ep 325

Gilmore Girls

im now hook to them

the girls sure know how to make me laugh

been watchin them since season 1

and now am at season 5

hoping to get season 6 and 7 if i have the money

ep 324

lost

its been so busy for me

i only get to meet you twice

and that was like a month ago

ever since recess week

we never get to meet

you been busy with your stuff

and i been busy with mine

but i think of you day by day

i do have a feelin that you do too

but there is this gut feeling that you stop doing it

you willing to go with your godbro instead of me

i guess he is the higher priority

that i can understand

oh well i been through this experience before

if you forgotten about me

well i have no hard feelings

i do feel bad for myself

for being too busy and had no time for you

i felt guilty every single day

ever since i remember you say you always wanted someone to make you happy

i lost to your godbro

he can make you more happier than me

im just a mere passer-by that makes you smile and think of for a small period of time i guess

as for now i felt that you only see me as a friend and nothing more

thus i have to let those unconditional feelings go

time to move

ep 323

things happen

i miss my friends

yes i really do

the only fiends i have right now are my school friends

michelle and benjamin

they are the closest to me

got to know them through a class in which we end in the same group for the class

to my clubbing friends

i felt sorry for doing this

but i was so damn pissed off of a certain someone

i dont want to name him

he really cause me to do some drastic measures

for three times he make me lose my patience

and thus showing off my ugly side

as my ugly side shows

i decided to cut off my current line, delete my fb account, delete my msn account

so that my friends will not be able to contact me anymore

i dont know why i was doing this

it was like a spur moment that i wanna MIA from them

i just gotta do it

one thing was to take off my mind of that certain friend

another thing was that i got all the time to myself

and thought maybe its time for some me quality time

and also more focus time on my studies

i will come back one day and meet u guys again

but i dont know when that time will be

i just cant decide right now

i have dreams of them

goes to show i miss my friends

but i just gotta do this

or it will lead me astray from my studies

time will tell

ep 322

tooo long

god its been so long i havent update my blog

sorry have i been busy with uni life

damn its so hectic just being a freshie

well other than that alot of stuff has been happening around me

well will do it one per entry ya