13 Aug, Mon, Ep 40
If the truth be told
I miss you and if I’d known
I would never have let you go
Now my dreams are growing old
Just as I supposed
If the truth be told
All our yesterday’s have flown
Like birds from winter shores
All the memories we’ve known
Are fragments and nothing more
Our Summer years have passed us by
Floating on an endless stream
Made from the tears we could not cry
Wrapped close in our inner dreams
If the truth be told
I miss you and if I’d known
I would never have let you go
Now my dreams are growing old
Just as I supposed
If the truth be told
All our vanities have gone
Wasted so much time with them
Pride the victor all along
Building walls between two friends
It was too high to pull it down
It was too high to climb so far
Now we laugh just like the clown
Who reminds us what a fool we are
If the truth be told
I miss you and if I’d known
I would never have let you go
Now my dreams are growing old
Just as I supposed
If the truth be told
I would never have let you down
If the truth be told…
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the lyrics at the top is from a song that i been hearing for the past 1 month
i mean i like the song
even use the song on my latest video that i talk about it in the past entries
the video at the top
but nvr knew this song gonna be kinda true to me this week n oso to meera
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dis day vry the happening
nvr knew it gonna be so
lets strt in the morning
ok so since i came frm malaysia yesterdae
so got the feeling of being lazy to go sch
so ask my frens to clk in 4 me haha im bad
so dat morning got wake up by ayie's msg
so den we tok on the fone
sound so normal ya
aiya morning i oso dunno wat 2 say
so kip on tokin wif him jus normal stuff he bz wif his stuff wile i bz wif my stuff
well really bz actually
sumting has gone wrong at sch wif the clkin thing - one happening thing
n i been tokin to my frens dat they all cant clk in
so i was like hmm ok looks like im free lol
well evrybody was free frm it even thsoe who came late haha
since no one cant clk in, pathetic database fault haha
so it was like 11
finish tokin to ayie
shower n get ready to go haf my lunch at sch wif my frens
tot wanna go eat at qi ji wif farhan budden faizil wan to eat at sch haizz
so was waiting 4 farhan at the mushroom
it was 12 oredy so the students r out of class
so alot of studetns at the mushroom well most r standing
got myself a seat under the shade n waiting 4 farhan
so wile waiting got dis few mats thye were siting beside me aiyo
i was like y oh y mus u sit beside me
thr was so many space at the other side
i jus wanna be alone haha
n summore i got terpikat at one of dis mat
was lookin at him 4 awile den he notcie so frm dat time on i kip lookin at other direction la
dunwan to attract attention lol
i was like eee biler farhan nk sampai
soon he reach n sum1 is missing faizil
so we both go itas n faizil will come ltr
got ourself a seat
ferst stop is waffles yum yum haha
den eat lasagne yum yum
msg meera tokin abt her breaking news - another happening thing
looks like izza broke her the news of asking her to be his gf
n meera was like all panic haha kesian meera
lucky she haf her twinnie to help her
so soon faizil n haidhir came
n we strt tokin n tokin
den strt eyein on girls haha
i jus play along la eh
nt soon we all like hungry again so i buy ice kachang n all eat
n ilias finally came
the geng is complete haha
so after more eating n chatting
we went bck to lab
kinda shock 4 me wen i went back since thr is nt many ppl
so the quiet
looks like they haf gone sumwhr n indeed they r malas nk tell abt it
so was bored at lab
wad 2 do slpla
den got a koll frm meera
so i tok wif her sumwhr quiet
well we r tokin abt the other stuff like her guy n my guy bla bla bla
so she was still dunno wad 2 do wif the qsn izza ask
so i help her along the way bla bla bla
nt soon its time to go home
clk out went home
n tok to meera summore on the fone
until her mum finish sch n fetch her
so den finish tokin n slp ya slp so tired
so its nitetime haizz
dis wen my happening strts
on my comp
get ready my dinner
come bck 2 ppl tokin to me on msn
my kuzzin n ayie
my kuzzin tokin abt maple, tinkin of playin bck but dunnola
ayie wana tell me sum bad news to me n its gonna upset me
i kinda knew i gonna get sum kind of news wen i return
so i cont chat wif ayie ask him 4 the news
ask him to jus tell me since he so scared
in the end he said it
n in the end i was i dunno shock , dunno wat to tink nxt or say to him was lost
n so i jus feel breezy wif it n say dat its ok bla bla bla
meera den came online so i was like tokin to her tell her abt stuff btwn us n wads goin on wif all dis news happening to us
like she got it den me it so coincidental ya
so i eat my dinner
emotion was strong inside
so i cant tahan n strt to cry wile eatin my dinner
jus dun care watchin friends n eating my dinner crying so the tk btol lol
lucky meera comfort me, thnx twinnie u da best
man i really hate the 13
i mean its like a month since i got dis kind of news
first frm 1 guy den a month ltr another guy haizz
mus be strong ya
so chat wif meera on the fone as long as i cn feel happy
n den wen to slp
so ltr dat nite i cant slp
so i koll ayie
wanna ask him abt this news
soon i understand abt it
cn finally slp in peace
nt the mati kind ok haha