ep 260

the big tutu

so wats with the big tutu
its just that im turning 22 today
so today is the big tutu(twotwo = 22)
get it?

yeah today is my birthday
n yes im still sick
how fun is that hahaz
but sat was great fun
get to see cheer performances
my all-time fave
can say it was like my birthday gift

was there to support my friend's team sphyntrix
and they were great
they got into the finals
which is today
hope they win ya
wanted to watch them
but well not in the mood

just came back from changi airport
after sending off my best friend
who is going off to perth
its so sad that she is going off on my birthday
such coincidence

well we say our last goodbyes and all
me n dee were there
god i was crying alot
haizzz my one and onli best fren is migrating
n i will never c her again until dunno when

i now felt alone
kinda a part of me has gone
after she has left
shes the onli one i could talk to about evrything
we were the best
misunderstandings were all around us thinking that we are a couple hahaz
but i dun have that feelings for her
shes like my twin sister

meera i hope you like the gift i gave you
and hope to see you again

wierd that on my birthday
im giving her a gift instead of me getting a gift frm her hahaz


dee me and lina will never forget you
we will be the best of friends till the end

ep 259

im sick, ep 259

urgh my throat is not feeling well
im having sore throat n its affecting my body
god this soo gonna turn to having a flu
please i dunwan to get sick on my bday

its like only 6 days left
been counting it since sunday
oh god was damn boring at camp on a sunday
had to do duty
i slept the whole day that is

usually i slept
if i had been clubbing the previous night
but well i just had to sleep
seriously had to sleep

last sunday night
sg ryan came early that night had to do some work
he was surprise to see me doin duty
in the end after his work
we decided to talk cock in the office
while we had our mac which he ordered for me n him
thanks sg ryan for the meal

monday not much difference
work as usual
had my duty rest in the morning
went down at 11 and start work
as usual farhan starts nagging
that he is alone la had to do all the work yada yada yada
ye kan ajerla eh

started my work given by sg andie
mostly most of my job was done
with all the callings and all
aside the work
sg andie just love to see me use my 'man' voice
hahaz i dunno y la

there was one time
one after another was asking me this and that
then farhan purposely add on complaining at me
i was in the corner closing my face
next thing i shouted to farhan DONT DISTURB ME
woah sg yus was shock to hear my 'man' voice hahaz
as usual sg andie was just laughing away
mcm fun lak

oh well just to keep the office
from being damn boring
im thier entertainment
still remember last friday
my officer wants me to do a dance for one of my warrant officer
i was like serious ah no wayla

sg andie keeps turning on this techno song
ok no way am i dancing to that hahaz
in the end i buat bodoh n do my work
kan senang sikit

i cant stop listening to the remix of i hate this part
really luv it
been finding it since i heard at play

god i hate my throat right now
i might see a doc or not
see la what happen when i shout

ep 258

stuck in between

3 guys
1 stuck in the middle
didnt know which guy to go to
he has to make decisions
he hates this
he likes both of them
he was attracted by the 1st guy
he didnt care what people say about him
he still likes him

but time goes by
he sees what this 1st guy really is
he needs answers but he gets nothing
until he see it by his own eyes

the 2nd guy warns him n tell him to stay away from the 1st guy
he didnt know the 2nd guy had been by his side the whole time
trying to warn him from the 1st guy

he knew he felt damn stupid
he admit it at last

but still he didnt know what to do
in his heart he still like the 1st guy but he also start to like the 2nd guy

he decided to go to the 2nd guy
but 1st guy is jus too irresistable
he tries his best to ignore the 1st guy
but its hard
if the 2nd guy isnt there
he will be pulled back by the 1st guy

the guy starts singing i hate this part by pcd
all alone by himself
crying

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ep 257

what made me....

Don't hang up.
Can we talk?
So confused
It's like im lost.
What went wrong?
what made you go?
Don't pretend you don't know
This is me
Im unchangeable

When did we
Fall apart?
Or did you lie
From the start?
When you said
Its only you
I was blind
Such a fool
Thinking we
Were unbreakable

Ive been told
Whats done is done
To let it go
And carry on
And deep inside
I know that's true
Im stuck in time
Im stuck on you
We were still untouchable

It was you and me against the world
And you promised me forever more
Was it something that I said?
was it something that I did?
Cuz I gotta know
What made me unbeautiful.

ep 256

My tots.....

raihan
tiara
nana
fadli
sidik
raimi

pet society
facebook
sony
mayo
subway
roti
cheese
meatball
green pepper
626
lullaby
melatar
rp
giant escalator
mak ayam
vivo
date
cmpb
overseas exercise
boots
pindah
purple
eiffel tower
stress
birthday
angry
teamwork
jb

ep 255

pictures babe

another picture entry
lazy to write for the moment :)


cam-whoring in the car










playing around with alvin's shades






danny -- so CUTE







a day at pizza hut with meera













having fun at esplanade rooftop with meera









































ku panass --- hehez

ep 254

Cherish the ones you love


The past 2 days was not going good for me.
Was really in a sad mood.
Found out from my mum that my fave aunt had passed away.
I was really shock as the news came in so sudden.

Well she was really in a bad state.
Went to see her at the hospital when she got admitted.
She was not in good condition but shes strong.

So that wed
went to the funeral
evryone was there
before they make a move to bury her
they let the relatives and families kiss her for the last time
i was outside the house at that time
i didnt wanna go in seriously
seeing people coming out crying i cannot tahan

but my mum insist i come in and kiss her for the last time
so i did
as i see her face all in peace
i started to cry
the fave aunt i once loved is no longer here
i dunwan to believe thta she is gone
but its the facts she is gone

as i kissed her
i say a little prayer for her
before i go

after what happen that day
i know that i must really cherish the ones i love evryday evrytime
n dun take things for granted that things gonna be fine for them
my families and my friends must really take care of them :)