18 Aug, Sat, Ep 45

18 Aug, Sat, Ep 45

so 2dae such a slacky dae budden i push myself to try finish up part of my projek
man onli left 2 wks to the date due so gonna hafta finish it
so i tot 4 2dae i jus gonna chill at home n do my projek
well it was raining n so i tot maybe i dun tink of goin out
well dunno wana go whr oso haha

so wile doin my projek
chat ard wif the guys in msn
dunno guys maner i add frm the chatroom haha
well was specifically tokin to dis guy, he was kinda in a same case as me
so we tok abt our life n abt finding relationship abt guys bla bla bla
den he so bored he wanna ask me out go suntec city coz got a dance comp. thr
i dun feel like goin wanan chill at home n do my projek ya

so wile doin my projek
faizil chat wif me in msn if wanna go out plae bowling
i ask him if the geng r comin n yeah they r
so i tot since my part is abt to finish y nt go out n its nt raining
haha i noe naper tk kluar ngan laki tu den my frens
i oso dunno ya nt ready to go out wif unknown ppl ya
so den faizil ask me if wanna go zouk
i was like u for real n he was ritesince he got free tix his frens haf
but i oso dunno if cn go or nt

so i get ready to go out
wanna find my black long sleeve shirt tk cari2 n i knew i was late
but knowing my frens they oso late den me haha
so leave to bedok int mit up wif farhan n ilias who had jus finish watchin a movie haha
sempat lagi nk ngok wayang ngan date dier
den we go to marina square since we r goin to bowl thr

so reach thr n i hafta lead them to the plc
well those 2 tk sangat gi marina square
n 4 me i haf a gd memory of whr i goin haha
so we finally reach the bowling alley
man thr is really alot of ppl at marina square
well like duh its saturdae haha

n ya so hafta wait 4 faizil n haidhir
wile waiting i go plae my fave game at arcade
n no its not para2 i tink meera knows since she c me plae wif the 9 buttons
played 4 like 2 times n my hand is like red frm all the tapping
so nw me farhan n ilias wait 4 the other 2 outside the arcade
faizil told farhan to book a place first in which he had did

nt soon enuff the 2 guys came
we got ourself a lane n its time to bowl
man its been long since i bowl ya n i sux at it too haha
so farhan strt ferst but since he dunno the pro faizil teach him hw
den it was ilias n den me
i ddnt focus at all i was jus throwing the ball n got longkang
since i still havent the rite wieght 4 me 2 bowl n faizil was like marah eh bang haha
den it was haidhir
man haidhir play like he wanna make holes in the lane
i mean he was basically throwing it up cn really here the loud thud wen the ball hit the floor n roll lol
den it was the pro faizil n man hes gd
we onli played one game in the end i lose weee dh tau gonna lose haha
vry malu btol we play beside this mat salleh family n they r better den us n we like playin ard haha

so after bowling we all hungry ya vry the hungry
tot wanna go eat at long john but man the plc is pack even the other plc oso pack
so we all go to suntec n again i hafta lead them
budden since long john tkder we all eat at mac
n again alot of ppl thr but we finally find a seat

so we all haf our food n tok n tok
n laugh summore
so den the plc strt to get even pack i mean the q is like no plc to q animore haha
den faizil notice a grp of guys n gals den he knew they r frm tp
n i oso notice it lks like they haf come to c the dance comp
man th e guys all cute cute n hensem hehe

okok moving on
we den go to toys r us looks like sum1 wanna get seamonkeys haha
on the way we check out the fountain n sum1 wrote a message will you marry me
man dat was so sweet n faizil tot maybe he do dat 4 his finace
so we reach toys r us
fiazil go his sea monekys n ilias got a pouch i dunnola he take out the contents n kip the pouch
i mean he take it la faizil bot the sea monkeys u guys ltr understand la

so after dat tot wanna watch fireworks but evrybody wanan go home
farhan wanan go home haidhir wanan go home ilias wanan go home
men faizil was like it still early the nite is still young i said
budden 2 against 3 well we all go home
so the zouk thing was cancel

on the way bck to the station
the fireworks strt oredy
i mean cn hear the bangin sound oredy
n i c it 4 awile
the other guys were in a hurry
i tot they wanna c the fireworks but they wana go to the station
even wile takin pics at suntec all like in a hurry aiyo

so i reach bck home
ask farhan 4 the pics we take
den chat wif ayie n meera
n got bug again dat i lk nice wiihout specs again
aiyo okok i will get contacts

so dats my dae

17 Aug, Fri, Ep 44

17 Aug, Fri, Ep 44

ok 2dae lazy again
ask my fren to clk in 4 me as i wanna come late
den msg ayie wishin him luk 4 his job interview
yest got chat wif him dat he gonna go 4 interview tmr
so i kinda gif him support as i can

so tot of wakin up at 9 plus
budden it strt raining
oh gd feel like sleeping again
so i slp again haha

woke up at 10 plus
chat wif my frens at the lab
told dem dat i either be coming or nt
so at 12 got a koll frm farhan ask wanna go prayers
i oso dunno wanan go or nt coz it looks like its gonna rain again
in the end i didnt go was 2 late n summore it rainin again lol

i tot wanna come sch after goin prayers but nw tk jadi
so nw was tinkin wanna go or nt
haidhir has oredy reach the lab n so all the comp is use
so looks like i nt goin
dun wanna waste my time go thr n end up slpin again
so told my frens dat i nt comin sch
instead i do my projek at home
ya kinda felt guilty nt comin sch but well since i got a projek to do
so y nt do the projeck at home instead

so was doin my projek
den got msg frm ayie he was so nervous wif the interview
well do anytin i cn to calm him down dun be nervous bla bla bla
do anyting i cn ya to help him
so at home knowin dat its kinda hard to concentrate wen doin projek at home
so in the end i onli did abit n wad i do 4 the rest of the day play tomb raider yeah haha

i den go kolll oush dh lamer tk dengar frm him
koll him n ask him qsns if he noe me tk n he still noe me lol
wish him a happy birthday ya n dats all

den got a msg frm ayie dat he got a job ,congratz to him

so at 6 was so penat
went to slp woke up at 8 again
dunnola y i kip waking up at 8
but i noe i wake up wanan listen to ayies radio
its always on air at 8 wat
but lks like its nt on air
maybe he was tired frm the job inteview n his i dunwan to sayla
dunno if ayie still reading dis

so dat nite cont playin my tomb raider haha
oh ya nt to 4get my voices of summer 2007
i tink i hear 2 mixes oredy n man its gd

so ltr at 10 tot wanna watch ghost whisperer
but den ended up chatting wif meera n dee
disturb dem here n thr weee lol
den after dat chat wif ayie
he jus woken up told him wat job he got n bla bla bla
chat wif him den after dat i went to bed

16 Aug, Thurs

16 Aug, Thurs, Ep43

thursdae, meera n her frens mit to study, well study dunnola eh
so as normal at sch listen to dat song again haha
got disturb by ayie
tot i was nt at sch since i was listenin to music frm my msn u cn c tu lalalalala
chat wif him 4 awile

cont wif my projek
den got msg frm meera dat she has reach TP
so at lunchtime we finally eat 2gether well nt 2getherla girls wif the girls
guys wif the guys
me n farhan onlila

man the 4 girls rellay had alot of fun laughin here n thr
yela dh lamer tk jumper katerkan haha
farhan sumtimes lak kip lookin at dem
yela dh buat bnyk bising tu
attract attention katerkan

so after eating
me farhan n the girls went bck to my lab
i tot of askin meera n dee onli to come in
but semuer nk masok
haha more noise again
so farhan was writing an email to our supervisor since he goin to do his BTT ltr
i help wif his mail wile the girls stuk at my comp strt tokin here n thr
let dem c my sentosa pics kasi dem entertained 4 awile haha

so after all the transferring all files yg tk jadi in the end lol
the girls all left baby noe got sociology ke aperla tk kisah lak pompuan ni nk gi class dier
so after writing the mail me n farhan left
went bck to his hse to chill 4 awile n relax penat katerkan
den accompany him to cdc n i went bck home

take a bus n man i really slept
since i was nt sitting at the side at the window u noela
i ter lie org nyer shoulder haha
malu seh lol
so den wile sleepin sum1 msg me
tot my fren or wat , it was ayie using a diff number

reach home n koll meera
looks like she still at TP
hangin out at the 7th flr library n thr is no ppl
i was like no ppl at all at the 7th flr dat is weird
i oways knew the 7th flr is like the hangout plc 4 evry1 at tp who dunno wat 2 do haha

open up the song again
meera was so the excited listenin to it haha
so nt long i went to slp
woke up ltr at 8
check my TP mail
lks like my supervisor replied
n he tot dat i was oso takin the test wen i say i accompany him
so i tell farhan la abt the mail
n reply my supervisor bck

its been long since i check my fave trance dj website if they got any mixes or events goin on
n looks like they did
csurf thier website dat time n looks like thrs an event call Voices of Summer 2007
n they r goin to plae 5 mixes oh man 5 dats alot
i knew i cant hear it live at DI.FM radio since all r broadcast at 3am in the morning coz they folo the US time
so looks like i will have to listen to it ltr n i haf to listen to all the 5 mixes
the 2 Djs dat created gr8 remixes since i knew abt DI.FM DJ Gt n Project C best of da best i wud say, they make gr8 remixes of voal trance music

okok
so since i bot the game frm ym fren on tues
i havent even touch the game yet lol
been bz wif all the drama lately n nd to cool off lol
okok so the game is Tomb Raider Anniversary i noe i noe i like lara croft so much
wad cn i do evrytime i play a game of TR all i c wile playin is her ass haha
so dat nite i strt playin 4 awile but nt much

so dats my dae

15 Aug, Wed

15 Aug, Wed, Ep 42

so since yest i nw got a song been playin to me
n its a new song nt dat truth song animore lol
heres a music video to make it simpler



ok meera stop screaming when u c dis video ok
i noe i noe zac efron so cute la tu la aiyo
so still listening to dis song sampai meera pn hook up haha

okok so 2dae didnt go sch well actually came late
ask my fren to clk in
so yest farhan tot watchin simpson but dun haf
so i tot y nt watch simpson 2dae
knowin our supervisor is nt meetin us 2dae
well tot wanna watch the afternoon show
budden farhan wanna watch at 11 well takot supervisor jumper ke aper ke

so mit him in a rush at TM
so finally mit him
plan of wat to eat inside
he tot of ljs
i was like har cn fit in ah i scared ltr kana caught
well i was carryin my sling bag n its nt big enuff dunno cn fit or nt
n farhan nvr bring any bag
so we risk it both buy a meal n in the end it really fits
well its kinda looks fatla my bag hope tk kana caught lol

so went in the movie
nt many ppl ya
like duh its 11 plus evrybody is werking or schlin haha
we schlin n takin a break by watchin movie haha
so simpsons again 3rd time oredy ya
well kinda hard to laugh again since i noe wats goin on oredy
but farhan was so laughin away i mean he was enjoyin himself since he havent watch it
well wat 2 do enjoy skalila wif him

after the movie played sum arcaed
didnt play my para2 dun feel like it
so we went bck sch
haidhir n ilias was thr playin dota
so wad 2 do i slept
den got woken up by haidhir dat he finish playin
finally i cn plae check my mail chat wif ppl in msn
chat wif ayie, well kinda i dunnola hard to tok2 him nw since well i dunno i still haf feelings 4 him n well being frens was like isnt ez to tok to him
mus gimme time ya

so clk out n go home slpt until 8
on comp listen to dat song again haha
jus the same old routine
tot wanna do my projek but i just cant
wif all the disturbance its jus hard to do
so dee chat wif me we tok abt yest argument abt the turh btwn me n meera
n so she understands n meera come in the convo dee tell her she understand oredy
so nw dat she dh understand btol2 dh understand
i tell her the long story btwn me n meera n how it all happen till 2dae
meera help me at sum plc since she knew wat i been goin thru
thnx twinnie :)

so den me n cmeera cont chattin abt tmr
knowin she is miting her frens tmr at TP
got a chance thr will loud noises wen me n her r ard
well as dee told me to jus kip it quiet n just let it flow tmr
since meera 2 other frens dunno abt us yet
n dee knows dat telling dem will bring such terrible consequences to me la
haizz wad haf i got myself into

so dats it 4 my day
hoping tmr will nt be any drama n hope goin smoothly wif meera's frens

14 Aug, Tues

14 Aug, Tues, Ep 41

tuesdae a brand new dae
the dae after i got the news
the dae whr i will nt get anymore morning msg frm ayie
the dae whr i tell myself in the morning haizz feelin alone again well its jus one of those daes
the dae the dae the dae cukopla haha

so 2dae another happening thing goin on
well between me n meera la n sumting at sch
so lets go str8 to lunchtime
again me n the geng went to itas to eat
was a normal dae wen its nt
one of ilias fren her gf lost her laptop
so they all went to search for the culprit
me n faizil like har so we jus say we jus sit down n wait haha
so ilias haidhir n farhan went searching for the culprit
faizil was sayin wah mcm csi ke ni haha i was laughin away
i was like alamak onli me n faizil coz it kinda awkward la onli we 2
since we both dun tok much

soon they reach bck n gave up the search
dh tahu the culprit will nt stay in sch n run away wif it
so they hafta report to the police or sumting
man she so poor thing n so bloody stupid haha
the laptop cost like 2k n y she so stupid left it behind when to buy food
even the bf lagi satu stay behind ferstla knowin u got ex stuff wif u

okok enuff tokin abt dem haha
so soon i eat n meera koll
she is wif dee, cik leha oi haha
buying stuff for tisha bday
so both of dem pla tot wann mit me at TM
so we plan dat i mit dem after sch

so bck to lab wif my geng
all cant stop tokin abt the incident dat happne at itas wif the laptop stolen
ilias cant stop tokin abt 'criminal minds' i lak yer kan jer
so bck to lab, cont my projek hope cn finish jus hope so
onli 70% finish n onli got 2 wks left

so do projek den clk out
ask farhan if he goin arcade ltr
n so he did
we 2 went to tamp int
msg meera dat i reachin soon
so went to cs ferst plae his car game
met up wif meera n dee so told dem we go plae arcade
den finish we go to tm
got a koll frm meera she leavin
so bb here n thr
farhan was askin me qsn y i nt wif her n stuff jus say loh she wif dee

so we both went tm
plae racing ame n plae my para2
cant believe got mats lookin at me plae frm behind
den farhan ask me abt the simpsons movie
so i tot y nt watch it if got 2dae
budden dun haf maybe tmr

so we both go qi ji to haf dinner ya
ate nasi lemak
den i rmbr dat i mitting sum1 to get my game
ooo such perfect timing
so after eating send farhan to tamp int to his bus
saw fiz btw, haizz brp bnyk kalila asik jumper budak ni
den go mit up wif the guy, the game guy haha
wile waiting chat chat wif meer aon the fone
got news frm her dat dee knew abt me omg
so i strt asking her how why when
wile she was tokin my fone went flat alamk
budden the guy reach in time lol
so got my game
n went home

tot wanna koll meera, lks like she msg me to chat on msn
so den we chat on msn ask her how dee noes
so den got the asnwer
so den i tot now dat dee noes im like dis
i tell meera its time to tell her the truth

so we chat up wif dee in thr msn convo
man it was one hot convo
me n dee was like tokin against each other 4 the sake of meera
meera lak relaks one corner lemme do all the tokin haha

i jus notcie i was nt tokin abt ayie animore ya haha
well wile in the heating convo
i was listenin to ayie radio
haizz was tinkin fo 4getting him
but my love 4 him strongla cannot 4get do fast ya
i dun tink i wanna 4get him
so dat nite we chatted i told him dat i was kinda confuse la abt his decision
so he make ti clear summore den sumting abt his love to me
so nw i scared nw he single ltr tkder chemistry btwn us kebaboom
so i try my best to be as close as i cn aderla tk taula hentamla bla bla bla
i still wan him haizz

okok
bck to dee
so nw dee was like so angry at me n blaming me 4 wad i did to meera
so i tell meera to tok to her on the fone calm her down
well dats it 4 2dae
tryin to make ayie as my fren kind hard 4 me well since i wan him so much haizz
n dee u haf evry rite to be angry at me 4 dat dae budden the truth haf to be told 4 u to understand me n meera situation
okok enuff

13 Aug, Mon

13 Aug, Mon, Ep 40

If the truth be told
I miss you and if I’d known
I would never have let you go
Now my dreams are growing old
Just as I supposed
If the truth be told

All our yesterday’s have flown
Like birds from winter shores
All the memories we’ve known
Are fragments and nothing more
Our Summer years have passed us by
Floating on an endless stream
Made from the tears we could not cry
Wrapped close in our inner dreams

If the truth be told
I miss you and if I’d known
I would never have let you go
Now my dreams are growing old
Just as I supposed
If the truth be told

All our vanities have gone
Wasted so much time with them
Pride the victor all along
Building walls between two friends
It was too high to pull it down
It was too high to climb so far
Now we laugh just like the clown
Who reminds us what a fool we are

If the truth be told
I miss you and if I’d known
I would never have let you go
Now my dreams are growing old
Just as I supposed
If the truth be told


I would never have let you down
If the truth be told…

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the lyrics at the top is from a song that i been hearing for the past 1 month
i mean i like the song
even use the song on my latest video that i talk about it in the past entries
the video at the top
but nvr knew this song gonna be kinda true to me this week n oso to meera

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dis day vry the happening
nvr knew it gonna be so
lets strt in the morning
ok so since i came frm malaysia yesterdae
so got the feeling of being lazy to go sch
so ask my frens to clk in 4 me haha im bad
so dat morning got wake up by ayie's msg
so den we tok on the fone
sound so normal ya
aiya morning i oso dunno wat 2 say
so kip on tokin wif him jus normal stuff he bz wif his stuff wile i bz wif my stuff

well really bz actually
sumting has gone wrong at sch wif the clkin thing - one happening thing
n i been tokin to my frens dat they all cant clk in
so i was like hmm ok looks like im free lol
well evrybody was free frm it even thsoe who came late haha
since no one cant clk in, pathetic database fault haha

so it was like 11
finish tokin to ayie
shower n get ready to go haf my lunch at sch wif my frens
tot wanna go eat at qi ji wif farhan budden faizil wan to eat at sch haizz
so was waiting 4 farhan at the mushroom
it was 12 oredy so the students r out of class
so alot of studetns at the mushroom well most r standing
got myself a seat under the shade n waiting 4 farhan

so wile waiting got dis few mats thye were siting beside me aiyo
i was like y oh y mus u sit beside me
thr was so many space at the other side
i jus wanna be alone haha
n summore i got terpikat at one of dis mat
was lookin at him 4 awile den he notcie so frm dat time on i kip lookin at other direction la
dunwan to attract attention lol

i was like eee biler farhan nk sampai
soon he reach n sum1 is missing faizil
so we both go itas n faizil will come ltr
got ourself a seat
ferst stop is waffles yum yum haha
den eat lasagne yum yum
msg meera tokin abt her breaking news - another happening thing
looks like izza broke her the news of asking her to be his gf
n meera was like all panic haha kesian meera
lucky she haf her twinnie to help her

so soon faizil n haidhir came
n we strt tokin n tokin
den strt eyein on girls haha
i jus play along la eh
nt soon we all like hungry again so i buy ice kachang n all eat
n ilias finally came
the geng is complete haha

so after more eating n chatting
we went bck to lab
kinda shock 4 me wen i went back since thr is nt many ppl
so the quiet
looks like they haf gone sumwhr n indeed they r malas nk tell abt it
so was bored at lab
wad 2 do slpla
den got a koll frm meera
so i tok wif her sumwhr quiet
well we r tokin abt the other stuff like her guy n my guy bla bla bla
so she was still dunno wad 2 do wif the qsn izza ask
so i help her along the way bla bla bla

nt soon its time to go home
clk out went home
n tok to meera summore on the fone
until her mum finish sch n fetch her
so den finish tokin n slp ya slp so tired

so its nitetime haizz
dis wen my happening strts
on my comp
get ready my dinner
come bck 2 ppl tokin to me on msn
my kuzzin n ayie
my kuzzin tokin abt maple, tinkin of playin bck but dunnola
ayie wana tell me sum bad news to me n its gonna upset me

i kinda knew i gonna get sum kind of news wen i return
so i cont chat wif ayie ask him 4 the news
ask him to jus tell me since he so scared
in the end he said it
n in the end i was i dunno shock , dunno wat to tink nxt or say to him was lost
n so i jus feel breezy wif it n say dat its ok bla bla bla
meera den came online so i was like tokin to her tell her abt stuff btwn us n wads goin on wif all dis news happening to us
like she got it den me it so coincidental ya

so i eat my dinner
emotion was strong inside
so i cant tahan n strt to cry wile eatin my dinner
jus dun care watchin friends n eating my dinner crying so the tk btol lol
lucky meera comfort me, thnx twinnie u da best
man i really hate the 13
i mean its like a month since i got dis kind of news
first frm 1 guy den a month ltr another guy haizz
mus be strong ya
so chat wif meera on the fone as long as i cn feel happy
n den wen to slp

so ltr dat nite i cant slp
so i koll ayie
wanna ask him abt this news
soon i understand abt it
cn finally slp in peace
nt the mati kind ok haha

12 Aug, Sun

12 Aug, Sun, Ep 39

2dae the day i went bck home
waoke up at 5am n summore the ferst one to wake up haha
so me n my family get ready n check out at ard 7
so we go to this place call PurdaRaya somewat like a bus interchange
wait for our bus until its 8.30

and den ready to head home
i was basically trying not to sleep trying to look out the window
but in the end cant tahan i slept n at the same time strain my neck haizz
didnt sleep properly lo

so den woke up wen the driver trying to get gas 4 the bus
so the petrol station was infront of the palace of golden horses
so my mum like take picture of the place la
my dad n me was like nt in the mood to gout n take a pic
even i was sayin no to my mum wen she tell me if i wanna go out
i was so tired ya

so we head on our journey
and i went bck to slp
den woke up at sum point whr it was raining heavily
so i dunno whr am i n reutrn to slp
den woke up n we reach at a stop
so i guess we r in JB oredy n i check its 12 oredy
so ate my lunch onli porridge even my stomach was nt in the mood to eat alot

after eating cont on our journey
was listenin to my mp3 player
n suddenly its flat
oh gr8 boredom 4 me
so i jus look at the view
look at all the bloody trees bla bla bla
most of the kelapa sawit has been cut down to grow new ones
i notice the small ones r growing

so since i had ntg to do
ask my mum 4 her fone
n i msg ayie here n thr
yeah i plan tot wanna mit him after i reach spore
ask my mum if i cn str8 away go c my fren after we reach spore
my mum was like angry lol coz surely my dad wil be angry
budden i tell dem ic ferst
man was i desperate or wat to mit him, i guess i am lol
miss him much wat wateverla

so we reach at the custom in malaysia
it was a breeze jus chop here n thr
but wen reach Tuas checkpoint haizz like so complicated
me n my family was worried abt the scanning of bags
but in the end the sacnning was jus a breeze but the scanning of the passport really annoying
especially my one
ferst mus scan the passport den scan my thumb
but i kip getting errors 4 my passport
haizz y cant spore jus do chop here n thr, y mus it be so troublesome

so im bck in singapore
fert thing i do was koll ayie wif my fone, yeah got reception finally
but he didnt pick up so i msg him la dat im bck home
so on the way bck home
i msg meera lak
miss her to ya, my twinnie
so msg her here n thr tell her wad happen n wads happening

on the way bck to a destination sumwhr at jln sultan
the bus use the ECP highway the benjamin sheares bridge
so i watch the goin-to-finish ferris wheel or eye i dunnola
n i oso check out the the floating platform at the marina bay they use 4 ndp
looks like they r tearing it down
not soon enuff ayie koll me n we chatted ask him if cn mit him ltr
but i tell him c how ferst

soon we reach at lavender thr jus outside the arab sch
took a cab home
man its gd to be bck home
reach home unpack my stuff
on my comp, dh 3 days tk pakai so miss it haha
check out my mails n man thrs alot
chat wif ayie on msn
chatted wif him if cn mit him again or nt
but looks like his gonna be bz so i ddint mit him
instead was so tired went to bed str8away

woke up at 6 plus
few sec ltr ayie msg me to koll him
so we tok on the fone
tok tok tok wile i watch ndp again oh my the boredom haha
soon he had to go on his radio
n 4 me i dunno wat 2 do haha
watch toy story 2 awile n listen to his radio
looks like his radio is getting popular ya got alot of listeners
congtaz man

so chatted wif meera oso
its gd to chat wif her
we kinda share evrythin dat we wanna say
since she noe abt my history we haf been really gr8 frens more like twins woot woot lol

okok so nt much i do ltr dat nite
jus try on the clothes dat i had bot
n it was really raining heavily dat nite
so den to bed i go
nvr knew the coming week is gonna be so much drama n emo 4 me