ep 141

i feel like shouting....., ep 141

I CAN'T BELIEVE U LIE ABOUT URSELF JUST TO C IF I WILL LIKE U
U MAKE IT AS A TEST TO C IF I WILL LIKE U
U TINK IM UR FUCKING LAB RAT IZZIT U BASTARD

I WAS BEGINNING TO LIKE U
BUT WIF THE FACTS U GAVE ME I JUST DON'T KNOW
WHETHER U R TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE

I WANTED TO MIT U SO MUCH
BUT U JUST WOULDN'T
GO OUT FOR DINNER OSO DONT WANT
WEAK SIAK

DEN U STRT PARANOID WIF THE STUFF
DAT MAYBE I B INSECURE ABOUT
GASAK U LA
DH BANYAK KALI I BILANG YANG I SUMTIMES LIKE DAT
TAPI U TAMBAH2 PULAK KESALAHAN I TU

NAIK BINGIT TAU I
WENEVER U KOLL ME
I DUNNO WHETHER TO BELIEVE U OR NOT
I JUST DONNO
I JUST FEEL LIKE U A STRANGER OR SUMTING
COZ I JUS DUNNO U
THE ONLI THING THAT I NOE FROM U IS JUST UR BLOODY VOICE
NO PIC NO NOTHING
I KEEP LISTENING STORIES FROM UR 'GREAT' VOICE N UR BLOODY COMPLAINS
I JUST DUNNO N U NOE I OSO AINT BOTHERED WITH UR STORIES

U SAY DAT IM AN IDIOT FOR WASTING UR CREDITS IN KOLLING ME
WHO ASK U TO DO DAT
ADER TALIPON RUMAH TKNK PAKAI
BODOH BODOH BODOH
KALO TKLEH KOLL MSG OR SUMTINGLA
PAKAILA OTAK SIKIT BILER NK SAVE SIKIT

U LIE ABOUT UR LIFE, UR AGE, UR STATUS
WHEN U TELL ME THE TRUTH
DAT U R RICH HENSEM ADER KRETER TU SEMUER
KO INGT AKU MASIH NK KO

I NOE
U TINK AFTER U TOLD ME THE TRUTH ABT U
IM GONNA BE LIKE SAYING SORRY COMING AFTER U
SORRYLA SIKIT I DUNNO WHETHER TO BELIEVE IT OR NOT NOW
WHETHER THE TRUTH U TELLING ME IS CORRECK OR NOT

JUST TINK OF DAT STORY SAINI
THE STORY OF DAT BOY WHO CRIED WOLF
U WANA NOE U R DAT BOY
DAT BOY WHO TELL LIES

DATS IT
IM SO HAPPY IM OVER DIS LIES
MAKE ME STRESS AJER
LUCKILY I WAS NOT AFFETCED BY U WHILE I WAS HAVIN EXAMS
IM SO HAPPY I HAF GOOD FRENS DAT DOESNT LIE

IF U READ DIS DUN EXPECT DAT I WILL MSG U BACK
I NOE U GIVEN ALOT OF MESSAGES ON SCOLDING ME
BUT PLEASELA ENOUGH WITH THE LECTURE
U ASSHOLE U LIAR
I HOPE U ROT IN HELL

phew......
ok im done
time for me to continue to my video
im soo happy im video making again
wooohoooo

ep 140

west to east AGAIN, ep 140

last sat n sun was a bz dae for me
let c.....
sat i was at the west
was at my cuzzins wedding
mostly i was there to help out
n mostly just lepak n talk wif my best cuzzin arif
oh ya hes nt the one getting married his bro is the one getting married
wif a pinoy girl lagi intresting deh



wat more instresting abt dat dae
is dat i become the cameramens asistant
n we go take pics of the couple at chinese garden
it was sooo fun
i was not alone though
my sis in law was oso wif me as she had to make up the bride
she's the mak andam


wah wah abg pat ngan siti amik kat entrance hahaz
sryla i take at the wrong angle


siti posing ngan chinese soldier
u go girl hahaz

there is still sum more pics from my cuzzin
will haf to ask her for it


lastly...me sesat wif the grooms songkok hahaz
since abg pat pakai tanjak
so i go play ard wif the songkok hahaz

so it was a tiring day 4 my family
but mostly my sis in law since she has to be there for the bride
as for Danny his job was to cry lots n lots just to get his mom attention
mcmner my sis in law nk keje kalao anak dier asik mengamok
i oso dunno hahaz
jus hope my nephew will not be a brat wen he grows up

so on sun
i was at the east
at changi airport dat is
went to study 4 my last ppr
wif farhan n faizil
in the end i onli study abt 3 topics
n one of the topic take a whole lot of time for us to tink
we 3 were really confused on teaching each other abt it hahaz
but in the end we figured it out

so after dat we all went to t3
farhan wants to buy sumting at coco tree
aper lagi other den his faves chocolates rite rite
den we go lepak at the viewing mall
man i cant really see the runway n the planes dunno wat is thr to view haha
all i cn see is just my reflection
i guess onli in the day u cn see it
at t3 is the place whr u get to see planes land i really like the landing part

den its picture time




i was like: aper ni amik gmbr korg duer jer


den i was like: maner cam dier whr to c ni blur blur la


den finally: smile.....




ok dats it
wed the ppr
2 daes left to study
i cant wait for 1st march

ep 139

Netsec is done, ep 139

Finally i done with network security
did the ppr n i mus say wanna say its challenging it is challenging
well if u study the right topics then its not
other than studyin the right topics
its about writing the right stuff n write lots n lots
man 2 hours doing the paper i feel like my hand like wanna give up
been writing too much
as if im doin my o lvl humans paper again
the writing and all

but now its finally over im soo happy
just hope i pass this subject n im done
now im left wif the last ppr caos
will be on wed
gotta study for it
give my all for the last ppr

ep 138

sorry, ep 138

i'm sorry if i have negelected u
its not dat i 4get abt u n ignore u
i been bz wif my sch lately
u shd understand

n summore u been bz wif ur job and also wif ur guy
shdnt u be happy wif ur guy instead
now dat u seeing sumone

i was kinda jealous wen u wif him
i kinda hurt inside dat i cant have u
i knew dat dis is gonna happen
i been crying for many times jus to get feelings of u out of me
n c u as a fren jus a fren

so my fren pls dun say dat i 4get abt u
i still do tink abt u jus dat i dunwan to tink abt u 2 much
dat feelings of u come back again
i dunwan to get hurt again by this feelings

ep137

beware....., ep 137

just wanna warn those kids

beware of the playground crashers

if u see them don't be alarm
just disturb them like mad
one will gladly go if u gif him a chocolate waffle
the other one just play aroundwif his hair

hahaz....

ep 136

it taste sooo..........i dunno, ep 136



any1 would like to drink this....
its a creation by faizil and ilias
i dun wanna say how it taste like
coz i nvr atste it be4
guess wads inside
i tink u guys tink its sum kind of veggie drink coz of dat cucumber
but its not....

ep 135

happy birthdae lara croft, ep 135




eh no
should be happy belated birthdae lara croft
dis lady will always be my idol haha
im so gonna buy ur game Tomb Raider: Underworld
wat the heck im gonna plae one of the tomb raider game now
jus wanan feel the satisfaction hahaz
chaoz

LARA CROFT IS LOVE.....

ep 134

im done and im free.....i guess, ep 134

well havent been bloggin lately
the last week of school was really hectic
with projects n reports
but me n my frens manage to finish evrything
so goodbye caos goodbye netsec n goodbye cgprog huahuahua
well its not a full goodbye to netsec and caos coz still got exams for this 2 subjecks
haizz kene blajar lak
org baru nk relaks lepas projek ni semuer

lets start on last tuesdae 2 days be4 CNY
me n meera went on a shopping spree
CNY shopping i guess hahaz

well she was finding clothes 4 her attachment
yela ader pompuan tu nk look good kan lolz
as for me......i just wanna shop n get new clothes
gotten my pay n wat i was shopping like mad
in the end i was shopping more den meera
god i spend abt 150 bux

n still got time to come bck sch
coz dat tuesdae i gt lesson
so shopping in the morning
classes in the afternoon
how fun

so on CNY eve
me ne meera went back sec sch
i dun wanna go bck feel like cont on my 3 projeks
but wat the heck since it so near my hse
n i wanan c my teachers n the new renovated sch

i mus say the renovated sch was done quite nicely
its so new n clean hahaz
i dunnola but the plc is now bigger
i really like it
me n meera went in black n white attire haha
couple sesat coming thru

so met up wif my teachers n my frens
some recognize me sum dun
haha yala i change alot dun i
sum say i look mature
mature eh......i dunnola eh

wad i like abt my sec sch is the garden at the back
its so nice i mus say
well be4 dat the plc was jus a plain boring patch of grass
so since was bored
me n meera haf fun at the graden.......taking pics











so after the visit at sch
went to mit shidah
teman her c her grandma at cgh
been long since i c her
so its gud dat we get to chat again ya

so CNY
all happy2 here n thr
n as for me
i was sick ya sick
was having a fever felt so weak
damn u rat year hahaz
i slept thru the whole day
same goes for the nxt day

last wk of sch on mondae
the deadline to hand up my netsec projek
so me n siti haf completed our projek
its just our other member whos not in
im kinda worried for her
but in the end we jus hand it up
did our report on the projek
kinda weird dat they wan a pic of our grp inside
so me n siti was having fun takin pics









if only sharon was there, it would be so much better

so Tuesdae, deadline for CAOS
hafta hand in the java program



that was wat we have done
since the project was more on individuality
well i finish my part n i was free
but as for my other memebers they were given another chance to show again the nxt day
i was kinda felt guilty well i did help dem n all
but i was really worried for farhan
well he did look pissed after the demo, his one is working just doesnt come out anything
but in the end evrything was ok the nxt day
demo again n evrythin was working siti n farhan was given a positive feedback
as for ilias i oso dunno hehe

so thursdae so many things happenin
well let c
1. its valentines day
2. its lara's birthday
3. its the deadline for my game projek

but luckily the teacher kind enuff n gif us on fridae to demo
i was like dat is good
but haiya i tot fridae cn relaks at home if cn finish dis
so dat thursdae was concentrating all on my last projek
didnt bother abt goin out on valentines day

jus wanna say sorry to Alan cudnt be ur valentine on dat day
hope u faham

okok
so meera u wanna noe wads dis milkshape thing
n here it is





this 2 models i created is used for my game
guess wich is the player n which is the enemy

finally the last day of sch
hafta hand in my game
but 1st hafta go for my health checkup at cmpb
haizz was soo tired
the day be4 slept at 4am
n i woke up at 6 am
onli 2 hrs
i was jus cared the checkup was gonna be long
since i hafta go bck sch to hand in my projek
but luckily it was not dat long
nt many ppl dat day
so in the end the game was hand up

im free woohooo
projecks done
but not so free since nxt fri i will be having exams
aiya must study

ep 133

Metal vs Dugem, ep 133



ngokla farhan
pasal ko aku dh giler ngan lagu ni
haiz sakit kepala aku angguk ngan geleng

ep 132

Kiss You, ep 132

I'd wake up, and make love to you if i had you
I wanna touch you so much, but I'm not allowed to
What I hate is to wait, but in this case I'm patient
I'm discreet, I'm not weak, I just need a moment

He wants me, he wants me not
I want everything he's got

If I leaned over and tried to kiss you
Would I be wrong, after so long to kiss you
Would you pretend, we're only friends, if I kissed you
At least I can dream of you in the scene, when I kiss you

On one hand, we are friends, but still my mind wanders
Through sad streets and alleys, I just keep growing fonder

If I leaned over and tried to kiss you
would I be wrong,after so long to kiss you
would you pretend we're only friends if I kissed you
At least I can dream of you in the scene when I kiss you


if only.......

ep 131

mother son quality time, ep 131



saturday went to the ntu talk with my mum at suntec city
thought of going with my friends only
but then my mum tot of seeing this thru

god i went there wearing all white
white top white jeans white shoes
my mum say i look like sum MP hahaz
n my mum is like a guard looking after the MP
yela MP sesat katerkan hahaz

met up with siti her bf n farhan
den we went to the computer engineering talk
see alot of familiar faces frm my class
after the talk tot of asking qsns abt all dis ntu stuff
admission la requirementsla bla bla bla
as 4 me i noe i haf a gd chance of getting in dats wat my parents n my frens say
but i still dunno, nvr know u haf the feeling of not getting in

tot of taking a degree in computer science Or shd it be degree in computer engineering
also tot of taking a bachelor in accountancy
but......they wan ppl wif a gpa of 3.5
damn i was jus 0.05 close i dun tink i cn make it for ntu business sch
oh well looks like my choice is just computer engineering or computer science
OR maybe a double degree in computer sciene n business
it sounds intresting

but but i tink i'm crazy to take dis
even my mum wun let me i mean i will go crazy or stress like mad
its 2 in 1
2 degrees wen u graduate ya
dats sumting
but to earn it
u mus really be comitted in it
no slacking

OR maybe i just get into NIE get diploma in education n become teacher......

after the talks
me n my mum went to eat at secret recipe
i tot maybe eat at those normal fast food ke aper
secret recipe seh sukernyer aku hahaz
i onli go thr to eat the cheesecake
nvr eaten the food be4

i had the lasagna wile my mum had the chicken kebabs
the lasagna okla i like the cheese but if wif chilli even better
i like things spicy wen i myself cant even handle too spicy food haha



after our meals
its desert
n as per normal i had my marble cheese cake....yum yum



my mum had her single scoop ice cream



after eating
we went walk2 ard suntec city looking at clothes
i hafta lead my mum since she hasn been here for a long time
we head home be4 goin to my cuzzins son birthday party
he turned one dat day
kina cute the birthday boy was dress as a bee wif his tiny wings
sadly i didnt take a pic of him

ep 130

Blythe, ep 130

ep 129

friday....3am, ep 129

i'm so tired
i had just finish my flash animation on trojan horses
and that only one part of it for my netsec project
had already finish an hour be4
but the program starts giving me attitude
tht i hafta touch up all those mistakes n redo again

now waiting for that bloody jdk to finish downloading
so that i can do my java programming

currently listening to kristine w - save my soul
and doin my model for my game
entertained myself wile making models lolx

yup im milkshaping, flashing n javaing still
this will nvr end

so angry that i lost all my songs
after i hafta reformat my comp due to a stupid virus
alll 10gb of songs gone 10gb i tell u
but nvm im cool.....im cool

so many things to do
my 3 projecks
career fair at sch.....goin wif siti ltr to check it out
ntu talk on sat
still hafta study 4 my netsec quiz

looks like im not gonna go haf fun
until i get evrything done