ep 83

feelin down n tired..., ep 83

oh my god its 1.33 am in the morning n im not sleeping yet
hafta wake up early tmr for the company meeting
a meeting that i have been waiting for a looong time
finally they get to see my project that website my group have created
man hope they like it....

okok next...

so as again it was mondae blues
me n farhan was wearing blue lol
n i finally get my haircut
i dunno if i like it or not....wateverla yer

after like 3 sems i guess
i finally back in the dance studio
yeah....after ending my hip hop dance in 1.2
i tot i wanna dance again but this time its not hip hop....its ballroom dancing
very the diffrent to me i mite say
well since dis will be my final sem n oso i be slacking as much y not enjoy myself

2dae learn the cha cha n i mite say its ez hehe
i mean i got c ppl cha cha be4 n the steps not dat hard
was enjoyin myself ya

but damn i hate when ppl was lookin at me dancing
especially furbee, man hope he dunno me or even yet notice me
as the lesson ends furbee was standing outside the studio
n he was damn lookin at me i notice but i ignore him....

really had a tiring day
tot of sleepin str8 away n relax
budden things came up when ayie chat wif me abt keyis n zul
haizzz not again......
i tot i be handling zul alone, dat fucking bastard
now im jus so scared n keep tinkin......will i ever get my money back n the line dat i apply
i mean wif dat line, the line my dad apply 4 me cn relak one corner n i cn use dat line i apply

haizz so much to tink yer
n i hate it
but thnx to my sis blog
as i read it, it really makes me happy n forget this restlessness in me

oh god the left hand of my specs has broken off
gotta repair it tmr

n i gotta sleep...

well sayonara

ep 82

me and the "others", ep 82

who the others u mite say
- idah(my best fren, "skillful photographer")
- khair(adik angkat idah n mine oso..., meera's fren)
- syuaib(khair's fren, meera's fren)

person not here
- meera
why not here n left me
- sibok gi amik liscence n babysitting jahaan grrrr.....


me n the "others"


me n the "others" at another angle
thnx to the help of dat "skillful photographer"


while one side is happy...


the other side is just plain emo
yg lagu situ nga sibok study yer


me n khair
u c meera without u i hafta be wif him haizzz
jokin jer....


in the bus
y does it look like im wearin a songkok lol

ep81

the power of 3..., ep 81

okok not so the power of 3
well me n dee n meera went out again dat wed the 3 of us
man looks like dis gonna be like some kind of outing on evry wed
not much done just that i bot my topman clothes n a wristband
so here r sum pics enjoy or not i dun care k..... peace

relfection at the esplanade....dammit meera ur bag damn heavy


caught unnotice by dee


caught again by dee....my back not dat nicela lolx


finally i turn to the camera


dee caught us again changin bags.....wak leha ni spy btol la


a pic of the 3 idiots haha jk k


meera maner....nizam jgn marah k

ep 80

Bad n Gr8, ep 80

2dae has been a bad dae for me n oso a gr8 dae too

lets strt wif the bad dae
well i dunwan to tok much abt it
jus dat i confess to sum1 dat i i haf met his bestfren but didnt tell him
coz i really dunwan to lie to him
n in the end i knew he gonna be angry at me
haizz i deserve it
now i scared that he will not believe me anymore
and that i can't wait 4 him anymore
well wat 2 do
this is all my fault
i really felt terrible myself feel like i wanna cry 4 the whole dae

budden i say to myself y not i go shopping to let off this sad feeling
so den comes the gr8 day
whr i get to meet meera n dee woohoo

waited 4 dem at esplanade
n i took a pic of myself wif my shades

behind those shades r sad eyes ya haizzz

so 1st stop went to MPH to get a book well me actually
Meera just help along hehe
its a very open and gay book i might say lol
in the end i got this book


MALE MODEL by DAVE BENBOW
the cover is so the sexy n tempting lol
can't wait to read it but just scared ppl notice the cover

so nxt stop is marina square
dh lamer i havent go there
well i usually go thr wanna go to the arcade
but 2dae i gonna go shopping didnt go to the arcade

before the shopping
we haf sum fun at the times bookstore
actually i was the one who wanna go there but i 4got wat im searching for
in the end we had fun there wif the books around
especially dee she really makes me n meera laugh like mad

dee was playin ard wif a book to suit wif my sad situation dat im having lol

the book is abt positive thinking
and she heard my situation she strt like telling me to read this book ya think positive haha
ok wak leha i koll dee dat lol

while browsing books
dee came upon another book nad meera lak tag along
telling me abt this book aiyo

oh look its the "I LOVE YOU BUT I'M NOT IN LOVE WITH YOU" girls lol

so meera was tired carryin her bag
so i wanna carry it
its an arm bag
n well i tot maybe one of dis daes i wnana try an arm bag

wat u think
i know the bag is big
tk tau aper meera bawak dlm tu

so after the fun at times bookstore
we head to burger king
coz i am hungry n the girls jus wnana rest n sit thier ass down yer

so dis is me in action, eating dat is haha

mmm...fries

mmm.....coke

yummy burger

wile i was eating


dee n meera was having fun
with video calls la
n thier pics la
n meera's milo la
dee cant stop telling me the milo is good again n again
aiyo pompuan ni jus wanna make me laugh onli

so den time to get my clothes at topman
yeah goin to buy clothes at topman again yer
but ferst i try out the skinny jeans
i mean i dunno if it look nice on me
i try the smallest waist n man, my legs look like chopstick haha
but i try a bigger one n well....

wat u think....
meera n dee said i look nice in it
well gotta wait n c la if i wan it

so nxt to the clothes or jersey
try on 3





in the end i onli get 2
guess wich one i buyla

i really took my time choosin the clothes
well thr was nt many of the size dat i want
oh well

so off to home we go
well was really having fun shopping wif my gals




i just wanna say thank you to Dee n Meera 4 being there with me that day
though i was feelin terribly sad
you guys make me 4get abt the sadness n make me happy
thnx ya :)

ep 79

i'm back, ep 79

after a long break well not that long la from all those goin out raya-ing and oso manage to survive 1st wk of sch

cant' believe i finish at 8pm on my 1st 2 daes of sch
well coz of the higher engineerin maths
budden i decided i wanna drop the subjeck well scared i can't cope ya
other than that i finally get to mit my 'family' so happy ya
gotta mit siti faizil haidhir ilias sharon yingchyn again
sad that shuiling didnt come
oh i miss sum1 n dats farhan........lol(kambing sound) - farhan's trademark

other than that i really miss school
and man i have change my looks frm last sem to now
so its a big change to me la yer

enough abt sch lets talk about other stuff

NEXT.....

let see raya was goin well for me
very big diffrence then last year
since this year i get to go out with my poly friends n summore get to see faizil in action driving
ya he got his liscence yer
kinda scared at ferst ya but he is doin well, jus dat asik luper seatbelt jer
in the end of the jln raya wif my poly frens i gt shades lak lol

other than that get to go out with my gay frens
well at first was not willing to go out with them but hey why not do it
well a certain someone tu keep asking me when i will come his house 4 raya
so in the end i gave him a surprise by goin out with my gay friends who he is oso friends with them
such a small world yer


can't believe nga jln raya with them one of the guys try to flirt with me lak
i know i'm single but well you can be friends with me coz i am waiting for a special someone since puasa yer
i am still waiting for him not lookin 4 any1 ya

goin out wif my poly frens get to ride in a car
goin out wif my gay frens get to ride at the back of the lorry lol

oh and for my best friend's birthday i finally finish the video that i have been making for her
finish it just the day be4 i go out wif my gay frens lol since her bday is on dat dae oso, so its like a bday present to her la



my best fren ni dier giler lagu hindi mahiya yer


other than that i also finish creating a video which i did in only two days lol
i dunno y i feel like doin it
but to me it feels like the song it kinda happenns 2 me in sum way



so dats wat happen the past few days
tot sch gonna be slack but nooo
its gonna be hectice ya
projek piling like i never seen be4 lol

ok den ltr

ep 78

Take My Hand, ep 78

Touch my skin,and tell me what you're thinking
Take my hand and show me where we're going
Lie down next to me, look into my eyes and tell me, oh tell me what you're seeing
So sit on top of the world and tell me how you're feeling
what you feel now is what I feel for you

Take my hand and if I'm lying to you
I'll always be alone
if I'm lying to you

See my eyes, they carry your reflection
Watch my lips and hear the words I'm telling you
Give your trust to me and look into my heart and show me, show me what you're doing
So sit on top of the world and tell me how you're feeling
what you feel now is what I feel for you

Take my hand and if I'm lying to you
I'll always be alone
if I'm lying to you
Take your time, if I'm lying to you
I know you'll find that you believe me
you believe me

Feel the sun on your face and tell me what you're thinking
Catch the snow on your tongue and show me how it tastes

Take my hand and if I'm lying to you
I'll always be alone
if I'm lying to you
Take your time, if I'm lying to you
I know you'll find that you believe me
you believe me

ep 78

3rd dae of Syawal, Mondae, ep 77

on the 3rd dae of syawal is my birthdae
woohooo happie bday to me haha
but plsla i oredy 20
so my bday present is...........new ink 4 my printer haha


well dat morning folo my mum to challenger at white sands
to buy new ink printer
well i really need it to print my medical questionnaire
4 my ns thing
ya i hafta submit it be4 17
n summore yest they msg me n sned a letter summore dat i havent finish it
so much prompting yer leh tunggu tk

so go out try my other new Topman top tu in skyblue
den jus wear la
but haizz becoz of me wearing it
i srt to get sick
coz of the damn cold n summore it strted to rain madly again dat morning

nw im havin a runny nose dat i jus really hate it
it kinda mkaes me feel weak
tot wanan study but looks like i b resting lots n lots ya
nt wat i expected on my islamic bday