My World.. My Life..

Wednesday, May 7, 2008

ep 167

just say ok, ep 167

yesterday has been tiring for me ok
yesterday me and my clubbing friends when to hang out at sentosa ok
its been long i been to sentosa ok
i didn't wanna go at first, well if shidah don't go i don't go ok
and if alif don't go i will not go also ok
but then i wanted to go since raihan is coming ok
so in the end me and shidah go n we met up with alif ok
haizz can't believe that haikal was also there but its ok im over him already ok
no more disturbances about him and me ok
well haikal has leave our group and join al's group ok
i tink so......that lone ranger tu i dunnola ok

well yesterday at sentosa was fun ok
was trying to have fun ok
it looks like we don't click and theres no chemistry between the different groups ok
alif feels like going home he was very unhappy ok
but we try to cheer him up lets just have fun between us only, me shidah buza raihan ok
so in the end we did have fun kinda ok
me n alif play in the water while shidah and raihan stayed at the beach ok

so after sentosa i was sooo tired ok
but raihan doesnt wanna go home ok
he still wanna go somewhere ok
so he thought lets meet aizal
i also feel like meeting him hehe
so in the end me shidah alif n raihan leave sentosa and went to orchard to meet aizal ok
the others decide to go home

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we met up with aizal at spinelli
our hangout at town
but aizal was not alone
he was with feeza and feeza's sis, i didnt catch her name
so we all had fun that night at town
i mean we seriously do then at sentosa hahaz
dunno y aizal keep disturbing me with sweets stuff n words here and there
and you know i get red like mad
n yup i do raihan shidah and alif was saying that i was blushing like mad
aiyo tk best nyer
after having our dinner at long john we all lepak at taka garden
talk abt wats goin on and abt sentosa
im still tinking abt my white shoes
bilerla wawan nk kasi balik
thought he gonna gif me back yesterday but he forgot
he say he gonna gif back on fri
so i might be going to play on friday
see how the gang is going or not
gotta tell shidah to go on friday and not sunday at st james
well dunwan to waste ink to print those flyers n please i dun wanna see haikal
miss... my matrep shoes hahaz

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still cant forget last saturday
something that shouldn't happen TER-happen
me and shidah has plan that we only go clubbing once a week
but sometimes plans can backfire and anything can happen rite
and thats wat happen

me and shidah went to meet alif at first
well alif and the others are going la
so after meeting alif we lepak at city hall then went to maxwell
walking from city hall to maxwell
cant believe we were walking past by my workplace and some of my colleagues lepak at the kedai kopi
luckily my colleagues didnt notice me dats gd enuff oredy
we manage to meet the others at tanjong pagar mrt
so they are going to chop in to the club
me and shidah decided to stay behind since we are not going
but alif inisist of us going

so we just go
then buza decided to let me in and try get a chop knowing that its impossible
since i didnt bring any id
but omg i did get a chop seh very the shocking
this was not meant to happen hahaz
shidah was also surpise lolx

so me and shidah was planning and planning
how to get off this situation knowing that we hafta go home
shidah decided to take the last train while i decided to take NR
but after some drinking at maxwell
thta sum1 decide to take NR
lerrrrrrrrrr.........

i dunno wat NR starts, shidah say 2.30am
so while waiting for 2 hours
wat 2 do
just go clubbing at play la
since i manage to get a chop hahaz

other than going play
i went to tantric, me and the others
was surprised to see oush drag that night
he dress up like a girl with the wig
i was like can't believe its him
but he did look beautiful

and i was surpised i did something that i shouldnt
all thnx to sum1 coz trust too much on him
but hey i didnt do anything stupid ok
so that saturday night was really intresting for me hahaz

OK...........

Monday, May 5, 2008

ep 166

Just Fine, ep 166

You know I love music
And every time I hear something hot
It makes me wanna move
It makes me wanna have fun
But its something about this joint right here
This joint right here
Its makes me wanna..Woooh

Let it go
Cant let this thing called love get away from you
Feel free right now, go do what you want to do
Cant let nobody take it away, from you, from me, from we
No time for moping around, are you kidding?
And no time for negative vibes, cause Im winning
Its been a long week, I put in my hardest
Gonna live my life, feels so good to get it right

So I like what I see when Im looking at me
When Im walking past the mirror
Don't stress through the night, at a time in my life
Aint worried about if you feel it
Got my head on straight, I got my vibe right
I aint gonna let you kill it
You see I wouldnt change my life, my lifes just..

Fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, ooooh
Fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, ooooh
Just fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, ooooh
You see I wouldnt change my life, my lifes just fine

Feels so good, when youre doing all the things that you want to do
Get the best out of life, treat yourself to something new
Keep your head up high
In yourself, believe in you, believe in me
Having a really good time, Im not complaining
And Im a still wear a smile if it's raining
I got to enjoy myself regardless
I appreciate life, Im so glad that it's fine

So I like what I see when Im looking at me
When Im walking past the mirror
Aint worried about you and what you gonna do
Im a lady so I must stay classy
Got to keep it hot, keep it together
If I want to get better
See I wouldnt change my life, my lifes just..
Fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, ooooh
Fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, ooooh
Just fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, ooooh
See I wont change my life, my lifes just fine

I ain't gon let nothing get in my way
(I ain't gone let nobody bring me down, no, no, no)
No matter what nobody has to say
(No way, no way, no way)
I aint gon let nothing get in my way
No matter what nobody has to say

Feels so good, when youre doing all the things that you want to do
Get the best out of life, treat yourself to something new
Its a really good thing to say
That I wont change my life, my lifes just fine

Fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, ooooh
Fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, ooooh
Just fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, ooooh
See I wont change my life, my lifes just fine

So I like what I see when Im looking at me
When Im walking past the mirror
Don't stress through the night, at a time in my life
Aint worried about if you feel it
Got my head on straight, I got my vibe right
I aint gonna let you kill it
You see I wouldnt change my life, my lifes just..

Fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, ooooh
Fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, ooooh
Just fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, ooooh
You see I wouldnt change my life, my lifes just fine

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this song kinda reminds of me
well how u doing
im just fine wooh lolx

Sunday, May 4, 2008

ep 165

Hottie or Nottie, ep 165

I think i am more of a Nottie then Hottie.
Oh ya the movie sux.
e'nuff said

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

ep 164

3 head broadway star, ep 164

Monday, April 28, 2008

ep 163

April 27 2008, ep 163

that sunday was just like any other day
Sean has been asking for me to update the website for his company
being interested in this kind of job
so i did it
he wanted me to convert of what i have done to html files
since aspx files cant be used for linux platform

sorry for those who doesnt know that

okok
so while doing the job
i was multi-tasking
was talking on the phone with my best friends buza and shidah
buza was asking if i could print the flyers for fabulous sunday tonight
i was thinking about it
since i am the deal breaker here well coz i own a printer
if i go the flyers will be printed if not then sorryla eh hahaz

they wanted me to go too
knowing that i can't go coz of my parents
they say the decision is up to me
if im not going , buza and shidah not going

so after alot of thinking i plan of going
well i did wanna go
other than knowing that haikal is coming, a guy my friends used to tease me with
i was also on the hunt of finding one song thats been played at fabulous sundays
so its more of a fun time and a mission haha
and some more i manage to finish up the website so well time for a break
was sorry to my parents knowing i can't go out
but oh well i force myself to go out

so pack up my stuff
was wearing a black n white theme for that night
was wearing white polo n black skinnies just simple
and not to forget aizal's hat, hafta return him back

so met up with buza and shidah
and we took bus 30 to vivo city
met up wif aizal and we go hang out at mac at harbourfront mall
was waiting for haikal to arrive

on waiting for him
faizal arrived
oh god he's here lak in white summore
is there any other day that i will not see his face when i go clubbing
dunno y la eh i dun seem to like him
i hope he is not planning anything just to get haikal back

soon haikal came
n everyone was there
we all lepak for a while while i get some shut eye hehe
then head to st james

clubbing was great
miss the atmosphere
very the different between play and st james
well coz of the light effects
i jus luv the light effects at st james

was having fun dancing with aizal buza and shidah
haikal lak always hilang here n there
thnx to him he let me haf the free drink coupon for me to get coke
he knows that i dun drink
so he gave me to coupon while he buy drinks for the others
he really partied that night until drunk the mad mad

as for me i partied that night
but was alert for the song i been hunting
n indeed the song came up
was so happy n next thing i was recorcding it hahaz lame

a video of one of my fren who is drunk
n dier btol nga syiok sendiri

so after clubbing
went to the food centre somewhere at harbourfront mall
after eating n drinking feel energised abit
n the 3 head broadway stars start to perform

Sunday, April 27, 2008

ep 162

Overprotected, ep 162

I need time, (time)
(Love)
Joy
(Joy)
I need space
(Love)
I need me
(Action)

Say hello to the girl that I am
You're gonna have to see through my perspective
I need to make mistakes just to learn who I am
And I don't wanna be so damn protected

There must be another way
Cause I believe in taking chances
But who am I to say what a girl is to do?
gotta need some answers

What am I to do with my life?
(You will find it out don't worry)
How am I supposed to know what's right?
(You just gotta do it your way)
I can't help the way I feel
But my life has been so overprotected

I tell them what I like
What I want
And what I don't
But everytime I do
I stand corrected
Things that I've been told
I can't believe what I hear about the world
I realize I'm o-o-verprotected

There must be another way
Cause I believe in taking chances
But who am I to say what a girl is to do?
God I need some answers

What am I to do with my life?
(You will find it out don't worry)
How am I supposed to know what's right?
(You just gotta do it your way)
I can't help the way I feel
But my life has been so o-verprotected

I need time
Love
I need space (this is it this is it)

I don't need nobody telling me just what I wanna
What I want what what I'm gonna (I need)
Do about my destiny
I say (no no)
Nobody's tellin me just what i wanna (do do)
I'm so fed up with people telling me to be-e
Someone else but me

(action)
(yeah, yeah, yeah)

What am I to do with my life?
(You will find it out don't worry)
How am I supposed to know what's right?
(You just gotta do it your way)
I can't help the way I feel
But my life has been so overprotected

I don't need nobody telling me just what i wanna
What i want, what what I'm gonna
Do about my destiny
I say (no no)
Nobody's tellin me just what i wanna (do do)
I'm so fed up with people telling me to be-e
Someone else but me

What am I to do with my life?
(You'll find it out don't worry)
How am I supposed to know what's right?
(You just gotta do it your way)
I can't help the way I feel
But my life has been so o-verprotected

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this is what im feeling right now