a personal entry, ep 228
so happy to be at home
mostly i would be with my friends clubbing on a friday night
but well my fave club is close for renovations
so home is where i wanna be
i really like my new home
just small and cozy
went home from camp with mat and ritzuan
thought i be going home late alone
then i met mat outside his store
thought he had went home
so i thought we both went home togetherla
since we both stay at tamp
wiaitng for mat
i had to finish pack up my field bag - 7 items
next week is alert red
had to be in standby mode
and next monday my superiors is checking my fieldbag
god its been a long time since i pack my fieldbag
mat and me went home taking 168 to tamp
we start talking and gossiping about our camp mates
mostly this particular guy
which i think evryone in my branch dont like him
i also dont like him
lets just say his personality stinks big time
he is just like me, same rank
but he like to arrow people to do his work
even those higher rank than him
on my way home
tried to call Farouk
but cant get him
nvr pick up my calls
guess he must be busy
he say he would be free tomorrow
good for him
he been busy with the events happening at his camp
haiz i have also been busy too at camp
packing up stores for the exercise at taiwan
for 1 whole week
its like so last minute
the store guys know who is to blame
but what can we do
suck thumb loh
my buddy has now been posted to another camp
sad for me since now its me only
the only 302 in camp now
people in camp keep asking where is my buddy now
all i can say he has post to a new camp
but inside i feel like scolding the guys who keep asking me the same question again and again
i thought me and amirrul gonna stick together in camp
until we ord
we both ord on the same date ya
but you know fate is a terrible thing
a terrible thing that separates me and my buddy
when i got to know that i going for recourse
i then found out that amirrul gonna post out to another camp
inside me i was like oh no this not happening im alone again
the posting was like sudden news to my branch and to me
but i had a feeling that my commanders had something to do with it
planning to break us up
but oh whatever
life has to go on
i still had my guy beside me
thinking of him evrytime
now that im alone
but im nt alone when i think of him
i really mizz him
tried to call him and msg him when i can
we both are very busy people
yeah we are
i wanna sae fuck you
to youtube
for deleting my account
now all my creations is gone
i dunno what i have violated
there is no copyright law i have broken
youtube sux big time
but still......the deletion of my account
inspired me to create new videos
haha thats interesting i tell you.
i dunno y
i dun like to look at sanjay
one of the guy in my camp
one look i feel like slapping him
hes a JERK
ok done that
im so happy
Farouk
i love you
i miss you
i wanna hug you
dunwan to let you go :)