Saturday, November 6, 2010

ep 323

things happen


i miss my friends
yes i really do
the only fiends i have right now are my school friends
michelle and benjamin
they are the closest to me
got to know them through a class in which we end in the same group for the class

to my clubbing friends
i felt sorry for doing this
but i was so damn pissed off of a certain someone
i dont want to name him
he really cause me to do some drastic measures
for three times he make me lose my patience
and thus showing off my ugly side

as my ugly side shows
i decided to cut off my current line, delete my fb account, delete my msn account
so that my friends will not be able to contact me anymore
i dont know why i was doing this
it was like a spur moment that i wanna MIA from them
i just gotta do it
one thing was to take off my mind of that certain friend
another thing was that i got all the time to myself
and thought maybe its time for some me quality time
and also more focus time on my studies

i will come back one day and meet u guys again
but i dont know when that time will be
i just cant decide right now
i have dreams of them
goes to show i miss my friends
but i just gotta do this
or it will lead me astray from my studies

time will tell