ep 325

Gilmore Girls

im now hook to them

the girls sure know how to make me laugh

been watchin them since season 1

and now am at season 5

hoping to get season 6 and 7 if i have the money

ep 324

lost

its been so busy for me

i only get to meet you twice

and that was like a month ago

ever since recess week

we never get to meet

you been busy with your stuff

and i been busy with mine

but i think of you day by day

i do have a feelin that you do too

but there is this gut feeling that you stop doing it

you willing to go with your godbro instead of me

i guess he is the higher priority

that i can understand

oh well i been through this experience before

if you forgotten about me

well i have no hard feelings

i do feel bad for myself

for being too busy and had no time for you

i felt guilty every single day

ever since i remember you say you always wanted someone to make you happy

i lost to your godbro

he can make you more happier than me

im just a mere passer-by that makes you smile and think of for a small period of time i guess

as for now i felt that you only see me as a friend and nothing more

thus i have to let those unconditional feelings go

time to move

ep 323

things happen

i miss my friends

yes i really do

the only fiends i have right now are my school friends

michelle and benjamin

they are the closest to me

got to know them through a class in which we end in the same group for the class

to my clubbing friends

i felt sorry for doing this

but i was so damn pissed off of a certain someone

i dont want to name him

he really cause me to do some drastic measures

for three times he make me lose my patience

and thus showing off my ugly side

as my ugly side shows

i decided to cut off my current line, delete my fb account, delete my msn account

so that my friends will not be able to contact me anymore

i dont know why i was doing this

it was like a spur moment that i wanna MIA from them

i just gotta do it

one thing was to take off my mind of that certain friend

another thing was that i got all the time to myself

and thought maybe its time for some me quality time

and also more focus time on my studies

i will come back one day and meet u guys again

but i dont know when that time will be

i just cant decide right now

i have dreams of them

goes to show i miss my friends

but i just gotta do this

or it will lead me astray from my studies

time will tell

ep 322

tooo long

god its been so long i havent update my blog

sorry have i been busy with uni life

damn its so hectic just being a freshie

well other than that alot of stuff has been happening around me

well will do it one per entry ya

ep 321

Should I or Shouldn't I

ok since i have just coureld my hair back to black
for the sake of my mom
since she feels so scared that our relatives might talk when we jalan raya

i was thinking of maybe dyeing my hair back after raya
but im still thinking about it lolz

mayber not another golden monkey
maybe red or brown
something not so obvious that people think i am a mat rep
oh please dont lemme be one

ep 320

PAIN PAIN PAIN

i hate the pain on my left shoulder when im doing my work
urgh i need my yoko yoko badly

ep 319

lunchtime people

Its lunch time now
all my colleagues is out for lunch
but since im fasting i decided to stay
and since i got the time y not blog ya

its been a while i havent blog
alot of things has happen during fasting month
well not that lot
one thing is i finally got a part time job doin web designing
but its only temporary coz im gonna school next week

yup here comes uniboy hehex
well school suppose to start this week
but checked with the letter that year1 classes start on 6 sept so thats next week ya
so this week mostly orientation for me

i was kinda confuse whether or not to go work this week or prepare for school this week
first thing came in my mind was to take a break and get ready for school
but last week i was taken by what my boss said to me that i decided to come work for this week
well what my boss said was that the producers in the company was really happy with my job
that really made me proud at one time
wanna shout for happiness sia in
but i was in the offcie so control control lolz

so this week ive plan what im gonna do
tueday im gonna get my matric card and settle my english test
wednesday go for my orientation which is a must for me although not compulsory
and back to work on thurs n friday
such a busy week for me lolz
dont know if be clubbing this weekend

2 weeks left to raya
and i still not ready for it
havent clean up the house
get ready the baju kurung i wanan wear
ya i still havetn decide what baju kurung to wear
though im not gonna buy a new one
my family is now budgeting at the moment trying to save money
same goes for me
oh well gotta see how it goes

ciao for now im damn tired i wann rest and the aircon so good

ep 318

Fasting Month

Looks like the fasting Month has come.

And and and im no longer fasting to go camp anymore.

Woohooo finally can fast as i usually do at home

But i guess its gonna be boring for me this year since im not working at the moment.

Unlike the past 2 years was at camp working and working.

So i guess time for me to do something rather than do nothing during this fasting month

Working out will be as usual for me.

Can't wait for meera to come back in a few days times.

So i guess i think i will just do something or play a game to let the time past during the fasting month as i usually do when im not working.

Dont know whether wanna get a new baju kurung or not.

Well gotta start window shopping not at orchard but at geylang lolz.

Time for some good food and good items.

The bazaar is here sempatla aku cuci mata saner sini lolz

And also not to forget the kuih2.

Still remember last year i bring kuih for the guys at camp.

And mamat so nicely label one of the kuih i bring kuih kangkang.

Seriously he just love to joke around.

Ok then

Selamat Berpuasa to my friends and those reading this......i hope

May we be strong and patient.

Have Hope and Faith in you all the way through this month.

Pray to the almighty.

It is the peaceful month again.

Where we will never be disturbed by those demons.

But temptations will always strive but we gotta be strong ya

May we hold on till the end and celebrate the month of Syawal with happinesss and glory.

ep 317

NDP and BoA

first of all i wanna say happy 45th birthday to singapore

still going strong

proud to be a singaporean

catch the ndp and well its kinda boooring lolz

secondly

wooohooo im so happy my fave idol BoA is back with a new album

ever since her last album Girls On Top

i been waiting for it

its really worth the wait

love the new music video Hurricane Venus

great dance moves as always for the queen of KPOP

and another great performance of one of her song Dangerous

as always i will still support BoA

no matter what other Korean groups has come through me

ep 316

Its been a great weekend

I must say the days before Ramadhan start has been tired for me since i been enjoying myself clubbing here and there.

Well not mostly clubbing. I get to live my dream of performing in front of people woohooo.

It all started last Thursday, well didnt even know of goin on thursday coz its lesbian night

but got asked out by Wan and Terrence. Didn't wanna go at first but oh well since im gonna club like crazy for the last time so why not.

At first i thought of going home when i reached after i heard that there is no free entry but thanks to Terrence he pay for us all. And waddya know Terrence was like the star for that night, all the lesbians were attracted to his semi-drag looks lolz.

And we also manage to catch a small drag show before the party started by the candy perfume dolls. A great performance and one great night.

On Friday went to club as usual with Raihan and Wan.

The friday is as per normal but i tell Raihan that 'everyone' is here.

It feels like a Saturday and Raihan kinda agrees to me.

and what i didnt expect that night is a proposal i got from Abg Ros.

He wanted me to perform with him for Abg Jimmy's birthday.

At first i was like i dont think i want it la but in the end i go for it.

I tell myself just have fun.

And Abg Ros said that he got all the things needed to theres not a need to worry.

And thus on Saturday night.

Me and Raihan were busy for Abg Jimmy's brithday.

Which was held at East Coast chalet.

I can say the chalet is gay central but there are other straights ler.

I felt so kinda outcast with the people there sicne they are like some i dont know.

I only know a few.

Same goes with Raihan.

In the end the performance was great. I put up a great show same goes with Abg Ros.

While Raihan has been a great help helping me changing the clothes for the different shows.

It felt as if in a Victoria Secret Fashion Show lolz.

So the Saturday night has been a great and tiring night for me and Raihan.

Didnt think of going Play that night which other did invited us.

As we decided to party on again at Zirca on Sunday night.

In which we did.

Me and Raihan luckily came early to get in the q n god the q is long.

Allan and his fren and Razi and Wan join in as well.

Zirca was so packed.

That we didnt go down at all.

We got ourself stuck at the 2nd floor at one of the rest spot with a sofa.

And we enjoy ourselves there. myself was kinda in a start of confusion.

Wanna know why.

I couldn't be myself that night.

Two of the guys that are like are here.

Kenny and Noel.

Argh such a wrong time for them to come.

Seriously i though i wana go down and dance with Kenny.

BUT i wanna go and talk with Noel but since as Terrence say im shy and reserved id dint have the guts at all haizzz.

Even when he is sitting beside me i dont even have the guts to even talk to him haizzz.

There goes my lost.

But oh well in the end i had fun.

ep 315

Can't U See



Those cold words, those heartbreaking words
You always smiled and came running to embrace me
I wake up from my sleep melting away my bitter heart
Tears keep coming out

Oh can't you see, I keep thinking and thinking about you
Oh can't you feel, As usual I think about that day again
Our love won't fade away, Don’t say that you’re leaving me
Don’t say those cliché break up words, I will just walk behind you

I am walking down the road drunk and suddenly I am in front of your house
Let’s not do this, let’s not do this, I turn around and walk
My crazy heart is calling for you

Oh can't you see, This obvious love is getting erased
Oh can't you feel, The dim memories are getting clear
Our love won't fade away, Don’t say that you’re leaving me
Don’t say those cliché break up words, I will just walk behind you

Can you come back intactly, you can just come back
I can’t erase you
My dry tears and my cold heart
I can forget about everything

Our love won't fade away, Don’t spit out that I’m not the one
Don’t hurt what has remained my heart, I will just walk behind you

ep 314

Currently......


Im waiting for school to start
Looking for a job if possible
Gonna club hard this coming weekend as its gonna be the last be4 ramadhan hehex
Feels so lonely but trying my best to forget about it.

ep 313

Studio M Hotel

I was really excited about last saturday event where my Bestie Radzi had his birthday done at Studio M Hotel.

I heard about the hotel before as it was once said by my friend as he had also done a birthday party for his bf at the hotel before. So it was finally the time i manage to get to see it.

So the morning of Saturday had my stuff packed for the party that night.
Then met up with Radzi and Raihan at Plaza Singapura to get some food n drinks for the party.
Lastly get the birthday cake for the birthday boy.

After the shopping we finally head back to the hotel.
Me and Raihan cant wait to see it.
To me the hotel is not like those normal hotels.
It looks like a normal apartment building hahaz.
But its kinda cozy.
I was surprise at the room that Radzi had stayed.
It was small cozy and damn nice.
Kinda look like a loft.

At about 6pm me and raihan had to go for Eli's party at Sentosa.
I was thinking hmm Sentosa must be grand n special.
But it was boring.
He had it at the chalet which looks like a hut which was kinda small.
I thouht it looks like a store room.
Inside there r two bunk beds and theres limited space.
However in the end the party was saved by Eli's aunts cooking of fried pasta.
I had one serving of it and i thouht of having it again but well i was pitying raihan has he wanted to go off soon.

Soon at 8 we get off the island of Sentosa and make our way back to Radzi hotel.
We did try to walk ourself back to the hotel from Clar Quay station and we did manage to get back without being lost.
As we head back me and my other friends get ready for the party which was gonna be held at the lounge.
Not soon enough the cake was cut.
The party was a success.
So the after party was a alot of fun we had drinks and games and chats here and there.
Seriously it was the best party and also a night of celebrating friendship.
I was happy for Radzi and his bf.
I was happy for Raihan and Rady.
I was happy for Tiara and his guy.
I was happy for Shariman and Haziq.
I was happy for Terrence.
I was happy for Wan.

Thnx to u my friends without u guys i feel so alone.

But i still feel alone in my heart that is hehez.

ep 312

Choi Ho Jin

If u have been noticing the guy in the background or if oyu have been with me lately and has seen my handphone background or itouch bakcground.
Well that guy you see is non other than my fave korean model Choi Ho Jin.
Ahh he is just so dreamy hahaz.

ep 311

Invincible Youth

Sorry if i havent been blogging lately
Been watching this korean variety show called Invincible Youth
where 7 laedis from popular girl groups in Korea come together to live and work in a farm
it reminds me of the simple life where instead of 2 brats there are 7

it is a really agreat show to watch
since its all not about farming n work
but mostly about having fun and laughter
and those 7 girls really know how to do it
the 7 girls were known as a group call G7 for Girl 7 that is

i especially like one of the girls who is from the girl group Secret
she is Sunhwa
in the show she is like the 2nd to get edited out
meaning not getting to be seen alot on the TV
but what i like about her is a stupidity
wanna say a turn off but her stupidity was kinda cute in a way
in the show she was known as White Paper Sunhwa for not knowing general knowledge
and she really terrible at the multiplication table haha
she also get fool easily haizz



the video shows how she got prank by the invincible youth members
got its so serious that she cried
my poor sunhwa

well now theres been a chnage in the G7
since 3 is out
3 new members came in
after watching the episode about them
it kinda have a different feel to it
but i kinda like the new member f(x) leader Victoria

oh well thats all i have
gonna wathc invincible youth now hehe
cant wait for ep 36

ep 310

4 MINUTE - HUH




this music perforamnce is just sexy when i first see it
especially with the girl in shades
she just looks cool and sexy
nice performance girls

ep 309

Bad Girl Good Girl

You Don’t Know Me, You Don’t Know Me.
You Don’t Know Me, You Don’t Know Me, So, Shut Up, Boy.
So, Shut Up, Boy.
So, Shut Up, Shut Up.

You couldn’t say a thing in front of me, but you could talk badly about me behind my back. I’m dumbfounded.

Hello, Hello, Hello.
It seems like the first time, time, time you’ve seen a girl like me.
Why do you judge me?
Are you afraid of me, perhaps?

On the outside, I’m a Bad Girl.
On the inside, I’m a Good Girl.
You don’t even know me well, you only look at me from the outside.
I find your gaze to be funny because you see me as a pitiful girl.

When I dance, I’m a Bad Girl.
When I love, I’m a Good Girl.
When you watch me dance, you become mesmerized, but are you done after you watch?
I find your hypocrisy to be funny because you point at me.

These kind of clothes, this kind of hair, a girl who does these kind of dances is obvious.
You’re even more obvious.

Hello, Hello, Hello.
If you don’t have any confidence, go to the back, back, back.
You just need to step back.
Why do you keep making noise?
Don’t you know that your heart can clearly be seen?

On the outside, I’m a Bad Girl.
On the inside, I’m a Good Girl.
You don’t even know me well, you only look at me from the outside.
I find your gaze to be funny because you see me as a pitiful girl.

When I dance, I’m a Bad Girl.
When I love, I’m a Good Girl.
When you watch me dance, you become mesmerized, but are you done after you watch?
I find your hypocrisy to be funny because you point at me.

I’m looking for a man who can handle me.
I’m looking for a real man, not a man who acts like one through words.
Isn’t there a man who won’t make me anxious because he overflows with confidence?
So that I can be me, so that I can watch him freely from afar?

On the outside, I’m a Bad Girl.
On the inside, I’m a Good Girl.
You don’t even know me well, you only look at me from the outside.
I find your gaze to be funny because you see me as a pitiful girl.

When I dance, I’m a Bad Girl.
When I love, I’m a Good Girl.
When you watch me dance, you become mesmerized, but are you done after you watch?
I find your hypocrisy to be funny because you point at me.

You Don’t Know Me, You Don’t Know Me.
You Don’t Know Me, You Don’t Know Me, So, Shut Up, Boy.
So, Shut Up, Boy.
So, Shut Up, Shut Up.

ep 308

Today is Tuesday


Went to hang out with Raihan today.
Who is on MC but since he is bored at home
he decied to invite me to go to RP and spend the time with our lappies.

Well its been a long time i haven been to RP since last year
where all the drama began
oh i dont even wanna start

So we start slacking at RP playing with our lappies

Then at night we had dinner with Shariman n Haziq at Pastamania
Being a first timer i didnt know what to eat there hehe
So i choose the cheapest one since Raihan is treating me
well i must say my dinner is kinda great
love it ya


after dinner
we went around walking at far east plaza
we stop by one shop
and start going crazy with some of the stuff there
it was loads of fun trying on the stuffs
expecially the wigs haha

Had fun at orchard ya
but in the end i was kinda tired
went home tkaing 518
and halfway through while i was sleeping
i found out im somewhere i had never seen before
as i look around the bus had stopped by marina bay sands
oh wow well had been there before ya
it look so different and big

so finally reach home
as usualy my mum has taken over my bed
so its living room for me again
sleep using the sofa again
oh well live with it la

time for me to do some midnight video making
need inspirations back on again

k den ciao

ep 307

Harriet The Spy Blog Wars


after a tiring night on saturday
going to marina bay sands and clubbing
i decided to stay home on sunday
well at first i thoguht i wanna sleep over at my god bro place
but since he got plans so i staying at home

havent watch disney channel for some time especially the movies
so decied to watch it at the 7.30 time and this was on




a movie about a girl Harriet who is so obsess about winning the best class blogger
that she goes through great lengths to get the juicy info on the actor Scander Hill
to post it in her class blog as to win over her rivalry
the movie is great with her being like a spy trying to get to know the actor more
hope to watch it again ya

ep 306

So many....


So a few days ago i got a letter from NTU Alumni
Well its about all the different camps i can join for the freshmen
there was like so many
i didnt know what tooo choose
that in the end i said to myself lets not join any of them

oh well im not ready for any camps or fun
dunwan to force myself ya
will see how it goes

ep 305

Golden Monkey

So somehow the colour that i wanted didnt turned out


So i went from this....



To this.....


Looks like i need to dye again to a better colour
or maybe just stick to this...
I dunno i'm still thinking about it

ep 304

Party hard

Thats what my god bro said
So i did.
Oh well i have always been partying hard.
So after my ord went partying with raihan razi and alan and wan on friday.
Damn i miss razi.
Havent seen him for a long time since he been working lately.
So partying on friday was great.
After that me and raihan and wan lepak at boat quay till the morning.
It was fun listening to music and taking pictures with raihans lappy.
Reached home at 8 in the morning n man was my eyes damn tired.

Slept the whole saturday till i got woken up my sharimans text messages.
So called him and we make plans to meet first and go buy shoes for sasha.
So that night i got ready for clubbing again hehe.
But first when to Century Square to look for some heels for Sasha since someone decide to drag tonight.
But in the end we make a decision that we didnt buy it and Sasha gonna have to lend Tiara's heels.
Coz as for me i dont want to wsate that money on heels if u r not so sure whether u can fit in it or not right.

So after that me and shariman make a trip to tiong bahru to meet up with tiara and terrence.
Since they had finish work and they are also going.
As we reached there shariman decided to change same goes with terrence.
So in the end Sasha came by haha.
And she was pretty i can say.
Too bad Kimmy couldn't make it.

So finally we all make it to the club.
Terrence in the end backed out since he is afraid that raihan could be there.
But turn out he didnt came.
I was so happy to meet sya again after so long.
Miss him so much my ya.

So that night we had alot of fun dancing and all.
Some did get drunk espexially Tiara.
So i have to look after her as usual ya.
So after clubbing we spend the time lepaking at ricoh park till the morning.

I had a great time with my friends partying ya.
But was kinda jealous at the same time.
Oh welll will not tell why.


Thanx my friends for partying with me ya.

ep 303

Finally ORD

Sorry havent been updating my blog.
Been busy with camp and personal life ya that i was too lazy to update my blog.
So i have finally ORDed ya.

On Fri, 11 of June was my very last day at camp. and the day i get back my pink IC.
I can't seem to sleep on that day before i go to work.
I was so excited that it finally has finished.

As i make my way to work.
I tell myself i can finally sleep late.
No more waking up at 4am in the morning
No more taking the first train to get to CCK.
No more taking of bus 975 to get to camp.
And finally NO MORE DUTIES hahaz.

So that day only 4 guys gonna ord - me muhammad yong beng and azmi
so being the last min person i get my paperwork done
clean up my bunk and pack everything up
finally it was time to take my pink ic

as i make my way to the hall
damn the line was long
oh well no pressure its not like my ic gonna run away ya
the chief clerk was in pressure when evryone just cant wait for it
an hour has passed and finally it was my turn
hand over my paperwork, got my testimonial and finally my pink ic
got i miss it ever since i pass my beloved card to mindef 2 years ago

one main point i was curious about was my testimonial
as i read it i was kinda happy with it
well oklah the testimonial say that im good at interacting with my peers even though im gay
duh with all the teasing and stuff like ya im the entertainer to the army guys and regulars who had been stressed with thier daily life in camp

so usually people who ord go home in thier civillian
well not me
i was so patriotic which my chif clerk tell me, that i went home in my army uniform hahaz
so on izzit, nola just wanna wear it for the very last day until 2 years later 2012 where i had my reservist.

reach home with happiness that my ns is finally over
but its not over yet for me
my mum gave me a letter from ntu
and waddya know my course starts on 30 august

i was like wah i just finish ns and now this
haizz oh well time to spend my freedom this coming 2 months
before i start school

i dont know whether to work part time
or just slack at home see how it goes
as for now i waiting for meera to come back on the 26
so gonna have fun with my twinnie again ya

ep 302

Loooong Comeback


Its a been a very loong time i haven't update my blog.
Well i wanna say i was damn busy with life and camp
and secondly i was just plain lazy to update though i have a lot of things in my mind to update it.

I've change my blog to something dark but its still the same.
Well look out for a new post ya soon.

Take care :)

ep 301

Stars

1, 2, 3, 4, again 1, 2, 3, 4
Stars, I'm going crazy
No matter how many times I look at you, I can't see you, oh baby
Because of the tears in my eyes, all because of you
My crying face that is reflecting above the spread letters, oh baby
I promised myself I wouldn't cry again, but I'm crying again


What do I do, I don't know what to do, what to do
This is me, I don't know why I'm going crazy like this
All because of you, really because of you
I can't do anything, I

Love you as much as the stars, stars, stars, stars
I came for you to find you, you're that far shining star
Stars, stars, stars, no matter what I say
I really can't express myself
I'm frustrated now, what should I do now

No matter how many times I count, I can't see the end, oh baby
Because of all the memories that are in my heart, I think of you again
I couldn't say everything I wanted to so I say them to myself, oh baby
I want you back, I want to go back to your side

I'm pleading to you, please, I'm pleading to you
To the sky, my prayer goes to the sky
Cheer me up, cheer me up
Please, where are you now

Stars, stars, stars, stars, talk to me
Is it over? Is that it? Answer me, don't just laugh
Stars, stars, stars, stars, I'm pleading to you
Just for once, my love
Let me fly to your side

Star, star, star, ooh baby, star, star, star, oh

I love you as much as the stars, stars, stars, stars
I came for you to find you, you're that far shining star
Stars, stars, stars, no matter what I say
I really can't express myself
I'm frustrated now, what should I do now

ep 300

Once a yankee, will always be a yankee

In june 2008, i was enlisted in the pes a/b batch and send to tekong for my bmt training.
It was all a blur to me whats going on with all this army stuff, saying the oath blah blah blah.
After saying goodbye to my parents, i was brought away by this big green lorry.
It drove me deep into the road until we reach this place call rocky hill.
Upon there we reach this building called Y Company.
Welcome to Yankee Coy said one of the commanders.
So it looks like im a recruit under yankee coy under platoon 2.
Im a yankee.


Training at yankee coy was tough and well i hate it at first.
I dont like one of my commanders.


As weeks gone by i couldnt take all the pressure
One day during training i hurt the joints in my legs that i could run or march.
It was really painful and i tell my commander, i want out of the training.
I went to see the medical officer, he says if im really sure about this.
And that you have to go recourse since i didnt complete it.
All i say i dont care, my health is much more important than killing myself in training.

So in the end, i was OOT(out of training) in yankee coy.
As i look at my platoon mates train i was thinking if only i could train with them.
But i cant since im no longer in training.
As days gone by, i was a service to the clerk and storeman helping them wherever i can.
Didnt want to waste my time doing nothing ya.
Being an OOT i seem to get close with the staffs there especially the clerk since we both like to talk crap and gossip.

Not soon enough i got my posting to another camp as a storeman.
The clerk gave the papers and instructions.
He was really sad to see me go.
I was too.
I was really sad to leave yankee coy.
Whats more sad was that i didnt get to say goodbye to my platoon mates who is on outfield.
In the end i wrote a letter and gave to my commander, all he has to do was to read to my platoon.

As i take the ferry home with all my stuff, i say to myself that i will never forget yankee coy.

My ns goes on as per normal in my unit that i got posted to.
So days gone by as per normal just work and work and work.
At the end of 2009 i got to know that im going for recourse in 2010 jan.

I told my officer im going for it.
He keep telling me assuring me if i really wana do this
I tell him that i really wanna do this and thats final.

So in jan 2010, i went to report for my recourse.
Going to tekong after two years really bring back memories.
Can't believe im back here again.
After all the stuff is done, i got to know that im going to none other than yankee coy.
I was really shock and in awe.
I cant believe im goin back to the same coy i was in 2 years ago.
I was really happy.

As the rover brings me to rocky hill and to yankee coy.
I see that nothign has changed, yankee coy remains the same.
What was really surprising, was the Officer in charge of yankee coy.
The new officer was one of officer in my unit.
He welcome me with open arms and he was happy to see me here
Oh well i do too.

Being in yankee coy again really brings back those memories 2 years ago.
I cant believe im in yankee coy for my recourse.
A yankee will always be a yankee ya hehe.
My 2 years in army has been intresting at some point.

ep 299

oh field camp is finally over!!!


Im so happy i made it through field camp
now i left with 3 weeks for bmt
its coming to an end

what makes me happy is the new snsd music vidfor thier new song "Oh"
it was a great song and a great music vid
i was happy that jiansheng manage to get the song in his ipod n i manage to listen to it at camp
so me n jiansheng the hard fans of snsd was waiting until yesterday to book out
we both just cant wait to see the music video after seing the 30 sec teaser
and finally i manage to see it



what a great video
very cute and sexy
hyoyeon will still be the best hahaz

ep 298

Fuckla.....


Thats the most word me n my section mates been using most of the time.
It either means good or bad in a funny way.
Oh well pass thta.
3rd week is over.
Now left with 4 weeks. Yup 4 weeks.
Happy to be home again.

The week has been hectic for me has there been alot of lessons going on for me.
God im getting darker again haha.
Nvm that, i just wanna end this.
5 months left to ord hahaz.

Time to relax for now and keep my body shaking with this nice song hehe.
Just love the remix.

ep 297

So Nyuh Shi Dae

Taeyeon - a great leader with great vocals

Jessica - Love the blonde hair

Sunny - Her Cuteness will melt your hearts

Tiffany - Her eye smile is her best

Yoona - The image of the group

Yuri -A prankster yet still beautiful with her smile

Sooyoung - A person who who can just talks about anything

Hyoyeon - The dancing queen

Seohyeon - the youngest among the group

ep 296

book out book out day


after 2 weeks finally get to book out again
one word i can say during my experience is deja vu
cause im back at the same coy i was 2 years ago when i first enlist
i was like omg yankee coy
its like back to basics again hahaz

thought i might see jeffrey and hakim again
but nah they have ord last year
as i step into the office
omg i had flashbacks during the time i was still an OOT
helping and slacking with jeffrey with the paperwork
god it was great times
im so happy to be back at yankee

meeting new friends who are fresh
welll some are funny and great
but well being the 'old' one
i kinda hafta teach them and look after them
as eugene, one of my section mates say im the mommy haha

but im happy that they are happy with the way i am
happy to c them not being scared but laugh and just be happy
n not felt very uncomfortable around me
with that i can be who i am and not hide it
thats what i did last time n i well i didnt open up so it was hard

one of the section mare is a fan of Girls Generation
even better hahaz
finally i got a friend who i can sing and talk about girls generation
yesterday we both were enduring some kind of exercise we had to hold on
and we were singing the genie song together hahaz
it was fun

so yesterday back home to singapore
seeing the freshies booking out thier first time with joy and happiness
and as for me, been there done that hahaz
met up with my besties at night
mizz them alot ya

im gee with happiness right now hahaz

ep 295

back to tekong

tomorrow i will be goin back to tekong to redo my bmt recourse
will be nervous for tomorrow and scared
but oh well lets just finish it
argh i dont know what i gonna expect haha
didnt prepare well for it

my body aches alot sia
guess from the dancing and not too much sleep hehe
yup had a dance practice with my friend yesterday for this upcoming danceworks
which will be held in march
and since i will be away until end feb
hes teaching me all the steps
well i got the hang of most of it hahaz


i will be back in feb
am hoping to finish this once and for all

anyways
since tomorrow i cant be there for my besties birthday
i would like to wish him happy birthday to Alif
May you stay 'young' hahaz


Tell Me Your Wish (Army Theme)

ep 294

Happy New Year 2010


Wow its been 2 months i havent blog
been busy or either lazy haha
oh well 2010 has arrived
means I ONLY GOT 6 MONTHS LEFT
god im excited
its coming near but yet it still far

has a great time on new years eve with my frens
didnt go clubbing but we did had a great time
hoping that this year gonna be a great year for me
unlike last year where there has been alot of surprising changes
in me and people close to me

i'm happy that i get to know about the girl group Girls Generation
the best girl group i had known that made me happy everytime
i had always thought that BoA will only be the korean girl that i will listen too
but with the power of youtube
it had made learn about Girls Generation
Sowaneul Malhaebwa - tell me your wish, one of my fave song
and following is Gee the ever cute song that people has fallen

I guess time to move away Wondergirls, here comes Girls Generation the power of 9
that nobody song is so common nowadays that it has become a torture to me
so time to listen to other songs la eh

So people i would like to say happy new year, may your dreams come true :)


TELL ME YOUR WISH