ep 321

Should I or Shouldn't I

ok since i have just coureld my hair back to black
for the sake of my mom
since she feels so scared that our relatives might talk when we jalan raya

i was thinking of maybe dyeing my hair back after raya
but im still thinking about it lolz

mayber not another golden monkey
maybe red or brown
something not so obvious that people think i am a mat rep
oh please dont lemme be one

ep 320

PAIN PAIN PAIN

i hate the pain on my left shoulder when im doing my work
urgh i need my yoko yoko badly

ep 319

lunchtime people

Its lunch time now
all my colleagues is out for lunch
but since im fasting i decided to stay
and since i got the time y not blog ya

its been a while i havent blog
alot of things has happen during fasting month
well not that lot
one thing is i finally got a part time job doin web designing
but its only temporary coz im gonna school next week

yup here comes uniboy hehex
well school suppose to start this week
but checked with the letter that year1 classes start on 6 sept so thats next week ya
so this week mostly orientation for me

i was kinda confuse whether or not to go work this week or prepare for school this week
first thing came in my mind was to take a break and get ready for school
but last week i was taken by what my boss said to me that i decided to come work for this week
well what my boss said was that the producers in the company was really happy with my job
that really made me proud at one time
wanna shout for happiness sia in
but i was in the offcie so control control lolz

so this week ive plan what im gonna do
tueday im gonna get my matric card and settle my english test
wednesday go for my orientation which is a must for me although not compulsory
and back to work on thurs n friday
such a busy week for me lolz
dont know if be clubbing this weekend

2 weeks left to raya
and i still not ready for it
havent clean up the house
get ready the baju kurung i wanan wear
ya i still havetn decide what baju kurung to wear
though im not gonna buy a new one
my family is now budgeting at the moment trying to save money
same goes for me
oh well gotta see how it goes

ciao for now im damn tired i wann rest and the aircon so good

ep 318

Fasting Month

Looks like the fasting Month has come.

And and and im no longer fasting to go camp anymore.

Woohooo finally can fast as i usually do at home

But i guess its gonna be boring for me this year since im not working at the moment.

Unlike the past 2 years was at camp working and working.

So i guess time for me to do something rather than do nothing during this fasting month

Working out will be as usual for me.

Can't wait for meera to come back in a few days times.

So i guess i think i will just do something or play a game to let the time past during the fasting month as i usually do when im not working.

Dont know whether wanna get a new baju kurung or not.

Well gotta start window shopping not at orchard but at geylang lolz.

Time for some good food and good items.

The bazaar is here sempatla aku cuci mata saner sini lolz

And also not to forget the kuih2.

Still remember last year i bring kuih for the guys at camp.

And mamat so nicely label one of the kuih i bring kuih kangkang.

Seriously he just love to joke around.

Ok then

Selamat Berpuasa to my friends and those reading this......i hope

May we be strong and patient.

Have Hope and Faith in you all the way through this month.

Pray to the almighty.

It is the peaceful month again.

Where we will never be disturbed by those demons.

But temptations will always strive but we gotta be strong ya

May we hold on till the end and celebrate the month of Syawal with happinesss and glory.

ep 317

NDP and BoA

first of all i wanna say happy 45th birthday to singapore

still going strong

proud to be a singaporean

catch the ndp and well its kinda boooring lolz

secondly

wooohooo im so happy my fave idol BoA is back with a new album

ever since her last album Girls On Top

i been waiting for it

its really worth the wait

love the new music video Hurricane Venus

great dance moves as always for the queen of KPOP

and another great performance of one of her song Dangerous

as always i will still support BoA

no matter what other Korean groups has come through me

ep 316

Its been a great weekend

I must say the days before Ramadhan start has been tired for me since i been enjoying myself clubbing here and there.

Well not mostly clubbing. I get to live my dream of performing in front of people woohooo.

It all started last Thursday, well didnt even know of goin on thursday coz its lesbian night

but got asked out by Wan and Terrence. Didn't wanna go at first but oh well since im gonna club like crazy for the last time so why not.

At first i thought of going home when i reached after i heard that there is no free entry but thanks to Terrence he pay for us all. And waddya know Terrence was like the star for that night, all the lesbians were attracted to his semi-drag looks lolz.

And we also manage to catch a small drag show before the party started by the candy perfume dolls. A great performance and one great night.

On Friday went to club as usual with Raihan and Wan.

The friday is as per normal but i tell Raihan that 'everyone' is here.

It feels like a Saturday and Raihan kinda agrees to me.

and what i didnt expect that night is a proposal i got from Abg Ros.

He wanted me to perform with him for Abg Jimmy's birthday.

At first i was like i dont think i want it la but in the end i go for it.

I tell myself just have fun.

And Abg Ros said that he got all the things needed to theres not a need to worry.

And thus on Saturday night.

Me and Raihan were busy for Abg Jimmy's brithday.

Which was held at East Coast chalet.

I can say the chalet is gay central but there are other straights ler.

I felt so kinda outcast with the people there sicne they are like some i dont know.

I only know a few.

Same goes with Raihan.

In the end the performance was great. I put up a great show same goes with Abg Ros.

While Raihan has been a great help helping me changing the clothes for the different shows.

It felt as if in a Victoria Secret Fashion Show lolz.

So the Saturday night has been a great and tiring night for me and Raihan.

Didnt think of going Play that night which other did invited us.

As we decided to party on again at Zirca on Sunday night.

In which we did.

Me and Raihan luckily came early to get in the q n god the q is long.

Allan and his fren and Razi and Wan join in as well.

Zirca was so packed.

That we didnt go down at all.

We got ourself stuck at the 2nd floor at one of the rest spot with a sofa.

And we enjoy ourselves there. myself was kinda in a start of confusion.

Wanna know why.

I couldn't be myself that night.

Two of the guys that are like are here.

Kenny and Noel.

Argh such a wrong time for them to come.

Seriously i though i wana go down and dance with Kenny.

BUT i wanna go and talk with Noel but since as Terrence say im shy and reserved id dint have the guts at all haizzz.

Even when he is sitting beside me i dont even have the guts to even talk to him haizzz.

There goes my lost.

But oh well in the end i had fun.

ep 315

Can't U See



Those cold words, those heartbreaking words
You always smiled and came running to embrace me
I wake up from my sleep melting away my bitter heart
Tears keep coming out

Oh can't you see, I keep thinking and thinking about you
Oh can't you feel, As usual I think about that day again
Our love won't fade away, Don’t say that you’re leaving me
Don’t say those cliché break up words, I will just walk behind you

I am walking down the road drunk and suddenly I am in front of your house
Let’s not do this, let’s not do this, I turn around and walk
My crazy heart is calling for you

Oh can't you see, This obvious love is getting erased
Oh can't you feel, The dim memories are getting clear
Our love won't fade away, Don’t say that you’re leaving me
Don’t say those cliché break up words, I will just walk behind you

Can you come back intactly, you can just come back
I can’t erase you
My dry tears and my cold heart
I can forget about everything

Our love won't fade away, Don’t spit out that I’m not the one
Don’t hurt what has remained my heart, I will just walk behind you

ep 314

Currently......


Im waiting for school to start
Looking for a job if possible
Gonna club hard this coming weekend as its gonna be the last be4 ramadhan hehex
Feels so lonely but trying my best to forget about it.

ep 313

Studio M Hotel

I was really excited about last saturday event where my Bestie Radzi had his birthday done at Studio M Hotel.

I heard about the hotel before as it was once said by my friend as he had also done a birthday party for his bf at the hotel before. So it was finally the time i manage to get to see it.

So the morning of Saturday had my stuff packed for the party that night.
Then met up with Radzi and Raihan at Plaza Singapura to get some food n drinks for the party.
Lastly get the birthday cake for the birthday boy.

After the shopping we finally head back to the hotel.
Me and Raihan cant wait to see it.
To me the hotel is not like those normal hotels.
It looks like a normal apartment building hahaz.
But its kinda cozy.
I was surprise at the room that Radzi had stayed.
It was small cozy and damn nice.
Kinda look like a loft.

At about 6pm me and raihan had to go for Eli's party at Sentosa.
I was thinking hmm Sentosa must be grand n special.
But it was boring.
He had it at the chalet which looks like a hut which was kinda small.
I thouht it looks like a store room.
Inside there r two bunk beds and theres limited space.
However in the end the party was saved by Eli's aunts cooking of fried pasta.
I had one serving of it and i thouht of having it again but well i was pitying raihan has he wanted to go off soon.

Soon at 8 we get off the island of Sentosa and make our way back to Radzi hotel.
We did try to walk ourself back to the hotel from Clar Quay station and we did manage to get back without being lost.
As we head back me and my other friends get ready for the party which was gonna be held at the lounge.
Not soon enough the cake was cut.
The party was a success.
So the after party was a alot of fun we had drinks and games and chats here and there.
Seriously it was the best party and also a night of celebrating friendship.
I was happy for Radzi and his bf.
I was happy for Raihan and Rady.
I was happy for Tiara and his guy.
I was happy for Shariman and Haziq.
I was happy for Terrence.
I was happy for Wan.

Thnx to u my friends without u guys i feel so alone.

But i still feel alone in my heart that is hehez.

ep 312

Choi Ho Jin

If u have been noticing the guy in the background or if oyu have been with me lately and has seen my handphone background or itouch bakcground.
Well that guy you see is non other than my fave korean model Choi Ho Jin.
Ahh he is just so dreamy hahaz.