz he say its a secret n no one shd noe
and so meera dun kepo2 n ask me wad izzit haha

so bck at lab
supervisor arrive
show him our projek bla bla bla
after dat hes gone so its free time 4 us
so haidhir n ilias go plae badminton
me n shuiling my other fren n my group member
decide to go home
so we ask yingchyn to help us clk out la

we leave at 4pm like dat
i reach home n nxt ting i do is slp
yeah it feel gr8 man
woke up at 7 plus
make myself fresh n on my comp
on my msn chat wif meera
n chat at the crooked chatrm
ya me lookin 4 guys to be my bf ya
n still searching ya

meera has said to me dat u shd relax n let sum1 find u
i mean do i look dat attractive
man i mus haf confidence in myslef ya
meera said dat i lk kinda cute in a nerdy way
haha i tot dat so

so wile my search for the guy i still goin on
i watch braniac 4 awile
love dat show
love they blow up stuff haha
i like the part whr they do the 'i can do science me'

okok so fater watchin tok to meera summore
n chat wif sum guys
den ltr at 11 i tok to DD on the fone

so since he wans me tok n since i dunno wad qsn to ask him
the ferst thing in my mind is to tell me how he looks like
ya ya i like wanna noe his appreance since kinda scared to mit sum1
so i ask him 4 like 5 qsn den he strt scolding me y ask all dat qsn
i mean i was scared wad if he looks like a crook or wat if he is an old guy
i mean i dunwan to take any chances here
so den he strt lecturing me abt all dis crap abt appearance n personality
well i feel like i kana marah
n to tell u the truth i fell like i wanna cry 4 being like dis

den my dad came in i clear away my tears abit
my dad ask wats wrong wif me
den i say its ntg
so den i apologize to DD y i like dis
den we end our tok

den be4 i go slp
i ask myself
do i really go 4 looks or personality
coz to me i go looks ferst den if his personality is gr8 i will go wif it
man i really gotta change
dis all coz of Oush i guess but wateverla eh
we all try to look gd as we cn
n meera i noe u like hating me dats wat i tot budden u still beautiful k
especially ur eyes

16th July, Mon

16th July, Mon, Ep 13

so after my hectic weekend of goin to harborfront
n seein vivo 4 like 2 times oredy

its bck to sch
n come to tink of it i feel like nt goin lol
coz of yesterdae had too much fun so tot dat mondae is like a holidae haha

okok so back to school
like normal on my msn n listen to my vocal trance muisc
didnt do my projek 2dae well was 2 lazty to do it
but instead i watch ugly betty

n wile i look thru my msn
n wad a shock i gte Oush was online
my heart was beating so fast n deep
so in my mind i say shd i chat wif him or nt

well coz after much thinking yesterdae
i tot y not jus say hi c if he replies
so i say hi n he didt reply
kinda relieve i say
he den say that he didnt reply my msg since his prepaid low
oh my he did read my msg i tot he jus del it away
so looks like the story of me n Oush still continues haha

so i chatted wif him abt the guy he tryin to be wif
well hes aswer is rather a i dunno alot of times
so dat means hes either nt wif him or tryin to date a new guy
den i say maybe i gt chance ya like in hell maybe
like i say i jus wanan be his fren
den i ask him if he nt working den he say he nt
so i chat wif him those normal things
haf he eaten all those stuff n whr is he using the comp
since he dun haf a comp n being online at 8 in the morning
sumting mcm tk btol la to me

den i ask if he still tryin to find a guy
well he is tryin
in my mind i jus wanna say y dun u choose me
but den i didnt write it down plsla so malu tau
den i jus support him he will find one soon
i was kinda scared to chat wif him u noe

den ic meera online i tell her evrything
kinda relieve abit
meera like normal ask me nt to chat wif him
but wat cn i do he is nw my fren

we didnt chat dat alot ya
since im watchin ugly betty
den tk lamer farhan kepo
he go chat wif Oush
den i sayla dat was nt me but farhan
den Oush wanna c how he looks like
so i gif him farhan's frenster

well nt much reply frm him after seein farhan's frenster
so it was lunchtime
den i tell him i gtg
n i say gd luk in findin his guy
man can u tell me y im so the baik2 to dis guy
wen i actually wan the guy haizzz

so during lunchtime i go to burger king to eat wif farhan n siti
me n farhan eat burger king wile siti eat old chang kee her fave
so wile we eating at burger king
farhan saw a pretty chn girl sitting at the bck
n as usual he cant stop lookin lol
a few min ltr haidhir arrive
den we finish up n den siti like disturb farhan abtt he chn girl to go take her number la
i oso the same thing haha
den he dunwan well we go out of burgr king
sit n haidhir is oreyd out n holding the door
so i on my way to the exit den siti jus leave the door to close
haizz pompuan ni suker disturb ppl
den left farhan alone n seh did the same thing lol

so we all go to century square
check out the stuff bla bla bla
u noe its the first time we go an outing wif siti
so we go to metro n check out the perfume
u noe got those tester all dat
so farhan so the playful spray alot at me
all those diff perfume
aiyo i feel like a flower oredy lol
he say gdla ltr can attract the girls haha

after dat we go to tm
go to the shops den we lepak at toys u rus
we chekc out the toys haha feel like akid ya thr
we try out the toys n stuff
den plae wif the toys summore
so we leapk at the back den got soccer ball well we strt playin ball 4 awile
den siti fins a hoop rite she wans me to use it man i was so malu
so i do it wen thr is no ppl 4 awile onli ya

hmmm kinda terok seh year 3 poly students actin as kids
well we nt alone
got sum ite students oso thr playin ard haha

after dat we all go bck sch
nt me actually
i went str8 home
at home i go check my msn c if Oush still online well hes nt
so i got the crooked chatrm to tok to guys ya was o bored at home
actually i jus wanna slp did it abit

den take pics of myself
yaya so the bored
den i tot maybe i shd buy a hat wad u tink ah
i strt to tink of being a mat mly
maybe i use contact shorten my hair wear a cap
change my clothes abit
hmmm dats a big change ya

so at 4.30 i go bck sch
den i ask farhan if he wanna accompany me go tm coz i wanna check hats
den he say okla eh
since he goin to his nenek hse dat is near TPS so y not
so after sch we go to TM
go check out the hats at 77th street
so i still dunno wat 2 choose
den i tot maybe i go Kl i make my decision la n buy thr

so after dat its arcade time again
i plae my para2 n farhan his racing game inital d to be exact
after playin we go home
lks like farhan is nt goin to his nenek hse
so i send him to the bus stop n wait till his bus come

so wen he has gone i walk home frm the prss path dat i use to go sch
man ic the sch is vry the nice ya vry the modern design
so str8 to home i go

dat nite i chat wif Zalee again
so we didnt chat alot
n den we xchnage numbers
so i go chat at the crooked chat rm to chat wif guys
chat wif sum n xchange numbers
so fater dat tok on the fone wif a guy call himself DD
i was scared to chat wif him u noe since he didnt gif his pic
so i dunnola how he lks like

so we tok on the fone den i went to bed

15th July, Sun

15th July, Sat, Ep 12

ok another day to c again
hafta wake up early again like yest
but dis time im goin to sentosa
ya vivo here i come again lol

so wake up at 8 again haizz
get my stuff ready for my sentosa trip again
my mum was like shock i goin sentosa agin lol
but i really wanna go wat

keep getting msg frm ilias to mit at bedok int at 11am
so as usual i came late
but to my shock wen i reach bedok int i was the onli one thr dammit
haizz hafta wait 4 dem
i koll ilias tell him if he comin soon or nt
so i wait n wait soon faizil come so onli we 2 waiting 4 the others

since we both hungry i tot of eating sumting light
faizil recommend me eat the sushi
i was like wat cn eat sushi ah halal or nt
den he say cn since he n his gf eat be4
so y nt try it out ya

so we reach the sushi shop
look at the diff sushi come in small little packs haha
so wile choosin ilias call again
h efinally reach but he say we nt around
i say serve him rite i tell him to wait for us thr

so after buyin sushi
we went bck to bedok int
n we mit ilias n a few mins ltr farhan came in his baju kurung
den faizil dsiturb him la u goin to sentosa in dis ah
got kenduri thr izzit haha
we all strt laughin haha

so we all waitin 4 alim n haidhir
yup its the 6 of us again so its another guys day out
it looks like they r at the bedok mrt
so we decide lets take the mrt

me n ilias go ferst wile faizil n farhan at the bedok int
farhan wanted to eat ferst
so den faizil leave him so wn we all waitin 4 farhan
n man hes late but in the end he will get his punishment u will noe ltr

so in the end we all mit up at 12.30
frm mitting at 11 turn to 12.30 aiyo
i tell farhan to change ferst frm his baju kurung be4 goin
so he did
after dat we all took the train to harborfront
so we had fun chatting n all those stuff la
come to tink of it i didnt tink of Oush at all ya
dats a gd sign

so we reach harborfront
we tot of eating ferstla
we go to dis coffee shop dat is near the bus stop for the sentosa bus
n waddya noe its bloody close i was so lookin forward 4 a drink after eatin those sushi

in the end we go to sentosa str8
denwe buy food at 7-11 thr but since thr is alot of ppl at the main 7-11
we go to the 7-11 at pahlawan beach
n luckily nt many ppl
so we slack thr n haf our food
my frens say at pahlawan beach got alot of mat mly but i dunwan to go thr
tinkin of mat mly reminded me of Oush onli

so after eatin we go to siloso beach
man the weather was so hot
since it was 2 pm like dat n i was wearin sweater n double summore
i really wanna get heatstroke dun i haha
so we quikly go to a shop dat got aircon to cool ourself
n buy ourself sum ice cream to cool ourself

we reach siloso beach change into our clothes n head to our spot
like last sundae one
so like normal my frens plae ball but i relax 4 awile
but dis time i nt callin Oush but listenin to my vocal trance
n well it kinda remind me of Oush
well its like deja vu ya u doin the same thing again but diff yet u reminded of him

so didnt plae ball at all wif my frens
jus it down listen to my muisc n feel the cool wind
it si soo relaxing n peaceful

so ltr at abt 4 pm we head to the waters
n we plae in the water
luckily dis time im nt doin my action again
dunwan to heard dat alugh frm faizil again

wile farhan n faizil in the water
alim ilias hiadhir n me were duggin out a hole
well those 3 were doin it wile i was jus sitting beside dem n c wat they doin haha
i tot thehole is 4 me u noe coz alim cant stop tokin dat we r goin to bury me lol
but in the end it was 4 farhan nw dats intresting haha

so after the hole was dig
weall went into the water
plae sum ball here n thr
den wen farhan came out of the water
we all get ready to put him in the hole
well the others r ready wile i was waiting in the water
den faizil grab farhan n the others help n put him in the hole
i quikly come out of the water n help to bury him ah
since faizil was tuk wif farahna tryin to hold him down
ilias say bury both of demla
faizil was like wat dunla haha
den faizil release farhan n we all bury farhan woohoo
it was so fun haha

after farhan was buried we take pics haha
after dat we all go int he water again
i noe farhan surely wanted to
he is coverd in sand lol
so plae in the water until 5sumting like dat

den my frens wanted to plae basketball but i dunwan
so i tell dem i be here if u nid me
so wil my frens plae i sit beside the sea alone
n waddya noe i was tinkin abt Oush
tinkin shd i nt 4get abt him or nt
shd i jus make him my fren n ntg else
i was tinkin 4 a long time ya
the calm of the sea help me tink kinda haha
so after alot of tinkin i tot lets nt 4get abt him since its like so hard to do it
n c how it goes btwn the 2 of us

at 6.30 den we all clean up take a shower
n den went bck to vivo
on the way bck to vivo i msg Oush
well he didnt reply maybe his prepaid low
but if he dunwan its ok i understand
noein he is tryin to win his guy kan

so at vivo we all eat long john
haizz makes me tink of oush lak
since he work at long john
can thr be a day whr i will nt tink of him 4 once haha

so we tapau our food n eat at the balcony at the 3rd flr of vivo
the large space outside
we eat so fats was o hungry ya
den wanted to wash hand n haihir us ethe sprinkler which happen to be activated
well he say make it useful wat
so we all use the rpinkler to wash our hands haha
its so funny lol
ppl lookin at us like sum weird ppl desperate 4 water haha
n wad the heck i oso join in the fun

after eatin we didnt go to the arcade
instead we go to topshop
n wen i say topshop we all look at faizil
since its the shop he buy his clothes

so thr we go look at the clothes n i cant stop lookin at the log sleeve shrt like those clubbing shirt
tot of buyin it but the rpice so cant take it so ex ya
den i see my frens all hang out at the sunglasses section
so i go thrla
we all try out the sunglasses den we take pics oso wif the sunglasses
it was so fun

den i tr out the cap dat i try be4
n put on the sunglasses
my fren say i look like najip ali
lol dis the 2nd time i heard dat
coz siti oso said i look like him wen i put on the hat

so after our trip to topshop we all go home

since 3dae didnt rain i walk home
i noe i noe shd haf taken the bus wen im so tired
budden for the sake of nt wanting to waste transport money haha
at home i tot i wanna koll oush budden i tink dunwanla

so dats it 4 my day so the tring n fun

14th July, Sat

14th July, Sat, Ep 11

ok so the ferst day of me tryin to 4get abt Oush strts nw
n it kinda help sort of

so i wake up at 8 knowing dat i hafta mit meera 2dae to watch harry potter
n oso our first day as undercover couple yeah
we r like kim n ron haha but i kip tinkin of totally spies haha

okok 2dae is all abt meera n me
yeah 4get abt Oush n concentrate on meera n me

so at 10 like dat had breakfats wif my mum at macdonalds
long time havent had mother n son quality time haha
n we really did tok alot
n one one point dat i wanna tok alot to my mum is dat
the path we r walk to the macs at afgahnistan thr
is also the path i walk wif Oush wen he wanna buy his cigarettes
aiya tink of him lak so dats y i tok to my mum to nt tink of it

so at macs i had my pancakes yum yum
after dat go str8 to tamp mrt wanna mit meera
n waddya noe she is at the top
so i met aher at the top
we both wearing black woot woot like a couple haha
to me i tink like we r kim n ron lol both wear black
kater undercover couple haha

so we take the train frm pasir ris to go to harbourfront
we plan to mit lina n ronnie la they both so the desperate nk jumper me haha
budden tk jadi coz by the time we reach vivo they r in the cinema

so on the way to harborfront we slept in train so gd to slp ya haha
reach at hraborfront dee call say she is on the way
so wat we to do wo go check on clothes
i wanted to go to topshop ferst thing in my mind wen i go vivo
so we go check the clothes out
den we go to rip curl check the clothes out
after dat go to arcade plae my para2 woohoo

i plae jus like i normally do like a stickman haha
n ppl were lookin at me summore but dun carela dunwan to lose focus
after playin i tot of lookin at the scenery outside maybe take some pics
since dee n nizam havent reach yet
so we go to the balcony eh i dunnola
n go to one spot whr we cn see sentosa
man the wind was gr8

wile lookin at the scenery i tot of the day wen i didnt go mit Oush dat sundae coz i hang out wif my frens after the sentosa trip
haizz tot of him lak so den i tell meera if i cn take pics la
to nt tink of it
so thr i go take pics here n thr haha
n we take pics 2gether n i finally get 2 experience meera's specs changin to shades kater transition lens
so after takin pics, dee call n they haf arrive
so we quikly go to GV n mit dem
luckily we r nt late
man dee n nizam shd been late coz dee say if we miss part of the movie she gonna pay us
okok im so bad ya

so we get in the rm n jus in time the movie strted
so dee n nizam sit 2gether i sit wif meera
den ic dee n nizam huggin 2egther
i ask meera if she wans me to hug her
den she like dunwan den dunwanla haha
seein dee n nizam 2gether huggin n feedin each other makes me tink of Oush again aiya
so i jus concentrate on the movie
man luna lovegood is so cute haha sorry emma watson u r out haha
the movie was kinda boring but man meera is so focus
cn see she cant stop staring n nt even moving haha
yela dh suker sngtkan n tk abis ngan si daniel radcliffe tu haha

at sum parts of the movie dat is boring i tot of Oush again
man i shd stop doin it so i quikly eat the popcorn n still meera is so focus haha

so after the movie it eas like2 or 3 like dat
n den i noe meera had 2 go to sum wedding
so byes to dee n nizam
our mission as an undercover couple is successful haha
so wile waitin 4 the train to tamp
we take pics summore ala tkder keje lain nk buatkan

so den in the train so the pack ya
den get to sit at tanah merah
sit skjp jer den at tamp we reach
lookin at thw weather i scared its goin to rain
so i tell meera i go ferstla wile she wait for her dad or mum or aunt i dunnola
those 3 like racing to fetch her

so at home change clothes
n str8 on to bed i slp n slp woot

at nite sisnce i dunwan to tink abt Oush
i chat wif another guy his name is Zalee
i dunno he si cloes to Oush ya
u will noe in the ltr episodes

so we chat i tink onli abit

so dats the end of my day
n Ilias cant stop msg me abt the trip to sentosa tmr

13th July, Fri

13th July, Fri, Ep 10

well its the day dat i tot would be the end of this story
n summore its fridae the 13 really hate dis daes

so lets strt after my prayers as always
so its onli me n farhan dis time
dunno y we like inseparable haha

so after prayers, farhan wanted to eat at Qi Ji
so i havent eat at dat plc be4 i qna him la nice or nt bla bla bla haha
so after dat y not try it
since its $5 4 a meal n oso a drink kinda ex i say but wanna try it

we both try the nasi lemak n man its so delicious
wile eating we were disturb by the loud noises n laughter of jc girls
man they really loud laughin
n farhan cant take it rite he like so angry he soo like shout here n thr
i was laughin away lol coz ppl were lookin at farhan

den finally the girls left
there was peace finally
i finally finish my nasi lemak but was breathing away like mad
since its so pedas n my air finish
farhan tot like im in hospital taking air frm the gas mask lol

so after eating at Qi Ji
we go to century square look at games n stuff
den we go to the arcade
i knew farhan was goin to plae his driving game
so he plae wile i look at him plae

after dat str8 to TM
our outing in tamp wud nt be complete without TM n CS ya haha
so like normal str8 to converse n den i went to 77th street look at the clothes n hats
after dat the arcade
plae my para2 wile farhan plae his racing game

so den we decide to go bck sch at abt 4 plus like dat
i try to koll Oush la
since he say he finish work at 4 like dat
so i koll him n he pick up
ask him wat he doin now
den dunno y i say if cn mit him again
man i shd stop all dis miting kind of stuff ltr he tot im harassing him ya
den he say dat he dunwan to do dis mit n mit la

den i was at the lift didnt hear wad was he sayin lost reception
den reach my lab
den Oush say dat we cant mit animorela coz he is nw in the process of making sum1 his guy or bf like dat
i was so shock n i dunno wad 2 say to him i was havin a stoned reaction
farhan open the door to the lab he c me n ask if im okla
den im bck to myself n go in the lab n sit at my plc
so i ask Oush who dis guy n stuff like datla
den he knew frm my voice dat i was kinda sad
he was sorry abt it
den i say its ok we cn still be frens haizzz
den i i say i was bz or sumtin so tok to him ltr

i was feeling sad n angry n confusela wif my feelings 4 him
since i still haf feelings 4 him
den i open full blast my vocal trance music listenin to Kristine W. - Save My Soul to 4get abt the tok we had 2dae mostly to 4get abt him
listenin to it over n over again
i was gavin an angry face expresiion dat time so ppl tot like iwas crazy or sumting lol
den i chat wif a guy i chatted a few motnhs back
his name is oso firdaus
n tell him abt my tok 2dae wif Oush
den tok n tok n tok
wile doin dat i del Oush number frm my fone jus to 4get him
was jus angry ya
dis is all the werk of fri 13 jus hate it

so after sch
me n my frens plae badminton
me yingchyn n huimei
2 girls n a guy n a badminton game haha
its gd dat im playin wif dem jus to get over Oush

so at the badminton court wile huimei n yingchyn were playin
i cant tahan the feeling i feel like calling him n wddya noe i try calling him
cant believe i still rmbr his number dammit
call him 3 times but he didnt pick up
den i tot to myself well let it be
if he koll or msg me dat means im his fren n he didnt forget abt me

so i play badminton wif the girls until the nite
after dat i go home
den seein meera online
i tell her abt my day
so nw im tinkin is my story wif Oush still goin on or is this the end of it
well jus hafta wait n c wat happens nxt

12th July, Thurs

12th July, Thurs, Ep 9

it was a gr8 thursdae
i feel gr8 since i get to tok to Oush yesterdae
so wile i get ready at 7.30 like dat Oush call me
i was schokla
den he say dat he didnt slp after we tok yest
aiyo dat poor kid

den i tell him to get sum rest but dun 4get abt work
so aftr dat he went bck to rest wil i on my way to sch
soon i check its9 oredy
i msg himla to wake up dunno if he get it i bet he was sleepin oredy
n gonna be late

so 2dae my supervisor met my group finanly 4 dis wk
so after dat i guess maybe i cud mit Oush
even meera thinks dat im gonna mit him 2dae haha
so during lunchtime i hd lucnh wif my frens
n tok2 abt our sentosa trip
man faizil still cant get over wif the laughin expericence
especially wen i wan sum1 to pull me in haizz nvmla
so siti was thr n she finally hear all the story she oso strt playin wif me abt dat stryla aiya

so wile we lepak2
i got a caoll frm Oush
he was havin his lunchbreak
den i say if he wanna mit but i tell him tkyala since he hadnt had any slp
so he say he make up is mind n koll me ltr

wile i koll him farhan was lookin at me in a diff way haha
i tink he knew i was kolling Oush lol
so after dat we all went bck to our lab Faizil n Siti lab dat is
since thier TSO was nt around we hang out in thier lab
n i get to disturb Sharon my fren
i like to disturb her dunno y
but wile disturbin her i got a koll frm Oush

he say he wanan mit me
i was excited to hear it
wile i was tokin to Oush siti heard it la
den she disturb me la haha
well i didnt care abt it since i was in a hurry to get to the train to Boon Lay yup Booon Lay
i tell Farhan n the others im goin Jurong Point, they all shock but wateverla eh
den i quikly take my bag n head to the tamp mrt

i msg Oush again dat i b reachin at abt 4.30
wile waitin i got a call frm meera
she say wat time we wanna watch harry potter
so i say anytime since i nt goin sentosa on sat

finally got the train n i slept man so gd to sleep ya
den i terwake up at bugis so i slp again
den at red hill i wake up 4 awile
wen i reach dover i try lookin outside the mrt maner tau meera ader ke haha
den at jurong eat station oush call me i say i reachin soon

finally i reach boon lay
n i c Oush waitin 4 me in his long john uniform
its gd to mit him ya
so we go to the library wich is located at a CC
n we lepak thr
so we strt tokin n tokin n i say abt my feelings 4 him again man i really shd stop ya
wile we were thr thr was another couple wanna take our plc but tkleh haha
so they sit opp us block by the shelves

n one pathetic thing happen
the guy strted to fart loudly
me n Oush cant stop laughing u noe
so after dats over Oush wanna go home
so i folo him bck home
so we walk n walk n walk
man his house is far since he live at jurong west

finally reach his blk n we sat at the seats thr
tok n tok summore
at 6.30 like dat i gtg
so the bus came gif him a kiss den got on the bus to boon lay int
n den take the mrt bck to tamp

wile in the mrt i tot to myself
is me n Oush goin anywhr or r we jus frens
so i dunwan to tink abt it
n i slept
wen i reach at kallng ard east
i cant stop lookin at dis guy he so cute n hot summore haha
den he was iting infront of me
but i dund are to look
onli look wen he si nt lookin haha

den i reach my station
i get up n looks like he nt leaving well too bad 4 me i guess haha
reach home den i koll Oush
hhe tell me he couldn't chat since he at his frens hse
hmmm i tot to myself akt fren hse ke or is he wif a guy he dating
so i duncare la eh
so dats the end of it

11th July, Wed

11th July, Wed, Ep 8

so my feelings for Oush is still strong but its nt dat strongla like yest kinda calm down abit
so 2dae it strted rainin at school
i mean finally some cold weather 4 awile

so 2dae me n my frens were suppose ot plae badminton
but i kinda 4got to bring my stuff n kinda lazy to plae at ferst
so during lunchtime i hang out wif my fren Siti wile my frens plae badminton
during lunchtime i koll Oush jus wanna c if he picks up
n he didnt pick up so i dunwan to disturb him

i met up wif siti n we go to Tamp int
she wanna buy tix to watch the sneaks for harry potter
some ppl jus cant wait cant they haha
so we go to century square n we got the tix
after dat we go burger king eatla
so i buy myself a meal wile siti onli eat desert
she den tell me dat her bf was kinda jealours wen she say dat she eating wif me
i was laughin since how cn i b intimidated by him since her bf n m kinda look alike ya
wif the specs n stuff all dat

so wen siti was tokin abt her bf
i strt to ask her la abt dis feeling im having wif Osuh
but i didnt say la abt Oush i jus say dat its a girl
she didnt noe i like guys n i dun tend to tell her
since she knoe im in a 'relationship' wif meera
den i tell her la y i feel dis way i feel like cant tahan keep ntinking of her(him)

den she strt tellin me dat she sumtimes feel it
so we tok2 abt dis feeling im having la
after eating i decided to plae badminton
so we both went bck to sch

wile in the bus i was to distracted dat i 4got abt the stop luckily siti tell me
den wile ont he way to the sports hall
she ask me la if i was tinkin abt the 'girl
well actually i did i was tinkin abt Oush

den she tell me like relax wif it
maybe Oush was bz or sumting
den i tot ya he is working so maybe i shd relax abit

so at the sports hall we 2 plae badminton 4 awile
onli me siti farhan n haidhir
siti playin 4 the ferst time was kinda funny
jus fun lookin at her playin
had alots of laughs haha

so after shes gone its time to plae 4 real
n we plae n plae until ilias came
so we plae until its like 4 pm
man my skills has improve ya

so we relax abit
u noe wile i was playin badminton i jus couldnt stop lookin at my hp
tot dat Oush msg me or sumting
im obsess n obsess haha
wile relaxing i try to call him la n den he pick up
looks like he has jus started work
n he was tired frm working yela kater 1st day
den i so the deperate wanna mit him la
budden i seems tired i say no nidla tot maybe tmr ke
wile tokin wif him on the fone farhan was beside me
so he kepo2 la tok to the fone
Oush gotta noe abt Farhan den

he say he waana c Farhan
i was shock n i say nola
since Farhan is str8 seein Oush mite make him scared
n summore i tink i was jealous dat he is lookin at other guys haha

after tokin to Oush farhan ask me who is dat
i say he is my fren
den Farhan shock u tok to ur fren using 'i' n 'u' since he hear a guys voice
den i sayla my fren ni gay
he was shock tau den after dat he kip quiet
to change the subjek i tell him lets plae badminton summore

so dat nite at home
i got to koll Oush
n we tok n tok
i tell him la abt my feelings 4 him dat i was like lovesick n him
like cant stop tinkin of him
he understandla den he tell me to jus fade it away
i understandla since he mite be dating other guys i will try to understand it
so we chat2 abt his new work n wad he been up to

so its like 3am like dat we stop tokin so i went to bed

10th July, Tues

10th July, Tues, Ep 7


ok so my obsession for Oush began to grow

so normal day at sch slack as always
since i was bored ntg to do other den listenin to my vocal trance music
i cant stop tinkin of Oush
feels like im so stress abt him
dunnola wads happening to me

so at times i try msg him wad he was doin
n sumtimes he reply sumtimes nt
so den during my lucn i call him againla
den i ask him if can meet
he cant since he meeting sum guy
den i knew he mus be having a date wif a new guy

so i was kinda sad n it strt to grow bigger n bigger my obsession 4 him
n one thing i keep thinkin fo dat sundae wen i didnt mit him
i keep tinking maybe its coz i didnt mit him dat sunday, n i shd haf met him i shd haf met him
so tinking abt dat n tinking abt Oush i was feeling kinda sick n tired wif myself

so after my lunch wif my frens
i dunno y i feel so tired can stop tinkin abt Oush dat i wanna slp or sumting
i feel like i miss him lots n lots
my fren tot like im sick or sumting lol
since frm 2pm until the time i finish sch i look like so weak
i tot maybe i was lovesick 4 him but i dunnola eh

so dat nite i try calling him
den he say he was bz tokin wif the guy he jus dated
so i let him be n wait till he koll me budden he didnt
and my feelings grow stronger 4 him

9th July, Mon

9th July, Mon, Ep 6


so lets start when i woke up

so i woke up get ready 4 sch
be4 goin to sch i make a wake up call for Oush
since he scared dat he couldnt wake up
so i call him and he did pick up i tot he gonna ignore it or pick it up n insult me haha

so to sch i go
bus pack pack pack haha
in the lab slack summore
did sum touchups to my website project
and wile doin dat i listent ot some gre8 vocal trance songs
yeah it was like im havin fun wile doin my projek

wile doin all dat i check up on meera's blog
n looks like she gonna get a new laptop
good for her nw dat shes happy abit she can stop tinkinf of her sickness
her sickness of tinkin to much geomatics
ya i tink she keep sayin in her mind geomatics geomatics geomtics geomatics
but nw wen her mother suprise her dat she gonna buy a new laptop
its nw new laptop new laptop new laptop in her head lol

so after reading her blog
she was online but i dun feel like tokin to her
yeah i noe y is thr a sudden change in me dunwan to tok to her
maybe its coz after i met Oush i guess feelings kinda chnages in me

so she started to chat wif me
well i just go on wif it
but i nvr tok alot
tell her dat i was bz wif my projek
man i tink she tot like im angry or sumting but in my heart i feel like i nd to tell her now

so ltr dat nite
at home i chatted wif meera online
time to strt opening to her
but ferst i strt ask qsns if she ok wif dis open kind of thing
and tell her to tell how she feels when im abt to say wat im abt to say

and i say it dat we couldnt be together
den she strt asking y
n i tell her time to be open to her
well i tell her dat i dun haf feelings 4 her as a couple
den she was shocked n ask ym why
n i tell her dat i go for guys n i tell her abt my ex
which my ex is a guy summore he is my 1st bf
meera kinda understands it at first since she is ok wif all this crooked stuff

den nxt question how did she came into the picture
n den i strt asking the same thing
since i tell her abt my gay fren which was suppose to be my bf
she was kinda ok wif it wif me n gays bla bla so den i tot y nt she be my hope in helpin me
so its like i help her find the rite guy wile she help me find the..... rite guy hahah

den i strt telling meera abt Oush
tell him abt my feelings all dat stuff show her his frenster how he looks like
meera gif her comments n stuff
so after tokin abt the stuff dat im into guys
i was kinda relax n free wif meera since i hfa ntg more to hide

so since we r a couple to most of our frens
i make a plane wif meera dat we go undercover as a couple
until she turns 21 dats wen she make her decision
well dats wat she says, at 21 she can date
so after understanding the plan she kinda like it
den i tell her we like anjali n rahul wich we r jus best frens n we will noe wat happen in the end
wen she hear abt dat she was like so excited
i knew seh gonna like it, she n her hindi movies
and now she is like in one of it haha

so we make a deal to it dat we will be undercover couples until she turn 21
i was relieve dat i finally tell her abt me liking guys coz u noe i dunwan to keep it frm her
since she will noe it one dae n it mite really hurt her n im nt dat kind of guy hurting ppl ya

so after all those info
meera strt asking qsn, its qna time haha
she strt askin if any1 knew y im into dis all dat stuff la abt liking guys
so i answer her bck truthfully
some ppl can be really kepo ah haha

so after chatting wif her
i koll Oush yala chattin wif meera abt Oush makes me wanna koll him
den i tok to him abt his interview
he get a job at long jon at jurong point
i say gd 4 him but in my head lookin at his attitude he will surely nt last long
and he did nt last long will tell u in the later episodes ya

so its like 2 am
he hafta go since he hafta wake up early
so we end our tok n head to slp