ep 185

fireworks n birthdays, ep 185


last fridae was the best dae for my fren
well get to celebrate her bday n at the same time watch the fireworks
weird thing is instead of me buying a cake for her
i bought her a pizza for her cake lol

so the 3 of us me shidah n lily went to marina square to buy shidah's 'cake'
n at the same time we didnt know theres gonna be fireworks
so we manage to catch it in time



so after watchin the fireworks
time to head to PLAY
yup gonna go clubbin as usual
met up with alif
n had the 'cake'

really had alot of fun at the club
was tinkin of sumting wich suddenly came up after wat raihan said
but oh wat the heck 4get abt it
time to celebrate shidahs bday ya

ep 184

20082008, ep 184


today is the 20 of august 2008
in numbers its 20082008
isn't that cool

oh and today is my best fren bday

Happy B'day Shidah
will be celebrating with u soon

ep 183

another love affair, ep 183



this is what meera thinks i'm going thru rite now
u guys decidela....

ep 182

happily ever after, ep 182

you always see this words come out in some fairy tales, "and they live happily ever after"

well most people want that in their life
i want that before but now
happily ever after is just sooo boring
if u want it you better earn it thats wat i tot

evrybody want wat they want
evrybody want wat they dream of

evrybody get wat they want
but do they want what they get

i mean things change once in a while
they want that and been hoping it
one day they get it n suddenly their minds start to change
what they want is not what they really want in the end...get it

so does dat means if u been hoping for your happily ever after
in the end your happily ever after gonna change to
well it depends 4 sum ppl

as for me happily ever after is so not true
there is no such thing in this reality

ep 181

the things i like, ep 181

the things i like in army.....

1) the food (especially in my new camp)
sedap banget......

2) the diff kind of ppl u gotta meet
seriously alot of weird(like me) n the normal n terlalu normal ones

3) how wayang can be seen quite clearly in people
seriously if u wanna fake ur way jus cause ur rank higher den ervy1 else do it
betterla. no need to act shouting here and thr....damn pathetic

4) green gonna be ur fave colour soon
well its oredy myfave colour due to my ahem smelly pillow

what i dun like

training, TRAining, TRAINING

well i do luv to run

ep 180

Taking it slow, ep 180

god its been long i havent update
been bz la ppl in camp
the last 2 wks was really stress 4 me

well the 1st wk was bz wif stuff n rations
since my camp was goin outfield
so was a really bz wk not until nxt week
wen i got posted to a diffrent camp
well thr was a lot of mix feelings
i was happy n thr was sadness
i had been tekong for like 7 weeks
n nw im goin to a new camp
in .............LIM CHU KANG

god that is blardy far frm my house
well its a stay in camp
but but but im nt ready to slp in a new camp
juz not ready
god so depress n stress wen i was at my new camp
i jus hafta adapt slowly
of all dis i was just waiting for dat day 8 aug
n was jus tinking of dat special sum1(not u eh meera jgn prasan)
he just motivates me wen i tink of him
i just lurve him

so for now im just taking 1 step at a time ya
god dis song really help me



gotta go now den

ep 179

1st bookout, ep 178

me in my uniform


ma new look


yeah im back after 2 weeks
well camp was gr8 for the past 2 weeks
wanna say tough yup it is
but wat can i say just go with it la
dun be so bloody stubborn n cause alot of problems

thrs alot of running and jumping and crunches
lest just say thrs alot of training and marching
cant believe my camp mates say i march liek a model
must change this tk hancur nanti
though i take it as a compliment
quite unique for a soldier to march like a model lolz

but most importantly wat i like thr is the food
finally i cn eat the 3 meals
im so gonna put on weight ya
well wat 2 do
evrytime i train surely will get vry hungry

goin back after 2 weeks
everone from my company is happy yah
as if goin back home from deserted island
and cant wait to meet thier loved ones
well true wat

ferst thing i went home was...... go clubbing
dats rite lolz
miss my bf so much
was suppose to hang out wif my camp mates
but ala next time canla eh

oh meera
im still waiting for my stuff

so back to meet my frens at maxwell
really happy to c dem
n in return they really happy to c me....n my hair lolz
ala surely i come back akan ask abt my hair wat

well ive packed up evrything to go back later
another week in camp here i come