ep 212

ep 212, big complain

I SO FUCKING CAN'T CELEBRATE NEW YEARS COZ I KANA DUTY AT CAMP
I KANA CELEBRATE NEW YEAR AT CAMP
I HATE THIS
I CANT PARTY ON NEW YEAR EVE
NOT HAPPY
HELL NO

ep 211

ep 211, does it.....

does'nt even matter

ep210

ep 210, feel it

i start to shiver
i feel so cold
when it doesnt
my body feel so weak
throat is feel with pain
coughing is like a torture
runny nose like a tapwater
sneezing is unstoppable
tissues are my only friend now
vision not clear
head spinning round n round
really hate this feeling
body so hot

argh i hate this

ep 209

ep 209, unexpected

surf internet
listen music
check mail
got a message
read it
sum1 asking for acceptance
a vry big decision has to be made
in the end its accepted

chat chat
understand each other
laugh at each other
talk cock
pretty interesting talk
smile smile smile
is this the correct thing
but nevermind
just let it flow
and see what happens

days gone by
felt sumting funny
dunwan to rush
try to think of something else
concentrate on work
still wont work
can't stop thinking
and also the situation

frens kepo2
warn not to go on
leave it
dunwan to listen
still havent decide
should or should not

some say keep it
let it be unknown
hate this feeling
it feels so wrong
but nevermind
just let it flow

one special day
turn out to be nightmare
very big blow
more like explosion
understandable
feels like a punishment

very very hard
but life has to go on

ep 208

ep 208, so fucked up

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It's not the first, it's not the last time
That my heart got broken
My love got turned around
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ep 207

ep 207, new stuff new frens

yesterdae went shopping with my mum
bought a new bag and a new hp
as usual she brings me along to see if she pick the correct bag
well by price and by quality that is
we search from one shopping centre to the other
going round and round and round
seriously i was feeling dizzy with all the brands and bags around me
in the end she finally choose one 'oh god finally'
hahaz

the price was good
the quality was good
my mum got herself a BUM bag
dont care what brand it is as long its looks good on my mum
n man she cant stop smiling getting her new bag

and as for me
need to get myself a new hp
those without a camera
well as usual its for my camp
my current one, the one my ex gave me
well kinda gone crazy n have an attitude of its own
it can allow or not allow calls even when there is reception
weird isnt it

after the search
i got the cheapset one
a motorola hp at just 55 bux
not just dat with 55 bux i got
a soft toy
a hi card + a top up card
now dats worth it

my mum cant wait to gif dat soft toy to none other than my nephew hahaz

got home n sleep
kinda tiring ok
got up at 7pm
get ready here and there to meet tiara n my frens
time to club
seriously i need one
after what i been through

met her at tanjong pagar mrt
looks like she got herlsef some new frens
chloe and lily
really nice to meet them
well actually i met lily before

so ti was chloe's first time
so being a good new fren
i helped her to enjoy dat night
and man she seriously enjoy
no drinking involve ok


me and the girls







didnt knew i look nice smiling with my teeth hahaz
must smile more no more of my robot smile(thats what meera say)

k dats all
need to sleep
tired from clubbing

ep 206

ep 206, milk inc

first thing first
wanna say happy birthday to my bestie frm poly,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SITI



its been long i heard about my fave dance group from Belgium, Milk Inc.
remebered that there should be a perofrmance by them at the TMF awards
well they did it every year since 2005
so search around it at youtube
and yup got thier performance video
it was just wonderful
love the way Linda dress, love her boots that is hahaz



this is thier performance video at the TMF Awards 2008
performing thier songs Race Tonight and Forever
thier new singles
i really love the song Tonight



of all the milk inc performance
i always like what Linda wears
shes beautiful isnt she

k dats all

ep 205

ep 205, haircut

2dae didnt know what to do
onli thing in my mind was to cut my hair
then called my bestie meera
tot of meeting her and well she can make it
so happy

it has been a long time i havent meet her
since i been busy at camp
i ask her to invite dee oso
n looks like dee is coming

god i cant be any happier
two of my best frens i havent met 4 a long time
a few weeks is a long time ok
n i so havent go city hall for a long time

this 3 things is what i mostly do wif my bestie
be4 i enter ns
we go qiji have our lunch
we go secret recipe have our desert and its mainly the cheesecake(totally delicious)
and lastly we hang out at esplanade rooftop

haizz those were the days
but im so happy i get to do it again
after being damn busy with ns
same goes wif my frens who r busy with school

so dat afternoon met meera at the mrt station
haha didnt knew shes oso gonna wear black
and finally seen her in a skirt hahaz
nice one meera

took a few pics while waiting for dee









we talk and talk while waiting for dee
but in the end dee cant make it
haizz was really expecting her

so me n meera had our lunch at qiji
we soo dunno wat 2 order
aiya long time i havent eat thr
i go for the popiah










after our lunch
we went to Times book store
so gonna check up on the books
well meera dat is
bookworm besar tu hehe

tot of having our cheesecake
but then we were kinda full
so next time ajerla eh

i was thinking of buying this cute little whine up toys at kiddy palace
caught my attention few months ago while buying a bday present for my nephew
well its so cute
tot of getting it
but not enought money
i only got 10 bux
n its mostly gonna be use for cutting my hair
so next time im so gonna get it hahaz

we window shopping here and thre
and its already gonna be 6
hafta send meera back
since her mom is waiting

on the way back to the station
i saw raihan
my bestie or i call it my 'abang' haha

oh god i was so surpise n happy
its been so long
damn so happy to see him
really miss him alot
gave him a gd hug
n we talk abit be4 i make my way

hope he coming to PLAY this fridae
so gonna be fun dancing with him

2dae had really been gr8 dae
wif meera n meeting up wif raihan

really like to thank my fren who cheered me up dat day
thnx alot ya

went home straight
and get my haircut done
now m hair okokla
not so short
not so long
just nice

aiya as long i nvr get caught by the RSM
i'm happy.

ep 204

ep 204, picture pictures

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me and my bestie shidah hanging out 2gether goin clubbing dat is











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bored in the car as my dad send me back to camp










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seriously have nothing to say hahaz

ep 203

ep 203, happiness is just around the corner

yes i'm back home
good to be back home from camp
after the torture of duty(not so) and doing ippt(very much torture)

2dae was damn stress at camp
same goes with my fren
i was nt feelin well, gt sore throat, felt weak, hiccuping alot
n my fren had problems wif his guy

so in the end after work
we went shopping at Lot1
we just need to release the strezzz
i gt myself a pair of shoes
my fren got sum clothes
we did had fun shopping

we then went our separate ways n went home
took 168 from woodlands
luckily didn't overslept n reach bedok hahaz
str8 home i go, on my lappie

check my mails as usual
friendster and blog
go to youtube n went to find this specific song
that been playin in my head since i club at PLAY last sat
the song haunt me until now
and yes i finally found it



Frozen, I'm Frozen, I'm Frozen, I'm Frozen
yes im damn frozen i finally got the song hahaz
wateverla

watch a few bollywood here n thr at youtube
sing song la
tok tok la
well thnx to a certain sum1 hehe
dat i 4got to watch the suria drama Suami Untuk Isteriku
damn u $#@$@#$.

hehex

well dats all for now
so wanna sleep
tmr i dunno wat i be doin
i be on leave tmr
maybe sleep whole day
i dunnola


- why must this happen again to me -
- for whatever it is, as long you are happy i will not disturb you -
- happi ness is a treasure -
- treasure it while you can -

ep 202

finish, end, ep 202

finally after 4 days of playing, i completed Tomb Raider: Underworld.
now i know if Lara's mother was still alive or there is such thing call Avalon whatever it is.
the game really had a lot of suprises.
one enemy from the very 1st tomb raider game was working together with an enemy from the previous game
isnt dat intresting.

wat more intresting
the ending was an all girls fight hahaz
i like dat.

now game complete
wad to do now
time to continue watching back powerpuff girl z hehe

laters
rushing off to watch the anime

ep 201

diarrohea, ep 201

2dae has been quite a headache for me
dat is making damn lot of decisions
when i could have just went straight home

i was having stomach pains in the morning
i tot its normal
so went back to slp till 5.20
where i went out to catch the train at lakeside
but my stomach acted up again
just as i was in the train to jurong east

my mind was thinking I WANT THE TOILET TOILET TOILET lolz
so i tahan until i reach jurong east
man i was sweating
took the NS train n sat down
felt a sign of relieve haha

on my way to cck
i strt tinkin stuffs in my head :
1.alight must go toilet
2.should i go camp or not
3. i must go camp i got duty
4. urgh the pain cant tahan
5. must go camp scared duty

the thinking goes on until i reach the bus stop waiting for the bus
should i go or shouldnt i go
well in time the bus came n i saw my fren
was happy abt it
didnt feel the pain
as we make our way to camp
oh god the pain comes back
god i seriously dunno wat 2 do
i ask my fren if i should go camp or just take mc

he gif a str8 reply of u better just take mc
he see me suffering in pain he oso cant take it
i was so stubborn tellin him abt my duty
my fren reply" ko ni tk abis2 ngn duty ko, ko tak matikan kalo tk buat duty tapi ko nanti mati kalo ko tk balik skrg"
hahaz he do haf a point

so i drop down n took a bus to boon lay
frm thr str8 i went home
str8 to the toilet i go
its like my goal after all wat
to go to the toilet haha


so took mc dat day
n get a full rest
n a special treat by my mum at swensen
im having stomach pains can still go eat at swensen
not bad hahaz

so wat i do the whole day
what else but play tomb raider underworld
finally i have played the game
god im so happy despite me in pain

all i was tinkin nw play play play shit later haha
other than playin my new fave game
i manage to chat wif sum1 new
finally sum1 to tok to while im in bed (other than meera dat is)

still tinkin wat gonna happen at camp wen i come back tmr
i still havent come back camp dis wk
mondae was holidae
tuesdae was on leave
n 2dae i was on mc
haha onli 2 daes left
n fridae i got appointment wich i mite be on half day

soo hafta sleep nw
nd to catch the train frm tamp tmr
hope no stomach pains again

ep 200

phonography, ep 200

Lets talk about biology,
Make believe youre next to me,
Phonography, phonography,
Talk that sexy talk to me,
Better make sure that the line is clean,
Keep it confidential, you and me.
Phonography, phonography,
Dirty talking, call it phonography.

in other words......phonesex lolx

i jus lurve britneys new album
yup that is part of the lyrics from her new song phonography