Sunday, March 29, 2009

ep 232

Don't interrupt, RUDE, ep 232

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

ep 231

F U C K ME, ep 231



Love me
Hate me
So what you want about me

Monday, March 23, 2009

ep 230

PAIN, ep 230

monday blues at camp
well not for me
reach camp
first ting was doing my fieldpack 7 items

and then news arrives
that im one of the peaople that would be activated when they need me
oh my god
im so.......i dunno what to say

are you serious
me in this
my officer has been trying to support me
keep asking why i am in when im a stay out personnel and summore im a 302
beats me

maybe this camp
jus wanna see me suffer
wanna experiment me
i dunno

what the hell is going on
even my parents is shock about this thingy
why i got chosen for this
god im nt even ready or prepared
i dun even noe wat to do

this i not even fun
im nt prepared for it
in the end i injured my wrist for doing to much heavyload
it really hurts alot

my right wrist hurts alot
the next few days gonna be tough for me
i hate this
my parents hate to see me suffer

what am i to do
even i complain
will it be heard
NOOOOO
it sux big time

Sunday, March 22, 2009

ep 229

my best friend's wedding pt 6, ep 229

While waiting for Dee and her family, Khai have a coffee break talking to Armaan who is at Germany now.

K:"Hi dear how is things there?"
A:"Its the same as always.I met your aunt and he ask when you coming back?"
K:"Haizz she miss me doesnt she."
A:"Like duh,same goes with me here."
K:"Haha i also miss you too dear."
K:"So you coming for the wedding right?"
A:"I'm not sure i will try."
K:"Hmmm dont worry, i be happy if you can come."

D:"Hi Khai,sorry we are late."

K:"Dear i gotta go now,Dee and her family is here time for us to go."
A:"You take care k. Have a nice flight and say hi to meera for me."
K:"Will do. K then bye"

K:"Not to worry Dee.Come lets go."

Not to miss the flight both of them went to the securities to check thier stuff and all when all of a sudden Khai heard something.

???:"DEEEEE!!!"
D:"Erm who is that."
K:"I know that voice."

Khai turned and he was surpirsed to see Meera and Lina.
Meera was running towards Dee going for a hug.
As per usual shouting here and there.Tears everywhere
Same old same old.

Khai was all confused while those 2 are still talking at this hour.
Its the last call for the flight and no one is moving.

K:"Erm are we gonna take this flight now.You know we are already late."
L:"Not to worry Khai.Ronnie is here to pick us up with his jet."
K:"So you telling me that we going to Perth by jet now."
L:"Yup so true."

So Lina,Dee and her family,Khai went off to Perth by Ronnie's jet.



Its 6pm and they have reached Meera's house.
Meera showed them each to thier rooms.
Khai was so tired from the flight that he just drop to the bed and snores away.

Not to disturb Khai, Dee, Lina and Meera had thier dinner with the family.

D:"So Meera,you nervous about the wedding.Its only a few days to the big day."
M:"Ya i know,so much to do so little time.You too have not much time.You gonna have a baby soon."
D:"Haha,yup but not to worry about your wedding Meera, Khai told me that he had plan your wedding and stuff so the only thing left is your wedding gown."
M:"Oh that,he did told me he had brought 3 wedding gowns for me and wanted me to choose one.
L:"Oh this gonna be cool we all gonna get to see Meera dressing up which she dont like."
M:"Guys please you do have to give your honest opinion ok about how I look in the gown."
D:"Haha no prob."

The 3 ladies continue on thier conversation while having thier dinner.
Meera's parents and the maid was busy busy with Dee's children trying to feed them when they just wanted to play and run around the dining room.

That is until Dee start scolding them to sit down and be quiet.


Khai woke up at 8.
Trying to figure out where is he now.
Then a knock came from the door and Meera came in.
He then realised he is at Meera's house.

K:"Hey Meera"
M:"Evening sleepyhead. How u doing, still sleepy izzit."
K:"Nah, but im damn hungry."
M:"Haha i knew it, thats why i have brought dinner for you."
K:"Ooh thanks Meera."

Meera put the tray of dishes at the table by the corner.

M:"So I heard that you brought me 3 wedding gowns for me to see."
K:"Nope I dodnt bring it. You have to see it tomorrow.Ita at the bridal shop."
M:"Oh ok.So you got any clue how this gowns look like."
K:"Nope not telling you. lets just say that they are of your fave colour."
M:"Ooh nice."
K:"Better wake up early tommorow.Its gonna be a long day for you and me."
M:"On the wedding stuff?"
K:"Duh. Oh ya dont forget you owe me lots of cheesecake."
M:"Yeah whatever, go have your dinner."

With that Meera leave Khai to have his dinner.

The next day,Meera Khai Lina and Dee was wat the bridal shop as Meera tries on the gowns.
She was happy and excited that the gowns are just damn beautiful and she doesnt know which one to choose.Khai really ahd great taste.

M:"Wow Khai they are really beautiful, I just dont know which one to choose.Girls, which one do you like."
L:I prefer the purple one, it looks nice on you the cutting is also nice.
D:"Ya true."
M:"How about you Khai."
K:"I like the black and the purple one,but after looking at you putting it on, i agree with the girls."
M:"Ok then the purple one it is."

Meera is so excited, she cant wait to wear it on her wedding day.

So the wedding dress is settled.

Next,Khai bring the girls to this hotel where the wedding ceremony gonna be held.
Khai showed the girls where the wedding gonna be held, its gonna be at the balcony overlooking the pond of the park. The girls just love it,the scenery is so nice.So nice and sweet. Khai then add again in case it rains on that day, theres nothing to worry has he has planned to make the ceremony in the hall too.

Khai showed the girls whats the theme of the wedding gonna be like.
The colours chosen,the flowers,the china, the decorations,the food,the music.
Thers a bit of changes here and there but
In all, Meera's beginning to like it.

They all then rest at the balcony having tea before they set for home.

M:"Thanks Khai,you've done alot for me."
K:"No problem Meera, like i said i will handle it."
M:"Its just what i dream about."

Meera leave her seat and walk around.

M:"Only 3 days left im gonna marry here.I can imagine the people, the music, the food."
K:"Not to forget the hindi songs gonna be played."
M:"Haha without it my wedding is not complete."
K:"So true."
L:"That means you so have to dance Meera.Im so gonna make you dance on that day."
D:"Ooh yes ah.I wanna see that."
K:"Oh yeah i been waiting for that."
M:"Oh no im so dead."

K:"Haha no need to worry la you know on that day evrybody gonna be dancing to wat."
K:"Ok guys lets head home. Its been a tiring day for us ya settling the wedding stuff."

L M D: "Yeah.Lets go home."


So they all went home tired and relieve especially Meera knowing that the wedding stuff is settled thanks to Khai.

Friday, March 20, 2009

ep 228

a personal entry, ep 228

so happy to be at home
mostly i would be with my friends clubbing on a friday night
but well my fave club is close for renovations
so home is where i wanna be

i really like my new home
just small and cozy
went home from camp with mat and ritzuan
thought i be going home late alone
then i met mat outside his store
thought he had went home

so i thought we both went home togetherla
since we both stay at tamp
wiaitng for mat
i had to finish pack up my field bag - 7 items
next week is alert red
had to be in standby mode
and next monday my superiors is checking my fieldbag
god its been a long time since i pack my fieldbag

mat and me went home taking 168 to tamp
we start talking and gossiping about our camp mates
mostly this particular guy
which i think evryone in my branch dont like him
i also dont like him

lets just say his personality stinks big time
he is just like me, same rank
but he like to arrow people to do his work
even those higher rank than him

on my way home
tried to call Farouk
but cant get him
nvr pick up my calls
guess he must be busy
he say he would be free tomorrow
good for him
he been busy with the events happening at his camp

haiz i have also been busy too at camp
packing up stores for the exercise at taiwan
for 1 whole week
its like so last minute
the store guys know who is to blame
but what can we do
suck thumb loh

my buddy has now been posted to another camp
sad for me since now its me only
the only 302 in camp now
people in camp keep asking where is my buddy now
all i can say he has post to a new camp
but inside i feel like scolding the guys who keep asking me the same question again and again

i thought me and amirrul gonna stick together in camp
until we ord
we both ord on the same date ya
but you know fate is a terrible thing
a terrible thing that separates me and my buddy

when i got to know that i going for recourse
i then found out that amirrul gonna post out to another camp
inside me i was like oh no this not happening im alone again
the posting was like sudden news to my branch and to me
but i had a feeling that my commanders had something to do with it
planning to break us up

but oh whatever
life has to go on
i still had my guy beside me
thinking of him evrytime

now that im alone
but im nt alone when i think of him
i really mizz him
tried to call him and msg him when i can
we both are very busy people
yeah we are

i wanna sae fuck you
to youtube
for deleting my account
now all my creations is gone
i dunno what i have violated
there is no copyright law i have broken
youtube sux big time

but still......the deletion of my account

inspired me to create new videos
haha thats interesting i tell you.

i dunno y
i dun like to look at sanjay
one of the guy in my camp
one look i feel like slapping him
hes a JERK
ok done that
im so happy

Farouk
i love you
i miss you
i wanna hug you
dunwan to let you go :)

Monday, March 16, 2009

ep 227

Trapped in the cupboard, ep 227

No its not me who's trapped in it.
before i went to bed.
I was browsing through youtube videos.
And i come upon this.



Damn funny i tell you.
This is the parody of R Kelly's many parts of Trapped in a Closet.



You should watch it if you like the drama and tension.

Sunday, March 15, 2009

ep 226

my best friend's wedding pt 5, ep 225

looks like my story is getting intresting ya.
luv the ppl for reading my story ya
so lets continue part 5


Armaan told Khai everything that he has to say and it looks like Khai was much to be blamed about it.Well it is.

K:"I'm sorry Armaan for being late."
K:"If i had come sooner this wouldn't happen."
A:"Now you know."
K:"Okok i'm sorry.I just hate it when I see his face.You still remember that incident."
A:"Yeah i know Khai.How Suhaimi almost tear us apart when all of it was all planned by him and my ex."
K:"Yeah i thought i almost lost you that time when this terrible event happened."
A:"Don't worry Khai, you know i will always love you and i will not go back to that slut."
A:"You have been truthful to me rather than him."
A:"Lets not ponder over the past.Lets finish our lunch so i can get back to work."
K:"Okok."

They both had thier lunch happily.Knowing that they are not gonna be disturbed again.
Khai tells Armaan about his meeting with Dee and the confirmation of the flight.
He was hoping Armaan could come with him to Perth but looks like Armaan could not make it as he had to fly back to Germany tonight for his business meeting.

So it looks like Khai will be flying off with Dee then to meet Meera.

Its 10 pm Khai say goodbye to Armaan before he flies off to Germany.

K:"Goodbye my dear."
A:"Bye sayang."
K:"Don't forget to call me when you reach there."
A:"Don't worry k i will call."

Armaan give Khai a hug and a kiss on the forehead and he went off.

K:"Oh, send my regards to my aunt if you meet her."

A:"Will do."

Armaan walks off to the customs and gets to the plane hurriedly.
Its the final call he don't want to miss his flight.
Khai waves at Armaan as he goes off.
Not soon enough Khai got a call from Dee.

K:"Wazzap Dee."
D:"Erm izzit possible if my whole family comes along to Perth.I mean now its the school holidays, it would be great i bring the boys along and Nizam also is fre for now he will be working back next week."
K:"I was just about to tell you that you can bring your whole family. Well Meera is the one who planned to get your whole family to come to Perth."
D:"Wohoo thats wonderful."
K:"Ok Dee so its confirmed.I will meet you on wednesday at the airport with your family."
D:"Ok then.See ya on Wednesday."

Khai makes his way back home.


Meera's mom walked pased her daughter's room and noticed that she is not feeling well.

MM:"Meera,is everything ok?"
M:"Oh mum, i just dunno."
M:"My weding is like in 6 days, im scared and nervous..."
MM:"you scared and nervous that you not gonna be single again?"
M:"Something like that and there's been something that troubling me, this person."
MM:"Who you talking about Meera?"

Meera wanted to tell her mum about the silent lover but she doesnt want her mum to get all worried. She wants her parents to be happy on her wedding day.

M:"Oh nothing.I gotta go wash up now.Been a tiring day at work."
MM:""Dont sleep late ok."
M:"Dont worry mum."

Her mum hug her and leave the room.

Meera's handhpone vibrates teeling her that she got a message.
Meera thought it could be Akki on work or something.
She check it out but its not Akki,its just a random number.
She check the message and it reads."6 days left to your big day.6 days left for the truth to be heard."

Meera was stunned.
She knew it was that silent lover.
She keep getting the mesages in random numbers.
She was thinking if this guy got alot of numbers.
She delete the message and throw her phone on her bed.

M:"Thats it im so gonna take a long hot bath and listen to my hindi songs."
M:"God i so need to relax."

to be continued....

ep 225

Top of the world, ep 225

this is me......wanna be on top of the world
Gimme them bright lights, long nights
Party till the sun is rising
High rise, overtime
Working ’till the moon is shining
Hot guys, fly girls
Never gonna say it
I feel on top of the world,
I feel on top of the world
Hey

I’m ready for the pressure
The drama and the pleasure
Got my whole life here in front of me
I’m taking over when I hit the streets

Glamour, glitter and gold
Nothing is stopping you, nothing is stopping me
In this frenzy out of control
I must stay in pursue, do what I got to do

Gimme them bright lights, long nights
Party till the sun is rising
High rise, overtime
Working ’till the moon is shining
Hot guys, fly girls
Never gonna say it
I feel on top of the world,
I feel on top of the world
Hey

It’s like a roller coaster
One step away I’m closer
I can see it there within my reach
Won’t let the city get on top of me
Hey you

Glamour, glitter and gold
Nothing is stopping you, nothing is stopping me
In this frenzy out of control
anekatips.com
I must stay in pursue, do what I got to do


Gimme them bright lights, long nights
Party till the sun is rising
High rise, overtime
Working ’till the moon is shining
Hot guys, fly girls
Never gonna say it
I feel on top of the world,
I feel on top of the world
Hey

I can do it all night long (Nothing can stop me)
They can ? place my home (Can’t slow me down)
The only thing I know (Is that I won’t fall)
And I have it all


Gimme them bright lights, long nights
Oh yeah
High rise, overtime
Working ’till the moon is shining
Hot guys, fly girls
Never gonna say it
I feel on top of the world
I feel on top of the world

Gimme them bright lights, long nights
Party till the sun is rising
High rise, overtime
Working ’till the moon is shining
Hot guys, fly girls
Never gonna say it
I feel on top of the world
I feel on top of the world
Hey

Bright lights, long nights (Come on Pussycat Dolls)
High rise, overtime
Hot guys, fly girls
Never gonna say it
I feel on top of the world
I feel on top of the world
Hey

ep 224

All i want is...., ep 224

TO SLEEP


enough said.
i will still carry on with the story so dont worry

Saturday, March 14, 2009

ep 223

my best friend's wedding, part 4

K:"WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING HERE!!"
A:"Okok Khai relax."
Armaan get off his seat to calm Khai down be4 a fight breaks out.

K:"You tell me to relax.Why don't you tell me WHAT IS HE DOING HERE WITH YOU!!"
K:"TELL ME ARMAAN WHAT IS SUHAIMI DOING HERE!!"
A:"Dammit Khai relaxla I didn't know he is gonna be here."

S:Yeah. We met by chance."

K:"Suhaimi shuddup."
K:"Let's go Armaan.We have our lunch somehwere else."

Both Armaan and Khai went off.

S:"Bye Khai"

Khai turned back and give him the finger.

They had thier lunch at an Indian restaurant.
While eating,Khai starts asking.

K:"So wanna tell me whats going on,how that bitch happen to be there."
K:"I'm waiting Armaan."
K:"Im feeling hot as this curry here. and i dunt like it one bit."

A:"okok i tell you what happened."
K:"Im listening"

A:"So it all started when........".
Armaan tell Khai what happen.

Episode 5 coming soon.....

Friday, March 13, 2009

ep 222

my best friend's wedding part 3

D:"WHAT!!....Ooh.Ooh.Ooh."
Dee tried to ease the pain after hearing the shocking news.
Khai was really scared to see Dee in pain.
He tried to comfort her after telling the news.

K:"Dee relax breath in and out."
K:"Maybe i shouldn't be telling you this in the first place when you're in this condition."

D:"Its ok Khai."
D:"Better soon than later right."
D:"She's just gonna pop out anytime soon ya haha."

K:"Who you talking about, your baby or Meera."

D:"Wait...both actually hahaz."

Being in labour, Dee still got the time to joke around.
Khai just love her craziness.
She doesn't change one bit even when she's a mum.
Khai then continue on.

D:"So Dee, i got a call from Meera's secretary that we be going to Meera's house in 2 days time."
D:"Oh ok.I will ask Nizam if he can come along."
K:"Sure that will be great."
D:"Hmm ok."

Khai looked at the watch its already 2.00pm.
He remembered he had a lunch date with Armaan at 1.30pm.
He knew he is already late.

K:"Oh shit im late.Im suppose to have lunch with Armaan now."
D:"Oh my you better go now."
K:"Ok see ya Dee i will call you again ya about the flight details."

And Khai hurriedly went off.
He hailed a cab to get to his destination.
On the way, he called Meera's secretary, Akki to get ready the flight tickets and planned on the meeting and stuff.

K:"Hey Akki."
A:"Wazzap dude."
K:"Have you got the plane tickets ready?"
A:"Yup i have it with me now."
K:"Ok good.So i talked to Dee and its settled that she is going but don't know if her husband is going with her."
A:"Oh ok but not to worry i got about 5 tickets for her well Meera wanted to get 5 actually so maybe that Dee could come with her family."
K:"Cool thats just...cool."
A:"Hahaz thanks."
K:"So the flight will be in 2 days time that is a Wednesday in the afternoon izzit."
A:"Yup Wednesday at 2pm."
K:"Ok thanks Akki."

Khai finally reached his destination.
He quickly make his way to the cafe.
He knew Armaan gonna be angry as he is late.

A:"Erm Khai, how are you and Armaan."
K:"We are going good as a couple."
A:"Oh ok then."
A:"You know Khai I still have feelings for you."
A:"I'm still in love with you."
K:"Akki how many times must we go through this."
A:"I know. I know.We can only be friends for the sake of Meera."
K:"Ya I don't want Meera to know that you love me or she will fire you."
A:"Okok i get you."
K:"Dont worry Akki you will find someone better than me ok."

Khai reached the cafe with alittle curiosity.
Khai was looking at where Armaan is sitting but his not sitting alone.
Looks like some guy is sitting with him talking happily.
But Khai can't make it who is he as his back is facing Khai.

K:"Akki i gtg now."
A:"You take care k.Bye."

Khai went to Armaan and the unknown guy.
Armaan saw Khai and his face suddenly changed.

K:"Hey Armaan sorry i'm late."
A:"No problem dear."
K:"So who you been talking to."
A:"Erm....."

The guy turned to look at Khai........

Part 4 coming soon :)

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

ep 221

my best friend's wedding part 2, ep 221

Armaan was surprised about Meera and Shahid having a wedding at such short notice.
Khai get some hot milo for him and Armaan while they continue on the story.

A:"So u gonna go meet Dee later?"
K:"Hmmm guess so...I dunnola."
A:"Aiyoh.Just meet her la. I do wana know how she is doing having a baby girl in her womb."
K:"Oh ya.She is gonna give birth anytime soon right. Ok then later we meet her la.You coming with me right?"
A:"Duh I am."

Khai and Armaan had decided to meet Dee in the afternoon.
Both of them went back to sleep and hope no one disturb them again.


In Paris, Lina and Meera were talking about what to do about the wedding.
Meera knew that she had to settle all this wedding crap since Shahid is not putting a single finger in it as his only job is to provide the money for the wedding.

M:"God what am i to do.I dunno anything about planning a wedding and summore it has to be done in a weeks time."
M:"OH MY GOD, ONLY 7 DAYS LEFT TO MY WEDDING."
L:"Woah realx, breath in and out.Relaxla."
M:"At this point of time i cant relax, im really scared you know."
L:"Hmmm, not being single again or planning the wedding."
M:"Both both."
L:"Dun worry. I be here to help you and Khai too.Your parents and Shahids parents will also be helping.Theres no need to worry k."
M:"Okok now im relaxed abit."
L:"Good.Now lets finish up our lunch so we can go back to your place.I have asked Ronnie to bring us there with his jet."
M:"Awwwe thanks Lina.

Both of them finish up thier lunch and then pack up thier stuff to go back to Meera's place.
While helping Lina packing her stuff, Meera got a call from a number she dunno.
She answered.

M:"Hello, whos this."
??:"............"
M:"Hello.....anyone there."
??:"Hello Meera.
M:"Hello there, may i know who are you."
??:"So you getting married in a weeks time."
M:"How you know that i'm getting married soon. hello...who is this!"
??:"Let's just say i'm your silent lover and you gonna pay for it for what you do to me."
M:"Huh what is going on here.Can you tell me whoa re you!!"

Meera was really scared of who that stranger could be.
Lina was curious whats going on with Meera as she is sounding scared on the phone.
She stopped packing and see if Meera was ok.


??:"Just a simple warning.Be careful on your wedding day.
The stanger start laughing evilly.
Meera was so scared she throwed away the phone.

L:"Meera whats going on.Why are you crying. Is evrything ok?"
M:"No no no its not ok.I just got a call from a stranger who warns me to becareful on my wedding day."
L:"Huh.I think that guy crazy or something."
M:"I'm serious Lina."
L:"La forget about it, maybe its just a prank call. Come help me pack up."
M:"Hmmm i guess so. ok then lets continue."

Meera still dunno whether the call was a joke or not but how could the stanger know about her wedding day when she only told the people close to him.

Meera shakes her head real hard to forget the situation.
Lina was looking at her thinking to herself,"Is she herself or not, dah giler agaknyer, maybe stress sangat."

part 3 coming soon....

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

ep 220

a best friend's wedding part 1, ep 220

(this is a continuation story from Meera's creation)
Khai was snoring away when he got awaken by the ringtone of his handphone
Armaan was grumping away telling Khai to shut that thing down.
Khai was curious who would call at 3am in the morning.
He checked his phone and it was none other than his best friend, Meera.
"What izzit now" he whines.

Khai quickly get up, grabbed his phone to the living room
Don't want his dear to get all angry from his beauty sleep.
He answered the call.

K:"Hello Meera,why you calling me at this time."
M:"Im sorry Khai,I just had to call you its urgent."
K:"Oh ok but where are you right now."
M:"At Lina's house in Paris."
K(thinking):No wonder the time difference.
K:"So what is so urgent"
M:"Well you know that me and Shahid are gonna get married anytime soon right."
K:"Ya and..."
M:"And well Shahid wants to get married by this week."
K:"WTF, isnt that too early!"
M:"Yes i know i got like 1000 replies of that."
K:"Haizz, are you really serious about it, and how about your parents,how about HIS parents?"
M:"Well all our parents had decied to get us married by the next 2 months but...."
K:"But what"
M:"Something cock up since i'm gonna be busy with my business projects by next month and if we keep delaying the marriage well my mum best words is you not gonna have a child soon."

Khai start LOL in the room.
Waking up Armaan at the same time.Well he thinks his guy could have gone crazy and wanna check up on him.

M:"Not funny ok."
K:"Okok i stop.So how can i help you at this short notice."
M:Since you are in Singapore now, I want you to ask Dee about my wedding date."
K:"OK thats easy, the date is settled, how about the place setting and all."
M:" Ehehe....well thats where i need your help."
K:"Haizz I knew it."
M:"Don't worry I will settle you and Dee's flight to Perth.We will meet at my house, you me dee and lina.Settle?"
K:"Ok settle,u know you owe me alot of cheesecake hahaz."
M:"Oh whatever. Please tell Dee about it and send her my regards k, bye bye."

With that Meera hung up.
Khai put down his phone at the end table and saw his dear leaning by the bedroom door.
Armaan was asking who Khai had been talking to.
And Khai tell him the whole story.

part two coming soon

Thursday, March 5, 2009

ep 219

ep 219, 200 blocks away

been busy lately
with the moving
but its the same old routine
i think this the 3rd time i move
that i can remember

from having my own room
now i have to share a room with my sister
overall i like my new house
small and cozy

one thing i dont like when we are moving
is the packing and unpacking of stuff
the very big question is whether to keep or throw it away
as i imagine now that i moving to a smaller house
we should cut less on the items we have
need to throw alot of stuff

but well my dad just keeps wanting to keep them
when it is of no use anymore
me my mum n my sis plan to throw stuff
while my dad thinks of keeping stuff

the movers had to make 2 trips
coz of all the stuff we had
boxes added up to about more than 50 thats what my mum said
including the furniture
some of the big furniture my dad give away to people
we cant bring to the new house
there just wouldnt be any space

we moved last sat
and thres is still alot of unpacking to do
luckily i quickly unpack all my stuff
when i had the time

been busy lately at camp
and a stressful one to
banyak drama going on

i helped one of my sargent SG Ryan with his presentation
coxz hes not good in it and i just feel like helping him coz i feel pity on him

then my sargent Sg Andie who i am assist to
well im his pa
he see me helping Sg Ryan alot lately
i dunnola maybe jealous or angry i dunnola
start pouring me with his work while he relax one corner
and hes not giving me a chance if i dun finish it
thats tough

Ryan tried to help me out
when Andie is not around
now he pitied me haha

now at the moment Andie is on course
and while hes sumwhr else
im doing his work like theres no tomorrow
instructions after instructions were given by him in like evry 30 min
i was wondering if my sargent is doing his course or just ordering me around for leisure
i remember that he tried to crack and made me cry like a baby one day infront of him

dun worry i will be strong
thanks to u.....
sorry if i had not been texting u or calling u lately
wherever i am,either in camp or at home
ur messages or calls brings me smiles and laughter
thnx and i luv u....