behind those glasses ep 119
its 6am in the morning
just came back from a long day
and im blogging oh my
well just wanna let out sumting after wat i have done to my sister
IM SORRY
i didnt know that my parents is goin bbq till the morning
so i tot they goin to come bck home ltr at 12 or 1am
but at 5am my mum koll if im home
and she still at the bbq
WTF shd haf told me sooner dat u gonna bbq till the morning
or else i haf nt left my sis home alone till the morning
okok so evrything my fault la
im a bad son
im a bad brother
i've turned crooked
but all this is covered with lies and as my sis says my intelligence
and also poor conversation
we just like saying sumtin parts by parts especially to me
n in the end i hafta find out the rest
nw dat my bro is gone
all is lookin at me
my mum and dad support me alot
dis really makes my sis jealous
n summore tink of me as a spoil bratt
welll im kinda am a spoil bratt
but im tryin to change dat
im tryin to be independent as i can
im nt getting any younger
im turnin to an ADULT dammit
need to find a job n feed myself rather den my parents feed me
n coz of dat overprotection frm my parents is one major thing
although my mum is kinda ok wif me looking after myself the knows and hows
its just my dad he is just too overprotective
i know u really care for me alot
but i gotta make my own ways sooner or later
i be going ns soon
i will nt be at home for like 5 days evrywk
u be left wif ur daughter at home
n i be at camp
well im so gonna get tortured in thr
now who doesnt like dat
surely my sis like it hahaz
whenever my dad strt asking questions
its like im being interviewed by the reporter or sumting
very the kepo
most common question would be
"who u go out wif?"
"whos dat girl?"
"whos dat boy?"
mainly on my frens im wif
but the major qsn dat hit me wen ask abt my frens surely is:
"whr ur fren sch"
always dat tau
mus i onli make frens wif sch frens
cant i make frens outside too
i know abt bad influence n stuff
im prepared 4 dat
well i oredy kana by SUM1 oredy n dat is nt dat bad influence
jus change my image onli
im still myself onli look diff
well my parents did c the diff in me
i now dress better den be4
i dun look geeky animore
the yesteryear of me being a nerd always hitting the books n being a couch potato at home
has changed
n 4 my crookedness
i noe my sis n frens r like worried abt it but i understand i noe dis is like sooo wrong
but tooo me dis will be temporary
i know im gonna change sumhw
onli god knows
though my parents dunno abt it
jus see me as sum 'lembut' person
like my sis fren Fareez whom my mum like to relate to
whom i tot maybe cud be gay well he did make frens wif sum of the gay guys dat i know of
budden wateverla eh lembut pon lembut la
dats who i am
if u dun like who i am den i dunnola eh
i noe u guys wan me to change i oso wan it too but time will tell
so respect me for wat i haf become