ep 212

ep 212, big complain

I SO FUCKING CAN'T CELEBRATE NEW YEARS COZ I KANA DUTY AT CAMP
I KANA CELEBRATE NEW YEAR AT CAMP
I HATE THIS
I CANT PARTY ON NEW YEAR EVE
NOT HAPPY
HELL NO

ep 211

ep 211, does it.....

does'nt even matter

ep210

ep 210, feel it

i start to shiver
i feel so cold
when it doesnt
my body feel so weak
throat is feel with pain
coughing is like a torture
runny nose like a tapwater
sneezing is unstoppable
tissues are my only friend now
vision not clear
head spinning round n round
really hate this feeling
body so hot

argh i hate this

ep 209

ep 209, unexpected

surf internet
listen music
check mail
got a message
read it
sum1 asking for acceptance
a vry big decision has to be made
in the end its accepted

chat chat
understand each other
laugh at each other
talk cock
pretty interesting talk
smile smile smile
is this the correct thing
but nevermind
just let it flow
and see what happens

days gone by
felt sumting funny
dunwan to rush
try to think of something else
concentrate on work
still wont work
can't stop thinking
and also the situation

frens kepo2
warn not to go on
leave it
dunwan to listen
still havent decide
should or should not

some say keep it
let it be unknown
hate this feeling
it feels so wrong
but nevermind
just let it flow

one special day
turn out to be nightmare
very big blow
more like explosion
understandable
feels like a punishment

very very hard
but life has to go on

ep 208

ep 208, so fucked up

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It's not the first, it's not the last time
That my heart got broken
My love got turned around
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ep 207

ep 207, new stuff new frens

yesterdae went shopping with my mum
bought a new bag and a new hp
as usual she brings me along to see if she pick the correct bag
well by price and by quality that is
we search from one shopping centre to the other
going round and round and round
seriously i was feeling dizzy with all the brands and bags around me
in the end she finally choose one 'oh god finally'
hahaz

the price was good
the quality was good
my mum got herself a BUM bag
dont care what brand it is as long its looks good on my mum
n man she cant stop smiling getting her new bag

and as for me
need to get myself a new hp
those without a camera
well as usual its for my camp
my current one, the one my ex gave me
well kinda gone crazy n have an attitude of its own
it can allow or not allow calls even when there is reception
weird isnt it

after the search
i got the cheapset one
a motorola hp at just 55 bux
not just dat with 55 bux i got
a soft toy
a hi card + a top up card
now dats worth it

my mum cant wait to gif dat soft toy to none other than my nephew hahaz

got home n sleep
kinda tiring ok
got up at 7pm
get ready here and there to meet tiara n my frens
time to club
seriously i need one
after what i been through

met her at tanjong pagar mrt
looks like she got herlsef some new frens
chloe and lily
really nice to meet them
well actually i met lily before

so ti was chloe's first time
so being a good new fren
i helped her to enjoy dat night
and man she seriously enjoy
no drinking involve ok


me and the girls







didnt knew i look nice smiling with my teeth hahaz
must smile more no more of my robot smile(thats what meera say)

k dats all
need to sleep
tired from clubbing

ep 206

ep 206, milk inc

first thing first
wanna say happy birthday to my bestie frm poly,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SITI



its been long i heard about my fave dance group from Belgium, Milk Inc.
remebered that there should be a perofrmance by them at the TMF awards
well they did it every year since 2005
so search around it at youtube
and yup got thier performance video
it was just wonderful
love the way Linda dress, love her boots that is hahaz



this is thier performance video at the TMF Awards 2008
performing thier songs Race Tonight and Forever
thier new singles
i really love the song Tonight



of all the milk inc performance
i always like what Linda wears
shes beautiful isnt she

k dats all

ep 205

ep 205, haircut

2dae didnt know what to do
onli thing in my mind was to cut my hair
then called my bestie meera
tot of meeting her and well she can make it
so happy

it has been a long time i havent meet her
since i been busy at camp
i ask her to invite dee oso
n looks like dee is coming

god i cant be any happier
two of my best frens i havent met 4 a long time
a few weeks is a long time ok
n i so havent go city hall for a long time

this 3 things is what i mostly do wif my bestie
be4 i enter ns
we go qiji have our lunch
we go secret recipe have our desert and its mainly the cheesecake(totally delicious)
and lastly we hang out at esplanade rooftop

haizz those were the days
but im so happy i get to do it again
after being damn busy with ns
same goes wif my frens who r busy with school

so dat afternoon met meera at the mrt station
haha didnt knew shes oso gonna wear black
and finally seen her in a skirt hahaz
nice one meera

took a few pics while waiting for dee









we talk and talk while waiting for dee
but in the end dee cant make it
haizz was really expecting her

so me n meera had our lunch at qiji
we soo dunno wat 2 order
aiya long time i havent eat thr
i go for the popiah










after our lunch
we went to Times book store
so gonna check up on the books
well meera dat is
bookworm besar tu hehe

tot of having our cheesecake
but then we were kinda full
so next time ajerla eh

i was thinking of buying this cute little whine up toys at kiddy palace
caught my attention few months ago while buying a bday present for my nephew
well its so cute
tot of getting it
but not enought money
i only got 10 bux
n its mostly gonna be use for cutting my hair
so next time im so gonna get it hahaz

we window shopping here and thre
and its already gonna be 6
hafta send meera back
since her mom is waiting

on the way back to the station
i saw raihan
my bestie or i call it my 'abang' haha

oh god i was so surpise n happy
its been so long
damn so happy to see him
really miss him alot
gave him a gd hug
n we talk abit be4 i make my way

hope he coming to PLAY this fridae
so gonna be fun dancing with him

2dae had really been gr8 dae
wif meera n meeting up wif raihan

really like to thank my fren who cheered me up dat day
thnx alot ya

went home straight
and get my haircut done
now m hair okokla
not so short
not so long
just nice

aiya as long i nvr get caught by the RSM
i'm happy.

ep 204

ep 204, picture pictures

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me and my bestie shidah hanging out 2gether goin clubbing dat is











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bored in the car as my dad send me back to camp










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seriously have nothing to say hahaz

ep 203

ep 203, happiness is just around the corner

yes i'm back home
good to be back home from camp
after the torture of duty(not so) and doing ippt(very much torture)

2dae was damn stress at camp
same goes with my fren
i was nt feelin well, gt sore throat, felt weak, hiccuping alot
n my fren had problems wif his guy

so in the end after work
we went shopping at Lot1
we just need to release the strezzz
i gt myself a pair of shoes
my fren got sum clothes
we did had fun shopping

we then went our separate ways n went home
took 168 from woodlands
luckily didn't overslept n reach bedok hahaz
str8 home i go, on my lappie

check my mails as usual
friendster and blog
go to youtube n went to find this specific song
that been playin in my head since i club at PLAY last sat
the song haunt me until now
and yes i finally found it



Frozen, I'm Frozen, I'm Frozen, I'm Frozen
yes im damn frozen i finally got the song hahaz
wateverla

watch a few bollywood here n thr at youtube
sing song la
tok tok la
well thnx to a certain sum1 hehe
dat i 4got to watch the suria drama Suami Untuk Isteriku
damn u $#@$@#$.

hehex

well dats all for now
so wanna sleep
tmr i dunno wat i be doin
i be on leave tmr
maybe sleep whole day
i dunnola


- why must this happen again to me -
- for whatever it is, as long you are happy i will not disturb you -
- happi ness is a treasure -
- treasure it while you can -

ep 202

finish, end, ep 202

finally after 4 days of playing, i completed Tomb Raider: Underworld.
now i know if Lara's mother was still alive or there is such thing call Avalon whatever it is.
the game really had a lot of suprises.
one enemy from the very 1st tomb raider game was working together with an enemy from the previous game
isnt dat intresting.

wat more intresting
the ending was an all girls fight hahaz
i like dat.

now game complete
wad to do now
time to continue watching back powerpuff girl z hehe

laters
rushing off to watch the anime

ep 201

diarrohea, ep 201

2dae has been quite a headache for me
dat is making damn lot of decisions
when i could have just went straight home

i was having stomach pains in the morning
i tot its normal
so went back to slp till 5.20
where i went out to catch the train at lakeside
but my stomach acted up again
just as i was in the train to jurong east

my mind was thinking I WANT THE TOILET TOILET TOILET lolz
so i tahan until i reach jurong east
man i was sweating
took the NS train n sat down
felt a sign of relieve haha

on my way to cck
i strt tinkin stuffs in my head :
1.alight must go toilet
2.should i go camp or not
3. i must go camp i got duty
4. urgh the pain cant tahan
5. must go camp scared duty

the thinking goes on until i reach the bus stop waiting for the bus
should i go or shouldnt i go
well in time the bus came n i saw my fren
was happy abt it
didnt feel the pain
as we make our way to camp
oh god the pain comes back
god i seriously dunno wat 2 do
i ask my fren if i should go camp or just take mc

he gif a str8 reply of u better just take mc
he see me suffering in pain he oso cant take it
i was so stubborn tellin him abt my duty
my fren reply" ko ni tk abis2 ngn duty ko, ko tak matikan kalo tk buat duty tapi ko nanti mati kalo ko tk balik skrg"
hahaz he do haf a point

so i drop down n took a bus to boon lay
frm thr str8 i went home
str8 to the toilet i go
its like my goal after all wat
to go to the toilet haha


so took mc dat day
n get a full rest
n a special treat by my mum at swensen
im having stomach pains can still go eat at swensen
not bad hahaz

so wat i do the whole day
what else but play tomb raider underworld
finally i have played the game
god im so happy despite me in pain

all i was tinkin nw play play play shit later haha
other than playin my new fave game
i manage to chat wif sum1 new
finally sum1 to tok to while im in bed (other than meera dat is)

still tinkin wat gonna happen at camp wen i come back tmr
i still havent come back camp dis wk
mondae was holidae
tuesdae was on leave
n 2dae i was on mc
haha onli 2 daes left
n fridae i got appointment wich i mite be on half day

soo hafta sleep nw
nd to catch the train frm tamp tmr
hope no stomach pains again

ep 200

phonography, ep 200

Lets talk about biology,
Make believe youre next to me,
Phonography, phonography,
Talk that sexy talk to me,
Better make sure that the line is clean,
Keep it confidential, you and me.
Phonography, phonography,
Dirty talking, call it phonography.

in other words......phonesex lolx

i jus lurve britneys new album
yup that is part of the lyrics from her new song phonography

ep 199

3 words, ep 199

IM IN LOVE

ep 198

so tired, ep 198

typing this entry
feeling very tired now
listenin to Above and Beyond - AloneTonight
felt kinda lonely

2dae had been a tiring day
woke up at 5am do duty
which includes flag raising(my 1st time doing it)
was really the nervous seh but the guys helped me
and also looking after the guys eating at the cookhouse(the most boring one)

ended my duty at 8am
tot i wanna go back to my bunk and sleep
which my seargents let me
but they say they going ALB(Army Logistic Base)
i tot i wana go
mimi has go yesterdae which i kinda felt jealous i didnt go coz i was on duty
so i tell my seargents dat i dunwan to take my duty rest and wana follow them
so for the whole day i was with sgt andie, sgt yus and warrant kumar
the 4 of us guiding the people with the sizing for no.1 and no.2 uniform
if u guys dunno dat
its those uniform the white one wear at ndp
i got to try on it
my seargents let me try it
how nice of dem
and well ir eally look good in it hahaz

fr0m ALB
we had our lunch at Jurong Point banquet
this was like the 1st time im having lunch wif my seniors
i mean as per usual i be having lunch at camp
but this is so much special
going out with them was kinda fun
i tot its gonna be boring
but with sgt yus and sgt andie around
theres laughter evrywhr
they r the best i wanna say
when comes to serious they r serious
when comes to fun they r damn funny

went back to camp at ard 3pm
had alot of work to do
paperwork and vouchers
and as usual sgt andie keeps shouting at me and mimi for
QUOTATION QUOTATION AND QUOTATION
its like the main word we heard for the past 2 weeks
and we been hogging at one of this stationary company for this quotation
until the staff we always call also fed up hahaz

god its 12 gotta slp nw
tmr hafta do QUOTATION AGAIN
thnk god sgt andie excuse me and mimi frm the CO parade
i hatae parades
having to stand thr and wait for him to walk pass us
i rather do sumting than stand thr for sum guy to see how i look overall
but we were notr excuse frm taking our ippt haizz
but tmr im onli focusing on this 2 stuff
QUOTATION AND IPPT
in the end my prize is the happy hour woohoo
and event done by sgt yus

its gonna be another bz n fun n intresting dae
at my camp
its always is

k goin off nw
buhbye :)

ep 197

bz bz bz, ep 197


bz with work
bz with camp
bz with paperwork
bz with duty
bz wif frens
bz clubbing
bz wif appointments
bz wif interviews
bz with events
bz with exercises

and lastly

bz watching powerpuffgirls z

hahaz :)

ep 196

cos,deepavali,halloween,clubbin,...,ep 196

been busy the past few days
mostly due to cos duty at camp
let c
last week fridae book out of camp n went home
went clubbing wif alif n after dat
str8 to my camp
for my very 1st time doing cos duty
i was scaredla coz seriously i dunno wat to do
nvr done be4
n no one has breif me about it
luckily the previous guy on duty teach me
what a life saver haha

my duty is a 24hr duty
so i tsrt at 8am dat sat morning n it finish sundae morning at 8 am
so on sundae i finally went str8 hum
n get slp slp slp
but its not over for the dae

dat nite went to st james
went clubbin again wif raihan dis time
its been a long time i went to st james
god really miss the place
clubbin the nite away on the eve of deepavali
me n raihan really had a lot of fun
god we dance for like 4 hours on the podium
n yes i m tired

mondae holidae
me sleep sleep sleep
on tuesdae went back camp
do cos duty again haizz
while evry1 is on leave
hate dat

evry1 was lookin forward to halloween
wad to wearla
costumes costumes costumes
as for me on halloween i dress as a COS
yup COS my duty costume haha
well just wear dat tag on my left arm
got duty on halloween
dat sux

ep 195

moon so nice, ep 195

woke up this morning
didnt study for my practical test at all
listening to a remix of relax,take it easy
while making my way to tampines interchange
the full moon got my attention
as i walk along the red brick road to my destination
it was so nice
something i never seen for a long time

met up with mat
hes late as always
took the bus to yishun
slept in the bus
finally reach yishun
waited for faizil
n we finally took the bus to sembawang camp
but someones left behind
mat was with his girl
i was surprise
he ask to go first
so we did

reached camp
bags checked
waited for first parade
but there wasn't one
all went to class
get ready for a breifing for the test
i was the 2nd batch to go

my 1st stop was identifying 10 items
i manage to identify all of them
so only careless mistakes will get my marks deducted

2nd and 3rd stop was the assembling
2nd stop was much easier but with a time of 3 minutes to assemble
i just wish i was flash
there was not enough time
but i manage to assemble everything
and get the frequency and do all th test needed

3rd stop another more aseembling
but with more wires
managed to do it
it worked
just didnt connect the loudspeaker
it was just hard
i didnt have the strength
but it works im happy with that
were suppose to setup the frequency and all
but was not needed
i hope i pass thats all

finally all 3 stops done
and my test is finally done
had my lunch wif the guys
was stopped by a commander on the way back
wants us to march
when i know hes only bullying us
it was raining abit ya

so back at the mess
me n the guys played some games
waiting for the others to finish the test
i hope it didnt take that long
i was taking my chances on playing king of fighters
im not fond into this kind of fighting games
but what the heck
didnt knew i was on a roll manage to get thru a few stages
i was impress and kinda addicted
keep wanting to play when i lost
its only 20 cents per game
cheap isnt it
played for about 30 minutes or so
and i had to stop
seriously my hands were aching
its more like i breaking the machine with the hitting
rather than playing the game

me n my frens went up to the class
and do
nothing nothing nothing
so bored i listen to my mp3
for 2 hours
it was already 5.30
still it hasn't ended
and im getting very cold
very very cold

me n mat decide to to the mess
to get a quick bite
he went smoking while i went meet the guys
chat here and there
it finally ends at 6.45

sgt fazli was not really happy with us
he was dissapointed in most of the guys
a handful had failed some of the stations
for the very first time i see him very angry
its not very nice to see a handsome guy angry
i understand how he feels

we finally book out
took the bus home
and oh my its already 8
went to take something from mats house
went to buy lens
n took the bus home
waitin for the bus at tp
just brings back good memories when i was still schooling
i just wish i am still in tp and havent graduate yet
blame me for being a clever boy

finally reached home
its thursday night
it means the takraw mats are playing tonite
just hate to be seen by them
more likely hate to be seen by them everyday
just gimme the idunnohowtoexplain feeling when the guys are there
has the feeling they are staring at me
but oh whatever

so glad to be home
really sorry for my parents for being back home late
they really care for me
but as for now i have to be on my own sometimes

talked to mybest fren alif
got conferenced wif feza
damn i miss feza so much
dat sweet lively girl
she just makes me smile

finished all the chatting
gotta pack up for tomorrow
theres gonna be a run
god long time i havent do any exercise
except dancing alot
does that count as exercise
i dun even know
running tomorrow
i think i just walk ya
thats for today

im shivering from the cold
must turn off aircon

ep 194

relax take it easy ep 194

its now to my 2nd week of my course at sembawang camp
i have to take this supply assitant course for comms
and the course is 2 weeks
now im in my 2nd week
and man do i miss my camp
seriously i miss my camp
i miss warrant kumar
i miss sgt andie
i miss sgt yus
i miss farhan
i miss amirrul(though we jalan raya a few days ago)
i miss the rp guys
the others not so hehe

so my course commanders or the family i would like to call it
have been teaching me alot lately
sgt fazli(son)
sgt douglas(son)
master ahad(father)
n warrant agnes(mother)
so dats y i call it the family
sgt fazli the hottie, i melt whenever he smiles hehe
sgt douglas the funny one, he try to make jokes but it turns lame but he soo cute
master ahad the guy who everyone like to call master sunday instead since ahad is the malay for sunday
and warrant agnes, the only lady who get bad remarks frm most of the guys in the course
mostly i try to understand her teaching but c'mon she doing her best
the only lady teaching a class lot of guys who doesn't know anything
isn't that hard for her

being in the course makes me feel back in the poly days
its like im waking up for school to go for lectures n do practicals
other than thta faizil my poly classmate was also in the course

tmr left only one set of equipment to study on
before the practical test on thursaday
and the theory test which i think is on friday
get this done quick and man i be so happy
hate waking up early n take a very long bus ride to sembawang

just cant wait to go back camp nxt week

ep 193

Womanizer, ep 193



i like this video
people are liking it
the music is nice
i dun like it at first
one part is irritating
but i still watch it
coz of the guy
hes hot
why he vanish in the end
what britney do to him
y i ask alot
hope u guys also like it :)

ep 192

Selamat Hari Raya, ep 192

Ingin mengucapkan selamat hari raya to all my muslim frens and relatives
maaf zahir dan batin.

1st day raya
as usual went to my relatives house onli 5 den str8 to my camp
yup i hafta go back camp
gd thing my dad send me to my camp at 11pm
but i didnt book in in my baju kurung la

change to my clothes at my aunt house
while the baju kurung my mum bring home
cant believe i get duit raya woot

2nd dae raya

woke up at 4.30am in the morning
gotta go get ammo wif sgt yus n syazwan
man i was damn tired
but wat 2 do
im part of the ammo party
im dealing with live rounds
dats dangerous

so me n the others
took the tonner to nee soon camp
get some ammo
and went to mandai hill live fire range
at ard 10am
whr we waited for the guys
for the cobra challenge
as the ammo party
i hafta get ready ammo for the guys who goin to go shot in the live range
in all i jus hate it
2nd dae of raya n im doin this

the challenge was for 2 daes
i ask my sgt if its gonna be a short while
i tot i jus came here jus to send the ammo den go back camp
but noooo
sgt yus told me we hafta be here until every1 finishes
and dat ended like 5 pm
so frm 5 pm it doesnt end thr
i still hafta go back nee soon camp
give back the ammo
n i reach back camp at 7 plus to 8
man i was damn tired
this was not the end
i still haf another day to go

3rd dae of raya
same thing woke up at 4.30am
same old thing get the ammo from nee soon camp
reach mandai live firing area
but dis time its gonna be a short one
and indeed it is
all ended at 12pm
im so happy
we all quickly send back ammo to nee soon camp
and went back to camp
heard dat it was gonna be a half day
was happy about dat until sgt andie hold us back
coz a metal detector was not found
he settle in a way in which all the people who took part in the cobra challenge hafta pay it back
haizz jus pay la
for me i jus wana go home

finally time to book out
pack up my stuff and the things i needed
nxt wk i be goin for my course at sembawang camp for 2 weeks
so will not be at my camp for 2 weeks
went back home
slept thru the whole journey
god i was so tired
reached home n slept again
until i got a call and it was alif

i was sooo happy he finally call
after so long we havent chat yet
he ask me if i wana go clubbing tonite
i was tinkin abt it
its oredy been a month i havent go
i was tinkin of goin but i dunno if im gonna go out wif my family later
so after talking wif my mum the result is im goin clubbing woot

dat nite met up wif alif
have a very long chat wif him
we jus chat about anything ya
seriously i miss him n i miss clubbin
dat nite i really had a lot of fun n i really earn it
after my hard work for dat challenge at camp

ep 191

Random chat, ep 191

just some random chat in the office

Sgt Yus was playing PCD songs and well Sgt Andie is not into it.
Sgt Yus then when out for a while.

Sgt Andie: Urgh, turn off the music, i can't handle this.
Basheer turn it off.
Sgt Andie: Now thats what i like peace and quiet.

I was laughing away la that sgt andie dun like it well as for me i was singing away when the song was played while making ketupat.

Then Sgt Yus came back.

Sgt Yus: Who turn off the songs.
Sgt Yus: I wanna listen to PCD.
He on it back.

Sgt Yus: Now thats better.
Sgt Andie: NOO. Brain damage brain damage(i think la thats wat he say sumting abt his brains lol)
Sgt Andie: Ni mesti khai suker ni.

I was just smiling away.

Sgt Yus: Ni baru best kan.
Sgt Andie:Ni ikut2 setan.(That part cracks me up)
Sgt Yus: la watever.
Sgt Andie: khai ngan yus mesti nganh shiok ni.

thn sgt yus and me start talking about the new pcd album and waddya know my sgt got the new album already.
man hes fast lol

and then came up my fave song - when i grow up

weeheee happinesss while making ketupat
that is until i forgot i hafta do something for sgt yus lol
yela enjoy sngt sampai luper.

dunno wats up wif me and ketupats.

ep 190

1 dae left to raya, ep 190

its only 1 dae left to raya
n im stuk at camp
nt at home cleaning my house
so wat i been doing
well been making
ketupats ketupats n more ketupats
yup been making those just to decorate the office n the other places

there was so much to do at work
oher than making ketupats
the new QM finally come in
man he has that angry look
but hes cute i must say
i think hes just shy hehez

n i finally haf a new fren in my admin 'company'
thats wat my boss says
so now is me farhan basheer and amirrul, the new guy
now 4 clerks thats alot ya
been expecting amirrul to be wif me in the office
now i finally have him beside me, ntg much pls jus a colleague
n welcome amirrul to the 'clerk company' - thats lame
n also welcome the new QM
still cant figure his name out when i even ask him for his particulars lol
guess the ketupats got me forgotten about his name

ep 189

Thoughts, ep 189

2 months has passed by and i have forgotten about my last.
I'm still the way i am, lonely and free till i met you.
You were so nice and kind to me.
I was beginning to like you and well its turns more n more.
I forgotten to overlook the major details.
Until you say it out to me.
One after another i got the news from you and my friend.
It hit me kinda hard but i somehow knew it never gonna happen.
I should have notice it how could i be so bias.
Shouldn't have hope to much.

Days goes by and i have started to see you as a friend
Though i still got the likes for you.
But it will end in a matter of time.
I hope.


Weeks passed.
Things were just as per normal.
A special day came ahead when new guys enter.
And my friend gave me a hint that a certain someone is just like me.
I was happy that i was not lonely anymore in terms of my kind that is.

I didn't know who he is are from the 6 new guys
Since i had been busy with work.
Until his buddy tell me.
I look to him.
So it was you.
You the one who has been looking at me for the past few days when i'm around with you.
I was thinking just why and so I just look back at you for a certain time.

I must say you are cute.
I had the likes for you.
Secretly that is.
My boss has been lecturing to stop playing around.
Oh but what the heck.
Everytime i'm there.
I keep thinking of you.
I wanna see you again.
Knowing that I can see you evryday lol.

I was thinking of dating you.
I never had the chance.
We were really quiet at that time.
Until you talked to me.
It was great.
We finally chat like no one cares.
I finally get to know more about you.
Until then you tell me you are attached.
With my friend that is.
I was surprised and sad that is.

You were attached to my friends whom i been hoping to date.
But there was no news about him.
He was silent.
Now i know why.
So now you and me can only be friends.
But i will always look after you when I can.
I mean we are the only two unique people among the others.

Luckily I never make a stupid move that time.
You were siting beside me on the sofa.
And in my head i was thinking that i just wanna kiss you.
Don't care about the problems.
I just wana do it.
God i must be crazy.

So now I'm still lonely and free.
Some will say not thanks to my best friends.
But still the more friends i have i will still be lonely.
Until i find the person i like.

ep 188

happy birthday, ep 188


happy birthday to my darling fren keyis
may you stay young
i say young ya not old ok
ok next

so 2dae i manage to get out of camp early
not much going on
do here and this
paperwork n some cleaning of the store
movement of the office to welcome the new QM(something like the 2nd boss wohaha bluek)
as per normal my sergant, sergant Andie never fail to seek for my help
yela im his pa
well im actually pa for 3 people

sergant Andie
sergant KK
warrant Kumar(my 2nd father )

3 people macam maner clerk ni tak penat seh

but whatever it is i still have no complains
coz my i dunno is the easiest job some people say
i dunno if my job is dat easy

but just wanna complain out loud here

VERY DAMN ANGRY AT THE STOREMAN GUYS
EVERY SINGLE TIME DURING THIS MONTH
AS PER NORMAL THEY ARE NOT FASTING
AND I'M THE ONLY ONE FASTING
ONE WOULD JUST SAY THAT IM ACTING FASTING
WHEN THAT ONE IS NOT FASTING AND EAT LIKE NO ONES BUSINESS
IT LIKE THERE IS ABOUT 9 MALAYS
AND MOSTLY 2 WOULD BE FASTING - ME AND SOME1 ELSE

heres an example

storeman X: khai kau puase eh
me: ya aku puase
storeman X: la jngan act la kau puase
i was lazy answer him back since theres no point and walk away

well thtas all i wanna say
will talk about my exprience during the 24 clik route march with the recruits
damn tired i must say

ok later then

ep 187

Pictures...., ep 187

Time for a picture update ya.