So much drama, ep 150
After the weeks of me knowing that i be graduating
well alot of things start to happen
i'm not even close to the grad ceremoney and getting my solid hard diploma
and alot of stuff is happening in my life
tot all this drama wud jus happen after
let c.....wad been happening
let start wif me being jobless.....but was not alone
coz i finally made a new best fren - happy happy
n lets just say he is just like meera onli more malay n more guy n less hindi(no offnese meera heeh)
well other than meera i jus luv toking under the sun wif him too same goes wif him
but the saddest thing is dat he had to go off to perth so early
dat i jus cant believe it
n he coming back in a years time
oh god i was like so crying
n yet i be crying again when meera goes off
izzit me or that my very best frens likes goin off
den come the big problem - n more crying
lets just say it has sumting to do wif money full stop
n thus i knew my sis is smiling all the way laughing at me
well i do wan her to feel that
after complaining abt me that i have been getting 'royal treatement' from my parents
i dun wana get this treatment
i dun wana be the special one
takder fairness langsung
ever since my parents dun tok to us much n always go out
me n my sis haf tried to be independent ourselves
n as for me i wana tink out of the box - trying to do something outside my comfort zone
u never know u may like it and surprisingly i did like it
though i do have to be alert for anything
my dad is not like those dads that go screaming n strt killing u for the little stupid thing u done
in fact my mom is more scary den my dad lolx
so i been following my mum lately
n coz without my dad guiding me instead my mum guide me, dats hw i turn out to be
so since the big problem - cry cry
i know i know i really learn my lesson
n my mum has ban me from goin clubbin again
but i beg her if i cud go for the final time
in the end i did - happy happy
i went to st james fabulous with shidah n raihan
in the end we make frens wif 3 other guys - aizal, alif and haikal(dunnola his name)
n i really luv them they r sooo frenly
its very different than hanging out wif my other gang - keyis,shadik and hairman
i must say the place at st james powerhouse is much better than in play
well its big no doubt about it
but wat i hate is going home by the 1st train
i dunno y i hate going home after clubbing before the sunrise
one is surely my parents strt nagging
u noela they will always think "mesti lepak ngan kawan yg bukan2"
i also know about that who doesn't
i m always alert wen i go to dis places
u noela ppl drunk here n thr
drinking here n thr
but as for me hehe i dun drink k , i dun even smoke
though my frens drink n smoke, some tried offering me a drink but i tell dem i dun
budak baik katerkan(rite........)
but that doesnt turn out ot be the final time
coz sum1 insist of goin again
n well my best fren cuzzin wanted to noe how it goes in those club
n yep the past week i went to play n st james again
oh god two times in a row
oh well im happy to mit aizal n alif again, they make me smile........lolx
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forgot to tell abt this guy who has been harassing me - confuse confuse
well i tink to him wen he c my pics he was like
but for me when ic his pics i was........oh ok
i mean he cutela
but u got the looks oredy wat about ur personality
im nt gonna be ur bf jus becoz i cn use u to show u around kan
dats so pathetic
wats even more pathetic
is he kip tinking of me
missing me n all those mushy2 stuff la
i was like scared at ferst
hmmm hw cn u miss me when we havent even met yet
and all u c r pics of me n u noe pics n the real thing cud look diff
dats for me la coz my pics makes me look cuter den the real me(prasaan)
i tell him nt to go so fastla
we onli just started
heck i dun even know you yet and same goes to you
and you start to fall in love wif me
so not right for me la eh
well i hurt him alot of times
n im really sorry
tot that wud end our relationship
but noo he still goes after me
such a strong guy
so i tot of meeting himla giving him a chance
in the end turn out to be disaster
he was scolding me like crazy
isnt it weird u wanna mit for the first time at a spa
was kinda weird to me
so in tht end had a fite wif him
he was screaming at me on the fone
n i was like ignoring it
tot that wud be the end
BUT he conatct me again
oh god dis guy btol tk stop
so i dunno until now if he still disturbing me or not
well enuff about the guy
i finally got a job
well more like i become a tutor
but well its good i got sumting to do to pay my debts
my mum is happy wif it
dats gd oredy