Monday, March 23, 2009

ep 230

PAIN, ep 230

monday blues at camp
well not for me
reach camp
first ting was doing my fieldpack 7 items

and then news arrives
that im one of the peaople that would be activated when they need me
oh my god
im so.......i dunno what to say

are you serious
me in this
my officer has been trying to support me
keep asking why i am in when im a stay out personnel and summore im a 302
beats me

maybe this camp
jus wanna see me suffer
wanna experiment me
i dunno

what the hell is going on
even my parents is shock about this thingy
why i got chosen for this
god im nt even ready or prepared
i dun even noe wat to do

this i not even fun
im nt prepared for it
in the end i injured my wrist for doing to much heavyload
it really hurts alot

my right wrist hurts alot
the next few days gonna be tough for me
i hate this
my parents hate to see me suffer

what am i to do
even i complain
will it be heard
NOOOOO
it sux big time